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Sienna Its been a month. A freaking whole month,without Thane. To say im losing my mind with worry would be an understatement. At first when he disappeared on me,i had been worried that,he had been avoiding me because of the whole trying to kill him thing. But i had eventually concluded that,the f*****g bad ass vampire king would not be afraid of a mere mortal like me. Even if something was compelling me to hurt him,he would still face me head on because running away was not his thing at all. When a few hours had passed without him returning. I had began to worry. Yeah,foolish i know. I had been worried that something had happened to him,when it should have been the other way around. I should have been worried that he might have done something horrible to wherever he was. Just because he was my mate and a bit caring with me,did not mean that he was like that with everyone else. After all he was still the mythological monster in children's minds. The monster in their nightmares. But that had not even stopped me from worrying about him. I guess i loved him more than i thought because i had been willing to overlook anything bad that he might have done where ever he had been. I just wanted him back with me. When a week passed with Thane still missing in action. I literally fell into a deep depression. Somehow i had convinced myself that Thane had used me,he had never been really interested in me,other than having his wicked way with me. I had stopped eating or drinking. Lisa had eventually convinced some of the women here,to hold me down and force feed me. They went as far as connecting me to a drip. At first the women had refused to help Lisa saying that if his majesty finds out that they had manhandled his mate he would kill them,but Lisa had responded saying that if he comes back and finds out that his mate had died of starvation and depression, he would do worse to them. So eventually they had agreed. Thou i did not know what the worse meant,the women had known what it meant because after that response from Lisa. They had quickly agreed to do what she had suggested. That's how i had ended up being forcefully fed. I did not even fight them when they held me down because i had no strength left. Five days had passed without me eating or drinking anything. Lisa had told me not to worry about anything except staying healthy for my mate. If only she had known how much i loved him. By week three i had decided to go on living with my life. Thane had left me in his kingdom. That had to mean something right. I had missed him terribly and tried very hard not to show my worry. But judging by the looks that Phil and Lisa would give me when they thought i was not looking,simply meant that i was not hiding my worry as well as i had thought. So i started focusing more in sparing. Exorcising my anger. I was angry at everything but especially Thane for leaving me and not even trying to contact me. To ease my worries at least. But it seems that the bad ass vampire king thought that him disappearing on me for weeks without any communication was okay. Well he had another thing coming. I continued with my sparing moments. Sometimes i would beat Thane's men to a pulp. How i managed to do that a few times,i still had no idea. I mean i knew i could hold my own in a fight but these men were vampires. Thousands of years old vampires but somehow i had managed to hurt a few of them. Thou other times i had not been that lucky. I remember Phil threatening to castrate a few of the men for daring to hurt his majesty's mate but i had asked him not to do that. I needed the fight. All i had asked were for them not to kill me or break any of my bones. Some of the anger that i had was also caused by them. I mean their calmness drove me insane they did not even seem to worry that Thane had been missing for over two weeks. Whoever i would ask,why they were not worried about his absence, they would simply say that their king was stronger than i could possibly imagine. Nothing could defeat him and that now i was by his side,nothing would keep him away from me. I heard that statement a few more times until i eventually stopped trying to understand their calmness. What helped me through the anger thou,was talking to Monique. One of my besties. Phil had managed to get in touch with Cree and had asked him if i could talk to Monique for a few seconds,he had agreed reluctantly. Phil's words! I had been so happy to talk to Monique. I had missed her so much. I had told her about how i fell in love with the blue eyed God,as i called him. And she had been happy for me but i could tell that she had been sad about something. When i had asked her about what was going on and why she was still with Cree? She has said nothing was going on and she was helping Cree with something. Whatever that meant. Before i could question her further she had hung up and that intensified the feeling that i had. Something was definitely up with those two. Too bad i was caught up in my own problems but as soon as i solve them. I was going to compel Thane to take me to where Cree lived. So that my besty would explain to me what was happening. I had then asked Phil if i could talk to Veronica too. But he had said that i could not talk to her because Lysander had refused to allow Veronica to talk to me. Something about punishing her for her insolence. I actually felt bad for Lysander because if he was seriously interested in Veronica,she would keep him on his toes. I loved my besty to death but she was a handful. For some reason the three of us were caught in some kind of a problem. What was fate up to? Eventually i had gone to sleep,and that's when the nightmares started. More like visions. I would see Thane talking with a beautiful woman with long hair but i could not hear their conversation. Suddenly the atmosphere changes and Thane is now in some sort of a jungle and he was bound with chains. Heavy chains and he was shirtless. He would struggle at first and eventually stops. His eyes would be glowing black. One of the signs of starvation. At first i had thought they were nightmares or something my mind made up because of the constant worry i had over him. But i had quickly discarded that idea because the dreams were too vivid as if they were real. As if i was seeing something that was happening. Something or someone was keeping Thane from coming back to me. How would i find him? If only i had my two besties,they would help me with ideas. I could not exactly tell Phil or Lisa or anyone for that matter,that i was having dreams about Thane bound,alone and starving. They would lock me in my bedroom thinking that i was losing my mind with Thane's absence. So i had kept quiet,trying to formulate a plan on my own. Not that it worked,Phil and some of his men were keeping an eye on me. They did not even allow me anywhere near the main gates. Its as if they knew i wanted to go out of the compound. After all, that had been the plan i had eventually came up with. Going out there and start looking for him in every forest or jungle i could find. I know it was pretty much insane but i had been out of ideas. And i could not stand and do nothing while the love of my life was suffering somewhere. Now a month has passed and still no Thane. The nightmares had stopped two days i go. Even thou he would have been suffering my dreams at least i would see his face. Now that the dreams were gone,i was missing him terribly. Here i am already in bed,tomorrow i would find a way to get out of the compound. I needed to find Thane. Suddenly there is a weird sound in my room. I jerk up violently,looking around the room. Trying to find the source of the noise. And right by the middle of my room,well Thane's room because i was still sleeping in there. A shadow was standing there,a huge shadow. I could feel myself starting to get scared. I turned on the lights very carefully,trying not to spook whatever that shadow was. The room lit up and i could see clearly now,my eyes went where the shadow was but it was not there anymore. Instead there was Thane standing in that exact position. "Thane?" I said getting up from the bed. Standing a few feet away from him. I could not believe that he was standing in front of me after all this time we spent away from each other. But something was wrong with him i could feel it. Its like he did not hear me when i called his name. His eyes were fixated on me. The way he was looking at me. He was devouring me with his eyes. He was probably already f*****g me in his mind judging by the way he was looking at me. I looked down at myself to see what had caught his attention so much, giving him that intense hunger look. I cursed myself a few times when i saw what i was wearing. I was wearing a light pink mini night dress. It was a see-through on top of that. I had just grabbed whatever i got my hands on and wore it to bed without even paying attention or caring about it. My night dress was screaming 'f**k me hard.' And by the intense hunger in Thane's eyes,i would say that was the message he was getting. Self preservation kicked in and I went to take a few steps away from him,i wanted to look for my nightgown. At least it would cover me up a bit,long enough for us to have a talk and not have him f**k me mercilessly. Thou the idea was not bad,i missed him terribly and i wanted him inside me too but we had to talk. I never managed to take the step away from him thou. I was suddenly drawn towards a hard body by my waist. His lips slammed on mine violently. He kissed me so roughly,that it hurt. He continued to bruise my lips,devouring them. Not caring if he was hurting me or not. Its like he could not get enough of me. I kept beating him on his chest to let me go. We needed to talk. But he only tightened his grip on my waist. Eventually i bit him on his lower lip so hard that he let go of me instantly. "Why did you do that?" His gruff voiced asked. "Because we need to talk." I breathlessly replied. I had clearly not yet recovered from the intense kiss. But it seemed like i was the only one who was short of breath,from my point of view,Thane was still breathing normally. With that stoic expression still on his face. How annoying. "Talk?" He asked tilting his head to the side. Confusion clear on his face. What was wrong with him? Even thou i loved him to death,i was not going to allow him to just touch me and make him think that abandoning me for a whole month was okay because it was not, i needed to chew some of his balls first. If he gives me a decent explanation i might be merciful and not cut his d**k off. I was really pissed at him for leaving me. And no amount of kisses was going to save him from my wrath. "I don't want to talk. I want you." He said gruffly and then proceeded to open up his zipper and his c**k sprang free. Shocking me in my spot. I literally froze, I know i had had s*x with him before but i had not seen his c**k live and direct like i was doing right now. It was huge. Long and thick,with veins. It was beautiful and arousing as f**k. I could start to feel my n*****s tingle. And in-between my legs there was a throbbing that was increasing by every second. Thane grabbed his thick c**k in his hand and started stroking himself. As if opening his zipper was not shocking enough for me. He had to stroke himself too and right infront of me. I could feel myself starting to lose my breath. "Don't you see how much i want you?" "Thane." I whispered softly. He needed to stop doing that immediately but for some reason i could not speak past his name. My mind was now filled with him f*****g me hard and mercilessly. I wanted that thing inside me. I could barely remember why i had stopped him before. Oh yeah we needed to talk. Ten nine eight seven six,i continued to count backwards trying to make my mind focus on anything else other than s*x. Thou i doubt counting would help but a girl had to try,right? "Who is this Thane you keep calling?" He asked with confusion again. Thou the confusion didn't stop him from continuously stroking his c**k. He kept at it,slowly and alluring. Not even once did he look away from me. He would either look on my breasts or my lips,and that intense hunger in his eyes would intensify. I swear his c**k was growing bigger by the second, i suddenly had the urge to taste him. I have never done that before, but for some reason i wanted him in my mouth. Thou there was no way i would survive being penetrated by that thing. He was going to kill me if he tried it. A part of me whispered _you have been penetrated by it already,man up and have a taste_. I snapped out of my head,no way it was definitely too big. And i needed to get a grip on myself. "Woman!" He bellowed,a hint of anger evident in his voice. I guess i had been lost in my head for a few seconds there and the big guy did not like being ignored. Why was he calling me woman thou? "What?" "I want you so badly i ache." He said,walking towards me. Did i mention,that he was still stroking himself? "Stop!" I said,halting him in his tracks. "Dont come any closer. We really need to talk Thane." "Who is this Thane you keep calling? I dont like hearing another man's name on your lips." He growled "Thane is your name. What is wrong with you? Did you forget your name?" I asked worriedly. The confusion i can understand but forgetting his name was another thing entirely. " What's my name?" "I dont know your name." "Let me get dressed first and you also need to clean yourself up. We really need to know what's happening with you. Lisa and Phil can help." I said walking towards the closet to find something appropriate to wear. "Enough talking!, i want you now." He growled "Tha....." I never finished saying his name because i was suddenly snatched away from my path,making me yelp in surprise. He carried me by the waist and slammed me hard against the wall. He forced my legs to part,and make them circle around his waist. I had no choice but to put my hands around his neck. "Please dont." I said breathlessly. I was now aroused too. Who am i kidding?,i had been aroused ever since he kissed me. Our closeness just intensified my arousal. After all our bodies were rubbing against each other. He was naked and my excuse of a night dress did not help or leave anything to the imagination. I was practically naked too. The plead was my last attempt to reason with him. Even thou i knew it would not work. The look on his face was telling me that he was too far gone. He was going to take me right here and now. Not that i could resist that much. My core was throbbing so badly that i wanted to put my two fingers in there. My n*****s were so hard that brushing them against Thane's chest was making them hurt a little and making me moan. Thane's hand went for my panties and literally tore them of my body,i wanted to say something but i never got the chance because my night dress was torn off too. Just as fast,one of my n****e was taken into his mouth. I swear i saw stars. I moaned out aloud. It felt amaizing. When he got tired playing with one n****e,he started playing with both of them. The way he was sucking them,you would think there was perhaps something sweet in them. I continued to moan and he continued to suck my n*****s,at one point he sucked them so hard that i hit and orgasm,without even touching me down there. Thou i have to say,i was disappointed that he did not put his fingers in me at least. When i would go to put my fingers down there. He would pin hand above my head,preventing me from reaching my core. I needed to feel something down there,anything to make the ache go away. After the orgasm, Its like he had been waiting for that. He immediately thrusted into me violently that i cried out. More from pleasure than pain. I mean i had not even recovered from the orgasm. He started pounding in and out of me without mercy. I could hear him groaning,thou i was also moaning out loud to fill the whole house. He kept at it,and i hit another orgasm but he did not relent he kept on thrusting into me again and again. Until i was sure i was going to pass out from all the pleasure. And my back was surely bruised because i could feel a little pain from it,and the pain just increased to my pleasure. Finally Thane went for my neck,he bit me so hard and fast that an intense orgasm hit me instantly. I could not stop shaking,and he did not stop drinking from me or thrusting into me continuously. I think i passed out for a few seconds because i heard him groan,a satisfied groan and he hit his orgasm. An intense one too but i could still feel his hardness inside of me. Apparently he was still hard,after all that. It was going to be a long night for sure. "Thane i....." I went to say but never finished what i wanted to say because his lips were on mine. He coerced me to open up my mouth and he started kissing me hungrily. You would think he has never kissed me before. He kept devouring my mouth and his hands started wandering all over my body. Touching every inch of it,he would swizz my breasts and pinch my n*****s so hard making me moan into his mouth,resulting in him kissing me deeper and harder. I felt him moving us,i guess towards the bed. He gently laid us on top of it,without even stopping kissing me or touching me. And he was still inside me. His c**k seemed to get bigger in there,it was stretching me. And i now wanted him to move badly. "Move...Thane." I said between moans. Thank goodness he heard me or he was about to explode too because he started moving. Yeah moving will be an understatement. He started pounding into me and another orgasm hit me. He did not stop pounding into me thou. He kept at it,he was an animal now. He was not being gentle at all. Not that im complaining i liked the little pain i was feeling. He continued pounding into me mercilessly while his fangs were deep into my throat. I lost count on how many times i orgasmed. I did not know how many hours or days had passed. I was now in a pleasure trance. All i was feeling and breathing was Thane. He was still on top of me. After his intense orgasm he had finally exhausted himself out a bit. Our bodies were full of sweat. I jerked my head up a bit to get closer to his broad shoulder and licked the sweat that was there. Yeah sweat,man i was f*****g losing it. Who licked sweat? Not theirs but someone else's. But i did it anyway, not caring if i was losing it. Thane's sweat and all the c*m that was covering us was appealing to me and kind of hot. I licked again and Thane groaned in a pleasure full way. Apparently he liked being licked. But i was exhausted and seeing how he was not moving,i guess he was more spent than i thought. So we needed sleep because tomorrow we were going to have the talk he had managed to distract me from. I was worried thou,he was not himself. Its like he forgot who he is. I could not stop to wonder what had happened to him in the whole month he was away. But i had to wait until tomorrow. One more day wouldn't kill me. After all i had waited for a whole month. "Thane,can you move please. I need to dress and go to sleep." I said softly. Surprisingly he moved without protest and went to the other side. I went to get up but he pulled me back into his arms. His hand holding my waist tightly. "Thane,i want to wear something. Please let me go." "You sleep naked in my arms." He growled in a sleep voice. What was his problem? I decided to let it go and just sleep naked next to him just like he wanted. Soon enough sleep came over me,my last thought was how happy i was that he had returned to me. Because for a while there i had felt abandoned but he was back now and we will fix everything that was wrong together.
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