Sienna
I tried to move body on the other side of the bed. I guess doing the twisting and turning i always do when im sleeping. That's when i felt a hand tightening on my waist. Wait who's hand was this? And why was it touching me so possessively? I jerked my head up and that's when i saw him sleeping peacefully. Even in sleep he looked dangerous,hot and sexy. Why was he in my bed thou? Oh my goodness,i remember now. How we had s*x. Im a virgin,i mean i was a virgin, judging by the pain coming from between my legs. Yeah my virginity was now dust,a figment of my imagination. Leaving me to wonder,if it had been even real. Not that im blaming Thane for deflowering me,i had been aroused just as him. Him probably more than me. My point is i wanted him just as bad. For a while there i had been afraid that he would reject me. But he had asked if i had ever had oral s*x? Obviously not,of all the relationships i had been in. I never allowed things to escalate to that point. The men were all just wrong. I mean it didn't feel right like it did with Thane. With other guys it all ended with a few kisses. If the guy tries anything funny,that would be the end of the relationship.
When Thane had been busy eating me up down there,i had enjoyed it so much. Just thinking about it was turning me on. I could feel my breasts start to tingle and my virgina was starting to throb too. What has Thane done to me? I wasn't like this. Its like all my dominant senses had came up alive. Thou un-nerving and a little scary,i liked it. Discovering what my body likes,and what turns me on was amaizing. I was a complete woman now. I could not wait to see what i will discover next, about my body. Yesterday when Thane was giving me pleasure with his mouth,i had been thinking that i would return the favour too. Giving him an amazing blow job. Not that i knew anything about it. I have not sucked anyone or even tried to. I have always found the idea of sucking a p***s repulsive and disgusting. But to my shock i had thought of giving it to Thane,the more i had thought about it,the more i had been turned on. Thou pleasure had skipped me for a few seconds,when Thane suddenly sunked his fangs into my neck and thrusted into me, mercilessly. Its like he forgot that i was a virgin. Dare i say he had lost himself too. I think his control had snapped. After all every man had his limits,and between the kiss from the day before yesterday,the watching me sleep in that sexy red-laced short night dress,the moaning at the dinner. Im fully aware i had moaned while eating. I had enjoyed the food so much,that a few moans had escaped me. And finally the dancing. Yeah brushing our bodies together was the limit. It was obvious we were going to end up in bed. And we did.
Trying to get out of Thane's arms quietly was not working. Each time he tightened the grip on my waist. It was becoming a bit painful. If i don't wake him up,my waist will be bruised. Who am i kidding? I know a bruise was already forming there. I bruise easily. I needed to go to the bathroom,my bladder was almost full now. And maybe take a shower too. I needed to calm down,to stop the throbbing between my legs and the tingling in my breasts.
"Thane,please let me go." I whispered softly. I didn't want to startle him awake. "Please,Thane."
"No." He growled in a sexy sleepy voice and gripped me a little tighter. I moaned a little. Yeah moaned. Because my breasts were now fully pressed against his chest. His bare chest. At least i was wearing the shirt he had been wearing before. I don't remember putting it on thou. He must have done it for me. I was fully aware that under the shirt i was bare. No bra and panties.
"I can smell your arousal." He continued
"Thane i need to go to the bathroom." I said clearly knowing that my cheeks were red. He can smell my arousal. Well that was weird and kind of hot. Wait,can all his men smell my arousal too? That was not good at all. I just hope they dont.
"You are not allowed to give yourself pleasure especially when im around. You always come to me. Always!" He said opening his eyes. He was now serious. What was his problem now? I wasn't going to touch myself. The idea doesn't sound so bad,now that i think about it. Because i needed relief. I was aching.
"Sienna!"
"What?"
"Did you hear what i said?" He was fully awake now. And he flipped me so that i was now straddling him. Just what i needed. Im beginning to think that he was doing this to me on purpose,just to torture me.
"Uhmm what did you say?" Yeah i didn't remember,the position i was now in,had made all thoughts fly out of my head.
"I said,no to touching yourself." He said biting my earlobe. I yelped because it was a little painful and i was not expecting it. "Promise me."
"I just wanted to pee not touch myself." I replied blushing furiously.
"Promise me." He insisted
"I promise,i will let you do all the touching." I said licking his neck. Holy s**t! Did i just do that? I saw Thane's eyes darken. I hadn't meant to do that but somehow i did. That was hot and daring and sexy as hell if i do say so myself.
"Don't play with fire doll. I will tear you apart. I know you are still sore. So its better not to taste my control." He said in a deep voice. He was clearly having a fight with himself.
"Okay,can i go to the bathroom now."
"After you kiss me."
"Thane."
"Just kiss me."
So i complied. I brought down my head and clashed my lips with his. Thou i lost control of the kiss as soon as our lips touched. Thane took control of the kiss. He devoured my mouth,as did i to him. Its like we could never get enough of each other. After a while the kiss ended and he pressed his forehead against mine. We were both breathing heavily.
"You will be the end of me." He whispered
"Thane,the bath......"
"Room,i know. Go and take care of your business. Don't shower thou."
"What,why?"
"Because i want you to spend the whole day smelling like me and feeling my hands on yourself,my mouth on your breasts and........."
"Ok,ok i got your point." I said running into the bathroom. My cheeks were red,i could tell. I heard Thane laughing behind me.
Its not like i could forget his hands on me. Im sure taking a shower wont make me forget how his hands had made me feel. KILL HIM,KILL HIM,KILL HIM. The thought started to chant into my head. I had to tell Thane about this. Something had to be wrong somewhere. KILL HIM,KILL HIM,KILL HIM. The thought kept chanting into my head. My head started to ache,the more the thought chanted the more my headached.
Focus Sie,think about the things you love. Wait what do i love? KILL HIM,KILL HIM,KILL HIM. The thought kept chanting in my head. I think my head is going to explode if this continues to go on. I don't want to hurt Thane. Think about your family Sienna,the people you love. Yes the people i love,my family,my two best friends. Veronica and Monique. I started to focus on my friends and our memories. How we had formed crazy insane holidays just for the three of us. We had popcorn day on the second of August,we would eat all flavours of popcorn that day and nothing else. There was also ice-cream day on the fifteenth of October. Now that was a crazy holiday to make. We would eat different flavors of ice cream all day. We usually spend that whole day with brain freezes and in pain but it will be worth it. And the final holiday,was saying yes to everything for a day. Now that was insanity. It was on the fifth of April. We would literally say yes to anything or anyone who would ask us something. We usually ended up exhausted by the end of this holiday, especially when our workmates had figured out that we had that kind of holiday. Thou these holidays might not mean anything to anyone,they made a lot to us. And they were for the three of us only. Our own thing. I loved and missed the girls so much.
The pain was now fading away and i was beginning to focus. I had shut my eyes when the headache started. How long has passed? I needed to go back into the bedroom,Thane must be still waiting for me. My vision was now cleared and what i saw shocked me to the core. I was sitting on the bed next to Thane. And Thane had a stake in his heart. Was that one of my stakes? Did i kill him? How did i even get out of the bathroom and go towards my purse were a few stakes were.
"Thane,please wake up." I said beating on chest. I was now crying,what i had done was beginning to set in. I could not have killed him. I loved him. "Please Thane,wake up. Don't do this to me."
The stake was at least halfway into his heart. I decided to pull the stake out and i did,thou it wasn't easy at first. Blood started flowing out of the wound but just as quickly the wound started to heal. That was good right. It meant that he was still alive. I laid my head on his chest,listening in for a heartbeat. Thank goodness he had one. A bit low,but it was still a heartbeat. And maybe it was not low at all,it was just my shock and crying that was making me think so.
"Sienna." His voice said softly,too softly for my liking. But it was still better than nothing.
"Thane,are you awake?" I asked,jerking my head up to look at him carefully. And to my relief he was starting to open his eyes.
"Are you back to me?" He asked
"Oh my God,Thane im so sorry. I was the one who did that to you wasn't i?" I said in-between sobs. I eventually gave up the fight and started sobbing into his chest. I cried and cried. And he just held me tightly,giving me time to let it all out. And i did. I cried for how i hurt Thane,almost killing him. I cried for discovering my real feelings for him. I was in love with him. How that happened so quickly i wouldn't know but what if he rejects me or doesn't want me anymore after i tell him how i felt. The only thing that would insure that i wont lose him was to never say anything about my feelings or even show how i felt. Thane was the type of not wanting love. I also cried about my friends how i missed them. Missed our hugs and girl talks. I hope they were alright. All i knew was that they were with Thane's friends,i don't know who was with whom thou. I just hope those hot men don't hurt my friends or should i be worried about the guys instead. Because my friends were bad asses. They might not look like it but they were skilled and strong. Eventually i stopped crying and just kept on holding on to Thane. Afraid that he would disappear or maybe notice that he was dead and the Thane i was hugging was a figment of my imagination.
"Are you okay now?" He asked in a soft tone.
"Are you okay? You are the one who almost died." I replied hiccuping a little.
"Yeah about that. We need to talk."
"I know." I said burying my face more into his chest.
"I want you to look at me Sienna. I want to know what happened and why you attacked me?"
"Ever since i got here,i have been having these thoughts of killing you. Its not an everyday thing but once in a while that thought just pop into my head. And start chanting like a mantra." I said looking up at him. I wanted to tell him everything so that we would find a way to end this. Whatever this is. "Everytime it happens,i would lose time. A few seconds at most. But today was the first time that thought had popped into my head so violently that it was painful. Very painful. It was as if someone was putting those thoughts into my head forcefully. It was also the first time,i had blacked out for more than a few seconds."
"Why didn't you tell me this before?"
"We were not in good books Thane. You had kept me isolated and you would leave me to go to your mistress." I replied with bitterness at the last part. " And the first time it happened i ended up hurting myself,even thou i don't know how that happened too."
"When you hurt your hand?"
"Yes."
"When you came out of the bathroom,you went straight for your purse,opened it and took a stake out and jumped my bones. I didn't expect it, probably why you succeeded into staking me. But before you plunged the stake into me. I looked into your eyes. You were not there."
"What do you mean i was not there?"
"I mean your eyes were empty. Soul less."
"Im scared Thane. What's happening to me? I need to be away from you. We cant stay together or even be together." I said moving out of his arms. Trying to i mean.
"You are mine forever. I completed the bond when i bit you during our intercourse. We are one now. You are mine and im yours. You are also immortal now. And you cant leave me." He said in a stern voice
"But what if i hurt you again?" I asked softly
"First,a stake wont kill me. Actually anything you do wont be able to harm me. And secondly even if you were to hurt me again,i would still not want you away from me."
"What will we do then? We need to know how the thoughts are triggering and why im loosing time?"
"I will investigate and let you know what i find out. Don't put yourself in danger or at risk trying to investigate this okay?"
"Okay i wont. I will wait for you to tell me anything."
"Good,now lets go and shower. So that you could have breakfast."
"One last thing,what did you mean when you said i was now immortal?"
"Its exactly as it sounds. You are immortal now. The bond tied your life force to mine."
"So if you die, i die too?"
"No it doesn't work like that. If i die,you wont die. You will just lose your immortality thou.
"Oh okay." I answered softly
"Sienna."
"Hmmm."
"Don't think too much about what happened. We will find a solution." He said kissing my forehead.
"Okay,i will go to my room and shower."
"From today onwards,you will stay in my room with me."
"What,why?"
"Because i want you with me. I don't like it when you are faraway from me."?
"But i want my privacy."
"Too bad." He replied in that commanding voice of his. How i hated that tone of his. I mean i was not his soldier,im his mate.
"And my own bed." I continued,pouting a little bit and also showing a bit of annoyance.
"Are you trying to get away from me doll." He said getting up from the bed and walking towards me. In a few seconds he was in front of me. He was not touching me but for some reason i was a little breathless. "You didn't answer me doll."
"Answer what?"
"I asked,if you are trying to get away from me because it wont work you know. I want you in my bed every day and night. And i wont rest until i get what i want." He said that last part,whispering in my ear. Why wasn't he touching me? Couldn't he see how badly i wanted him to touch me already? I think he was enjoying tormenting me. I was knew at this but he had centuries and centuries of experience. Obviously i didn't stand a chance. I was turned on by just listening to his voice.
"Thane i......"
"No more arguing." He said biting my earlobe a little. I yelped and he smiled. The man did love to bite my earlobe. It drove me insane. I think part of him knew that. Who am i kidding? Of course he knew. After all i was the one inexperienced here. I proceeded to go to my room and took a shower,had breakfast. Thane had disappeared during the day. And by the end of the day all my belongings including the new clothes Thane got for me,were now in his room. Obviously he had told Lisa to move my things. I eventually had supper and went to bed but Thane was still no show. My last thought before sleep claimed me was wondering if Thane was somehow avoiding me.
***
Its the next day and still no Thane. I had woken up a bit earlier and reached to the other side of the bed. When i was only met with coldness, that's when i realized that the bed had not been slept in at all. Where was he? Was he really avoiding me? I mean i would understand if he was avoiding me, because staying close to a person who has an urge to kill you wouldn't be okay or safe. But Thane was not the type to avoid danger thou. He was more like the type of confronting it head on. So how come i haven't seen him since yesterday morning.
"Sienna,would you like breakfast in bed?" Lisa asked startling me from my thoughts. I didn't even hear her enter the room.
"Its too early for me Lisa,i will have it later thou. Has Thane returned?"
"Just let me know when you want to have it. And no his highness hasn't returned."
"And you aren't worried about him?"
"His highness knows how to take care of himself. Don't worry about him. He is okay and he will be back soon."
"How do you know that he is okay?" I asked with a worried voice.
"I just do."
"But...."
"Sie,even if he was not okay. He will still manage to come back because you are here. His highness might not show it but he cares for you deeply."
With that Lisa left the room. I didn't not even manage to reply her. What could i say? I was just going to believe in what Lisa had said. And hope that Thane was alright and he was coming back to me soon.