I woke up with a very bad headache today. I knew it was normal to feel it once in a while because of my memory that has been hazy for a while, but I woke up with a bad one today, and just like a broken dam, I felt all my memories flood back into my head. I laid back on the stack of duvets and closed my eyes as I remembered everything, from my childhood to the moment I left the pack.
It was one of the most painful things I've ever felt in me- reliving all the sour and unhappy moments in my life. I felt as though I was pressed down and forced to go through everything again. I was in pain, a lot of it. For the first time since I was here, I wasn't thinking about what to do to please Rachel.
I wanted to leave to my pack that I adored so much, back before I even thought I was going to meet
