CHAPTER 15: Push Yourself
1169 Words
My first training and I have to do it with Kai of all people.
"Ok I know you're a beginner so we will start with the basics" Kai guided me through my first basic combat training session, focusing on foundational skills. “Start with your stance,” Kai instructed, demonstrating a stable, balanced position with feet shoulder-width apart and knees slightly bent. I mimicked the stance, adjusting my posture as Kai watched, ensuring i was ready to move fluidly.
Next, Kai introduced basic punches. “Throw a jab by extending your lead hand, rotating your shoulder,” he explained, showing the motion. “Then follow with a cross using your rear hand.” I practiced the punches slowly, focusing on technique and balance.
Kai then moved to kicks. “For a front kick, lift your knee high, extend your leg, and strike with the ball of your foot,” he demonstrated. I practiced the front kick, then transitioned to the roundhouse kick, following Kai’s guidance to pivot on my supporting foot.
For defense, Kai taught simple blocks. “Use your forearm to deflect incoming punches,” he advised, showing how to absorb and redirect strikes. I practiced blocking with Kai’s light, controlled attacks.
Finally, we engaged in light sparring. “Remember, control and technique are key,” Kai reminded me. we practiced applying the skills in a safe, controlled manner, reinforcing the basics of combat.
"See when you apply yourself you're actually quick to learn" he says getting up off the mat.
I hang my head down. I'm actually not use to compliments especially from Kai.
"Hey stop that" Kai says sternly but low,
causing me to snap out of my thoughts
"What am I doing Kai?" I say looking up through my now sweaty bangs.
That seemed to piss him off. I see his jaw clench as if he was about to cuss me out or something.
"Nothing let's go one more time" he says getting into position
I get into stance like he taught me putting my guard up.
He throws an open jab so quick I couldn't block, causing me to stumble back.
I reposition myself and go to throw a jab myself which he blocks with ease. I know he was training me going easy but now I actually think he's mad at me.
Being in my head I didn't catch his next move, next thing I know I'm on my back.
He comes and stands over me with his hands on his hip, those grey sweats are not helping me in this moment.
I can literally see his d**k print bulging. I turn my head quickly as he looks down at me.
"What's wrong babydoll?" he ask me.
Causing me to snap my head back to him looking in his eyes with shock.
"Wha..what.. what did you just call me?" I ask at a whisper
"What are you talking about Jade" he ask holding his hand out for me to get up
Did I just imagine it because that's what I want him to call me or did he actually call me babydoll. that would mean he did give me my necklace.
I grab at my necklace almost instinctively. Realized it wasn't there.
oh I remember. I left it in my draw back in the room so I wouldn't lose or break it training.
"Hey Jade I forgot to tell you. Alex knows about your escapade last night, so what have you been up to?" he says raising his eyebrow.
"Well Kai the thing is... I cant tell you right now" I say looking away.
"Ok well once Alex knows all the details I won't need you telling me anything" he says turning and walking away
Why is he so pissed with me today. We've gotten closer these past few weeks but I'm still figuring things out.
My feelings and thoughts are all over the place
I feel like Mia and Leo are my best friends and I can trust them but I still have trusts issues, I think Kai is the love of my life but he don't show any interest and I've never actually dated anyone ever...
I need my mom.
Putting my head down I take off to my room. Practice of course isn't over but I feel like I'm having a panic attack.
10 mins later Mia comes running into the room seeing me balled up on my bed crying.
"Hey Jade, what's wrong Hun?" she says coming to sit next to me rubbing my head.
"I'm sorry everything is just too much, I can't do this. Constantly worried about who's my friend and who's not, who loves me, who likes me, who'll protect me, who's out to get me. I just can't do it." I say in between breaths and cries.
Mia didn't say anything she just sat there rubbing my head. I knew this was her way of telling me she'd always be here for me. It's only been a few short weeks but it's like we were made to be in each other's lives.
A hour has passed when there is a knock on the door. "It's probably Leo" Mia says getting up to get the door. "Oh hey, wassup?"
"Is Jade in?"
"Yeah she's not in the mood right now you want to leave a message for her?"
" yeah can you tell her once she's feeling better to come find me please"
" ok I will, see ya."
"who was that?"
"Oh it was just Max he wants you to come find him when you're doing better"
" Oh ok I guess I can after we eat something"
We both shower and do our hair. I decide to do a sleek bun to the back. I don't wear my hair out of my face often but when I do I always get stares. It's made me self conscious but I'm trying to gain more confidence. who cares what anyone thinks.
I throw on black shirt, black workout leggings, and some black running shoes. the black maybe excessive but you can't go wrong with it.
Mia comes out in a bright red shirt, black leggings, and some red vans. she has her hair in a mid pony.
"Oh umm I need to talk to my mom about something's"
"Ok we'll make the call soon, let's go eat though"
Its currently 11am. this is the time first lunch hours start we usually don't show up til 1230. We missed breakfast so Im literally starving.
We grab our lunch and go find a bench to sit on. It's a beautiful day and the breeze feels nice on my skin. For a moment I close my eyes and just breathe in. letting all my worries just fall away.
I'm the future Dragon Queen. I don't need to call my mother for little things like this. As I open my eyes I look to Mia. "I got this" Is all I say.
She nodded her head and that was all.
- Writer
