Fallen in Love with My Twin - Redemption

Episode 9 - Spending All Time Together

JACK

“Thanks for taking care of my baby, baby girl,” I say, giving a quick kiss on her lips. 

She smiles, “Anytime, my boyfriend.” She says climbing out. 

I carried the bags and Idris held the elevator for me, We reached our floor. I turned to look at the apartment where the bastard Stephen lives. It now belongs to some new couples. Even I was away from Idris like she wanted I have always kept my tabs on her, 

“Jack,” Idris brings me to the world. I walked behind her, I was surprised to see…

“I’m coming with you,” Idris says, standing in the almost empty kitchen. I can’t be so happy. I dropped the bags on the floor and took her in my hands. She wrapped her legs around my waist, she fits me perfectly, just like she made for me. I kissed her with all my love and she kissed me at the same feel. I gently put her on the counter, I remember making love to her on the counter, on the floor, on the couch, on her bed every night, on my bed just twice. Cooking for her, doing dishes even though I hate to do it, keeping things clean and at the same place. I remember everything, every second vividly. “Do you remember…” 

“Yes, I do. I remember everything Jack, How could I ever forget the precious moments with you, I remember how much you loved me.” She says kissing everywhere in my face. 

“When are we leaving?” I ask. I planned to leave on Tuesday, but now I have to cancel my LA flight to NYC and change it from here. 

“Tuesday night?” She asks.

But After I knew I had her all to myself why would I go to NYC so quickly? “There is nothing more important in NYC than you. So, How about we stay here till the next weekend?” I ask, kissing her neck giving her my first hickey today. 

“We can spend all our time together till the weekend, But I want it to be in New York. New City, New people, New home.” She says excitedly. I still have to tell her Alex will be living with us in the apartment. I hope Idris will not mind him. But If Idris doesn’t want him around I will kick him out. 

“I’m tired, I want some rest.” I deadpan, dipping my head on her shoulder. 

She takes my face in her hands and examines, “I told you, you should have let me drive for a few hours.” She says. 

I smile and taste her lips once more before I take her and walk to her bedroom. “Your room,” She says. I opened my bedroom with my foot. It is so different, some of the things were packed but I can say, Idris, is living here, “I’m using yours..” Idris says hesitatingly. 

“I’m sor..” she put her fingers shushing me. 

“I want to sleep, on your chest, hearing your heartbeat.” 

“You aren’t sleeping anytime soon,” I state, she looks at me. I removed my t-shirt. She pulled me as she moved to the edge of the bed. She trails her lean fingers on my abs but her eyes are locked with mine. She always touches me like glass, like I’m gonna break anytime if she touches hard. But I Didn't say anything like I used to, I used to? I couldn’t accept that everything feels so ancient. Her hands stopped on my hem of the jeans. She unbuckled my belt, and unzipped my jeans and yanked it to my ankle, I threw the jeans anywhere. The whole time she didn’t break the gaze, She removed her t-shirt and jeans, standing in her undergarments. It’s not a fancy one, a plain cotton-padded black, and matching panties, but she is the most beautiful girl on the earth. Her eyes are now filled with lust, love, and fear? She kneeled in front of me, removed my boxer which I threw to the same place as my jeans. She saw how hard I’m. The way she looks at me, kneeling in front of me, the anticipation makes my heart race. She looks at me, She doesn’t need my permission. But she wants it, so I nod. She takes my c**k in her hand. She kisses the tip, her hot lips on me, setting me on fire, the fire I want to burn. She hesitates to take me in. 

“It’s okay,” I say. 

“I.. I..” She stuttered. 

“I will help you,” I say, she blushes. I guide her mouth to my c**k. She takes it and sucks it slowly, she is very new to this, she knows what to do but not having an idea how to do it. I kinda like that, I can show her and I enjoy it that she didn’t know or experienced before. Every time she sucked it, I moaned her name or swear, So many girls tasted me and I let them suck my c**k but no one ever made me feel like Idris did.  She pulls, “Tell me when you are gonna come.” If her mouth works like this, I’m gonna finish in no time. “Okay,” I say, she sucks and I can feel “I’m gonna…” Idris' mouth left me and I filled my fluid on her breast. I laughed and she joined me. I unclasped her bra, wiped my c*m on her body, and threw it to my jeans and shorts. Before I can touch her, kiss her, I want to look at her. I took her in, she did some work too. Her 34-26-34 are still the same but her muscles are stronger and slowly removed than before. “You are stronger,” I say touching her hip. She sucked her breath out of my touch. “My time to return the favor,” I say, gently pushing her on the mattress and hovering her. I kissed her n*****s, slightly biting it, pinching it. She moans and I know she likes it when I play with her. I massage her when I kiss her, She feels so good in my hands. I kissed her until I reached her belly button, I kissed and sucked at the hole. I slowly removed the panties, Idris loses her patience, when it comes to bed, she has no patience at all and she is feisty. “Stop teasing me.” Her lips say but she likes it when I do. I take her right leg, kissing her foot, and her shin, her inner thigh until I reach her apex of the legs. Her wetness is glittering in the dim sunlight present in the room. I kissed her wet folds, she flinched. Did she flinch?  I retreat. 

“It’s air.” She finds excuses. 

“I’m sorry. I think we can wait.” I say 

She caught my hands, stopping me. “No, Jack. It’s just…” She trails off. I never expected she would forget my touch, she was happy and excited when I touched her and she gave me the first oral. Now, She flinched when I kissed her. 

“It’s fine. We are tired, Let’s get some sleep. We will sort everything later.” I try to hide the disappointment and anger with my smile. 

“Don’t pretend.” She caught me.  “Jack, I was just..” She sat on the bed. “It’s ten months, It’s just felt so new… But not uncomfortable.” She says looking down at the plain white bed cover. I know she isn’t lying or finding excuses now. She continues, “You know, I have never been touched for ten long months. It’s just... I don’t know. But it’s not what you think” She tries to explain her action when she doesn’t have any idea of it. 

“You never touched yourself?” I ask, For the whole ten months she just lived like what? 

She shook her head, and her eyes were so innocent, and it clicked me. I know she never touched herself, she doesn’t feel like doing it or anything. She only allowed me to do anything to her, not even herself. A proud smile came to my face, But I won’t let her be like this, I will help to satisfy herself when I’m not here. Which is not possible anymore. I will always be with her, but she shouldn’t let her insecurities take place. 

“Stop being paranoid, and finish what you started.” She pulls me and kisses me. I smiled at her lips, “I’m not paranoid.” I’m paranoid but not right now, I still don't want to make her uncomfortable, she feels safe with me and I will never damage it. 

Idris seems to understand my thoughts, She pulls me, puts her forehead to mine, “Do you love me?” She asks straight into my eyes. 

“Of course, I do. With every cell in my body,” I say.

She moves her body till our bodies are touching, “Good. Then make love to me.” She says. I don’t have to be told twice, I dip my head, licked the wetness, and sucked her folds, she moans, “Oh my…” I run my tongue, tasting every inch of her. She tastes a little sweet and I like it, “Jack..” Her legs wrapped around my neck like she doesn’t want me to pull back. Her hands are on hair pulling incredibly closer. I put my finger as my tongue works its way. I saw her from my hooded eyes saying “It’s... so… good… Oh.. my... Jack…” She moans loudly. I made her c*m and I tasted her, all of her. She is panting, her legs are slightly shaking but still wrapped around my neck, I look at her, her face is full of pleasure and happiness. That’s what I want to see in her face for the rest of my life. “I wish I would wake up between your legs every day,” I say, I don’t need a filter to talk to her. Now she is my girlfriend. I can talk dirty and I can talk about what is in my mind. Out loud, for her to hear. She blushes and hides her face in her palms. I laughed and kissed her, she unwraps her legs, permitting me to do other things. I kissed her navel and sucked harder until she gasped until a red hickey formed. I kissed her bust, her tattoo, which is in my new favorite list now,  ran my tongue to every inch of her body, finally, when my lips met hers, she took me in. 

“I’ve missed you so much,” She says cupping my face and looking into my eyes. 

“Not more than me,” I say, sucking her bottom lips not giving her a chance to protest. She arches her back, trying to take my hard c**k in, and it is whenever she moves. I look at her. I want to make love to her, I look at my abandoned jeans, which have a condom. I knew I couldn’t resist her so I bought in our way “I’ll get the condom.” I say. She smiles. “I’m on pills.” She says sheepishly. We both worked the same. I laughed. I don’t want the plastic layer around me when I make love to her, I want to feel her muscles on me like I always did. I’m not okay with pills but right now, I can’t think of anything other than being inside her, make her love, feel her warmth around me. I pushed my hard c**k inside, Idris yelp made me stop in the middle. “Sorry,” I say. Idris wraps her leg around my waist resisting me to pull back. She leaned to my ears to say, “It’s so big.” I laugh and slowly push myself and let her feel me. I move my hips after she feels comfortable. “You are mine, only mine,” Idris says when I moved my hips. 

“I’m yours, only yours like you are mine,” I say. “And you are the only one,” I say, she arches her back to take me fully. I slowly gently pulled in and out, I watched her face, her lips kissing me, kissing my shoulder, her eyes rolling back, closing tight. “You feel so good,” I say, “You too,” She says kissing me everywhere.  Her fingers dipping on my back, scratching. It’s a pleasurable pain and I missed it “God, You are perfection,” 

“Jack, I missed you so much,” She cringes on me.

she bite my shoulder in the same place as me when I made love to her for the first time. “You are so f*****g tight, Luv,” I say, She is still tight, I’m a little scared I may hurt her.  I kissed the small scar which I made biting her when we did for the first time. “Are you okay, Luv?” I ask. “It feels so good, Jack.” She says and I continue. “Don’t stop,” Idris says. I chuckled as I kissed her head and followed the same rhythm. “I’m not planning on stopping,” I say. 

“I’m so f*****g in love with you,” I say kissing her forehead when we both are finished. She hugs me tightly. “I love you so much, Jack.” She says. 

She laid her head on my chest, listening to my heart which is still pounding because of our lot of exercise. And then I realize I missed having her in my arms, hearing my heartbeat to sleep. I missed this more than s*x. It feels good a hundred times more than the s*x. She fell asleep very soon, I pulled the comforter under me, covering her. I fell asleep when I held my Luv in my arms securely. 

When I wake after an hour or more, Idris is still sleeping on me. I slowly moved her on the mattress, she turned to sleep on her stomach, I covered the comforter and walked to get my boxer on. It’s almost eight, I didn't think I slept for three full hours. I made veg soup, mac, and cheese for dinner. I served a plate for Idris and walked to the room. She is still sleeping on her stomach but her face is on the right side, and her comforter is just covering from her butt revealing her soft pale back to me. I placed the plate on the table and I sat on the bed next to her, I tucked her hair, “Are you sleeping enough?” I ask after I kissed on the dimple at the bottom of her spine. She nods and opens her eyes and closes it again. I trail my finger on back, I write, I-M-A-D-E-D-I-N-N-E-R. She opens her eyes fully. 

“I don’t get it, Write again.” She says. I-L-O-V-E-Y-O-U I-D-R-I-S. She c***s her eyebrows, “I still don’t get it. Write again.” I laugh, she is very bad at this, I M-A-D-E D-I-N-N-E-R F-O-R Y-O-U. “It’s too long.” She whines made me laugh more. 

D-I-N-N-E-R-T-I-M-E. I write “Dancer mime?” She asks. 

“You are very bad at it,” I say. She protested and I tried other few words and guessed all wrong. 

“One more time.” She says.  

“You don’t get it. Food is getting cold.” I say. She protests to make me write she will find the word. I decided to go easy on her, J-A-R-I-S. “JACKS,” She says yawning. 

I continue, M-A-K-I-N-G L-O-V-E. She lights up, and lifts her face with a bright smile, “Making Love.” She says.

“You found only one out of eight,” I say. “Pervert, Always up for it,” I say kissing her lips.

“Only when it is you.” She says sitting up. We ate our dinner in our bed. 

Once she was done, I cleaned the plate and I agreed to do the dishes. Idris protested that she would do so, But she can rest when she has me. She had a long day and she is so tired. 

When I came back, she took a shower and in my t-shirt, texting on the phone. 

“Who is Alex?” She asked as soon as I closed the door. 

I walked to the bed and sat next to my bed, “He is my friend.” I say.

“I get it from ginny.” She says. Oh, s**t. I completely forget about Ginny and Marcel. 

“What is it? Why are you so shocked?” She says. 

I shrug my shoulder, “Nothing. I was, just... Thinking about Ginny.” She shot me a glare, “and marcel. I was supposed to show them around.” I add.

She flicked her hair from her shoulder, “She is old enough to go by herself.” She says. She made up with her but still, she plays with it. 

“I’m sorry about airpo..” She cuts me.

“I’m sorry about Jess too.” She says seriously. 

I take her hands, “We are enough sorry. We should hold onto each other.” I say, 

She nods, “And trust each other.” She tells herself more than I. She is guilty of doubting me. 

“It’s fine. I’m sleepy.” I changed the subject. She lies down and lets me sleep on her. I heard her slow and steady heartbeat to my ears. Her hair is playing with my hair, comforts me, and puts me in sleep in no time.