Pretty positive that Landon wouldn’t be home for a while, I decided to have a nice relaxing bath. It seemed to be a new tradition at the moment, a bath as soon as I got home. I got to the ensuite and just stared at the bath though. It felt like too much effort for the mood I was in. After standing in the doorway just staring at the bath for god knows how long, my brain finally woke up a bit to decide to just have a lie down. I crawled in under the covers and hugged the pillow tight. I am the china doll. I can’t even talk to another man. How far will that go? Will it end up being that I am not allowed to even talk to a male shop attendant? Will I loose myself that way? Become the quiet little mouse, the dutiful girlfriend that is only seen and not heard from. Will it end up lik

