Rose And The Other World

That is totally fine , that is totally commen to be different from our old selves . I will tell you what really happened this year so mush things changed . People changed , such as my familly my friends . First of all , i want to mention my familly since it is the most important thing on my life . My dad has been more and more happy than before , he learned how to accept the fact of being alone , he knew how to accept help and support from others especially from his brother , who is supposed to be the closest person for him . Joe was still in France unfortunately but she changed her mind about staying there . She wants badly to come to the farm and live with us . She wants to take care of my dad and not letting him alone in a big house being sad and needy all the time . I don't want to forget my friends , they are so precious to me and in this two years they showed me their loyalty and supported me from any danger . What they did to me can't be described! My favorite girl of all the time Sara . She has always been vulnerable and sensitive about the past , she hasn't forgot what happened to her from harm ( the k********g ) . She has always felt alone on her room keeping her secrets for her self but i can assure now that she changed , she became more stronger and got through it by herself and by my help . Of course i am not going to let her alone deal with this !! My little Jiji , my new and first boyfriend Josef he finally proposed to me to become his girlfriend . He has always been so introverted and intimidated . He learned how to be more opened to other people and be more sociable . I am so happy that everything changed to the best , and we forgot all the bad things that happened to us the last year . It is good , it is healthy for all of us we can now begin a new start in this crazy world that nobody will be able to assume what it could happen . I want to begin this new year of school full of hope , trust and confidence on my self . Moreover, trying to cope with my illness and relax when i gets to any anxiously situation. It is all written on my to do list . Before that, i have to spend a good summer of course , i returned to the farm to spent this holl time with my dad . For Sara , she spends a few days with us so that we can see eatch other . I fell so lucky that i get to see Josef too . He spends nearly the summer on his grandfather's house , that is good opportunity to finally meet the three of us . It was that day , we were all reunited by a desire of playing and having fun . We returned , the squad that is composed by three people , the inseparable friends of all time . The most worrying thing for us that time was our future plan after high school . The famous subject that could come on mind of everyone who is going to graduate . Sara affirmed excited, telling us her future job with certainty : - Guees what i am hopping to be in the future guys ? I was thinking and trying to guess this mysterious Job that she is talking about but i couldn't know . - I want to be a loyer who protects innocents and punish evels Josef liked this idea and answered , encouraging her : - I am sure that you will be a great loyer Sara That really suits you , for me i want to be a math teatcher i have faith on my ability ( he turned around quickly to see me and asked with strangeness) - And you dear Rose you have never told us what you wish to do in the future ? I stayed blocked , my mouth closed for almost 5 minutes . I don't know what to answer , i didn't even think about this i didn't have the time but i answered to not let them wait for so long : - Actually guys i don't know !!( waiting for there reaction ) They were starring at me like i was a new creature that came from space . They didn't expect that answer from me but that is ok they will understand. Sara said with a nice smile that relieved me : - That is totally ok to not plan your future . You still have the time to think , we have still tree years of high school , i think that is enough to decide what we want to do Josef stopped her suddenly, came with some news : - Hey i was thinking the holl time and i remembered there is still few days of entertainment before we return to studies do you imagine!? I forgot that , i have to enjoy this rest days that i have with my dad because i will miss him so mush , it is going to be hard for me to leave him without assuring his safety and his sanity. I spook in a moment : - So we have to enjoy this last days and moments with family . I will make sure that we will have the best days of our lives !! ( exaggerating) The two of them were smiling to me and enjoying the words that came from my mouth as i was saying a nice speech I love summer , i like when the sun rises in the morning , the sounds of the trees , the cup of coffe in breakfast , the nice moments with my loved ones . I have always wanted to be surrounded with the nature and the sea in a sunny day that is all my best places to enjoy a nice summer . This days has to be great for me and my friends before returning to school . I reserved a place where we can play and entertain for this time left . I want everything to be good and i hope so !!