Rose And The Other World

Don't like to be seen

That happend this day on the morning , i wore my items as usual and i grab my things of school like books , papers , pencils and notebook that i always have on my pocket , when i need to write something important or for a reason to not forget , i write down everything , my plans , my thoughts , my ideas .

That seamed helpful and useful for me .

I was carrying my bag and i was ready to go to school .

The last two days were intense and harsh for me , the party , the photo and bad expectations of what could happen later . I can't easly forget , i can't stop being angry of my self , of this world that created bad people and evil like Amy and her partner on the crime Angelia !

I will never forgive them of what they did to me ! But it is just a metter of time and i will forget !

I have to move on with my life and not stuck in the same subject , not getting anxious in every stressful situation .

I have to act normally because i am afraid of people's eyes , i don't want them to think of me like that , a layer and a cheater !

I don't like that to all who is around me exactly the one that are close to me , my sister who is on France and she can't visit me because of her responsibilities , my father , the poor men that worked so hard to make me happy to provide me a good care so that i can succeed on my education , uncle Fred he is nice to me and never let me in need of anything and finally Maggie , she is kind and carrying , she undrestands me and she knows what i fell that is why she treats me nicely like i was her own daugther .

I don't want to loose their trust! , their faith on me ! , they had always thought of me as the sweet girl and polite .

However the pearson can make mistakes no matter their personalities but they still go foreword and never stop living their lives conventionally .

I tried to not make noises when i walk , i tried to go to school by opening the door and going outside secretly , i am not sure that i want someone see me and ask me about that picture , i wanted to go to disappear !

Unfortunately , the plan didn't work , i heard foot's steps behind me , and i saw a shadow following me .

It was Fred that moment , he seamed diffrent , he changed his look , his eyebrows were lowered , his eyes were narrowed , he approached to me and he said with a serious voice that scared i felt that time that something bad is going to happen :

- Rose come we need to talk !

He ordered me to come join him in the table where Sara and Maggie were seating so i accepted , i have nothing to do except obeying .

I took a place on a chair , i wasn't comfortable while i was seating , i thought it is because of the chair but it was an illusions because i was nervous !

Fred spook first , he was talking about the photo :

- Rose can you explain what you did ? How can you do such thing ? You know that is false right ?!!

I was silent and quiet , i couldn't open my mouth and explain the hole thing , it was complicated no one can believe this side of the story ! That all that was a set up !

Maggie added , she was furious and mad at me , i have never seen her like this before , she used to be comprehensive to my situation but this time when she looked at the picture the one idea that came to mind is a total disaster :

- Why did you do that ? You didn't think of what people can fell about you after this ! You boyfriend what do you think he is going to say ? ( i was going to interrupt her but she didn't let me speek for myself )

- There is no school for today , i called the director and told him that you are sick .....take it as a rest day to learn from your mistake !!

I answered , i was still shocked about what she said to me :

- I am so sorry that i failed you !...i didn't mean to do that !

I promise you i won't do it again !!

Her speaking really hurted my fellings , i was daying inside , i kept hiding my sensations and holding my self .

Sara couldn't accept this pressure , she came to me and said calmly :

- That is ok , they will forget by the time and soon or later they will find out that you are innocent ! You didn't do anything wrong my dear !

- Thanks you ! I fell mush better now !

- I know it is my fault i shouldn't of left you there alone ....if i was with you , you would never get to trouble !

- No Sara it is no one's mistake !

- Ok i can't talk about that anymore ! , do you want to have fun ?

- Yes i think after all that !

- I will take you to play tennis after studying

- No you don't have to do that for me ! ...besides are you parents going to let you go outside ?....i thought you are punished !

- i will talk to them ....i have my technics !

It was a clever from her , i really like playing tennis , maybe it will be my favourite sport in the future .

Since i have all day long , i don't have anything to do , i tried to call Josef two times , he didn't answer , he could have been busy or not avaible for the moment but after three hours of waiting him to call back , i sent him a message , still no respond on any of my calls or textes .

That is confusing to not see his phone until this time and worring because he might be seen that thing , that i was afraid of ! and i didn't want anyone to notice about it !