Rose And The Other World

Where we arrieved

It is another day , i fell joyful and enthusiastic to begin a new journey full of adventures and discovery in this highschool , there is always something that happens behind you or someone doing some things without your consent that is for me to open my eyes , to be careful and not let people harm me again weather emotionally or physically .

The best way to be protected is to avoid bad people like Amy , i will never forget what she did or planned to do to me , for no one i don't think that i can consider her my friend anymore .

I know that upsets me and make me awful to say that but this is convenient and right after what happened yesterday.

I thought it would be nice to meet some new students and be friends with them but then this accident showed up , no body trusts me and all of them are scarred of me like i would one day do something bad or harm to them .

Are they so stupid that they can't make a diffrence between speeking and acting .

Only my true friends know me , Sara my cousin and i see her as my sister too , Josef who is my boyfriend and my loved one .

They know me well , and they know that i am not dangerous as everyone thinks .

Maybe this time when they found out that Amy is the one that set up all this plan to get me kicked out of the school or try to cause my extinction from the earth , when they will listen to the hole discussion that happened between me and her that is published on my page , they will understand and regret of being mean to me .

That is fine i can forgive them because they don't really know me before and they beleive just what they hear or what they see without getting to know the truth behind it .

This morning was terrible for Amy because she got into trouble because of her acts , everybody saw her real face what she is capable of .

I don't want her to be punished, i just wanted to give her a lesson and to know and learn from her mistake .

I don't want her to smile to me , pretend to be nice to me by apologizing , i hoped that she would understands what i have been through and her words really means what she is saying .

She appeared , her face was yellow and palid from embarrassment and shame , her legs trembled and she was in terrible situation .

I am not sure if it is me who is thinking like that or it is really what she is felling .

Importantly , she seamed afraid and mad .

All the students is watching her with disgusting looks and talking secretly, some gossips everywhere .

It is not my desire that things gets to that point but it is what she wanted , game , and this time is by my rules !

I tried to forget this event but my thoughts were driving me crazy !

Why do i fell guilty ? Still making things hard ! And blaming myself !

I maybe forget by the time and learn how to forgive my self .

Sara helped me , she told me to meet her after school so we can go to a restaurant or a cafe , eating something delicous and respectable for us , most of our plates are fast foods , it is evidently not healthy but it stays our favourite choice !

I was walking accompanied with Sara , looking at the grocery stores , clubs and cafes whish are taking a good part of the city .

While i was on my way , i was thinking about Josef , i missed him , we do not see eatch other or hang out after school like we used to do evertime i was so buzzy with all the problems that came to me from nowhere and dealing with difficulties to understand courses that i have to learn .

I couldn't adjust that fast with this degree of learning but i can get better with a lot of work and help from Sara and Josef .

The first thing that attracted me and got to my attention is our usuall place , we passed by it , it is closed , it is not that i don't have no idea about that .

It is because of the sadness when i see this funny place is closed , the streets are empty , i fell sad .

"Chillie " was always crowded by the world , eatch of them comes from another diffrent country , they can spend to hole time their eating the best food ever , listing to classic music by famous singers , sometimes playing because that was a space that is considered for games .

We spent the last year there , i can't never forget that , that is where i got to know Josef too .

It was like a magical castle for me .

A few hours later i got an important voice message from Josef speeking with a serious voice , that really scarred me because it might be bad news i opened to see what is inside it and listen to what he sent :

" Hi Rose i thought i have to tell you that , i have to leave tomorow and go to my grandfather's house , it is unfortunately not good at all ......my grandfather Denver died ( i knew from his voice that he was tearing from extreme sadness )

I called him to cheer him up to support him , he picked up so i started by saying :

- Hi Josef , i am sorry for your lost !, i am here for you if you need anything !

- Thank you my dear , your presence means a lot for me .... we will meet tomorrow in my house before i leave , i really want to see you !

I ended the chatt , trying to give him the time that he needs to be alone .

I felt sorrowful Denver is the greatest father and thw kindest one , i can't forget how he treated me .

I fell horrible too because i couldn't be there for Josef while he was on his sorrows , and on the most time that he needed me !