Better now
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I started breath again , i started fell good , better than before .
I have to not let anyone or anything stop me from living my life to the full . There is occasions and opportunities that we don't have to refuse , we have to take it . It can change your way of seeing things , it learns you how to live , it change your mood .
All this hours passed has been great for me , sometimes a simple message can be a reason of your happiness , a voice can cherr you up and a look is a sort of relivement .
I was so happy that i stopped worrying for nothing , i was happy when i heard the voice of Josef , i became relaxed and calm .
We were talking for many hours , catching up and asking about how we fell .
He healed , he returned to his normal self and knew how to cope with that , how to deal with his fellings of sadness .
His face was brightened , he was smilling , happy to see me and i am glad to see him too , i said to him with a sence of joy in a phone call , using the chat camera to look at him , how he is doing :
- Hi , sweetheart how are you doing ?
i miss you !
- I miss you too , i hoped to see you and Sara with me !
- well i can come if you want !
- i was joking , i won't keep you away from school and tell you to stay with me so i can be fine !
- How is your familly ?
- Good ! My father is devastated but he don't want to reavele his fellings , he is an intovert pearson !
- well now that became clear for me !
- What do you mean exactly ?
- You are totally like him !
- Come on Rose ! I am not like that anymore ( laughing about what i said )
- and you what do you do all day ? something new ?
- i help my familly with the aragmemt on the house we have to pack everything that is left on the farm !
- Ah good luck then ! And what else ?
- when i find an amount of time for rest , i read some books from my library , you know i miss studying !
- I promise you that is not what you are felling , you will regret later ( giving a kind smile )
- No really , i know that sounds crazy !
- If you want i will send you what you messed at school , it is never to late !!
- Thanks you are awesome ! And you what are you doing ?
- Studying all day long , guess what happened ! i got invited to a party !
- Acctually ? and by who ?
- Angelia , this perfect girl from hight school !
- She is not perfect you know that right ? You are more beautiful than her my dear !!
- Thanks .....and when are you returning home ?
- I think after two days , we won't take so long !
It is a nice conversation , i got to see him even if he is far away from me !
I am so thankful for this technology !
It is the night of the party , i don't want to go , i really rather stay at home , and if i wanted to enjoy the rest of the time i can watch a movie and make some popcorn for myself .
In the other hand , i don't want to refuse Sara's request and i have to prove to her that i am not boring like she said .
Maybe i can learn something from her , it is good to see people , socializing , make some friends and having fun , forgetting all the problems and worries .
I had to be ready , i don't need to make sure that Sara is dressed because i noticed that she went chopping in the morning , got her hair done , besides she went to fix her nails too .
She was so excited to be there and i can see that she is exaggerating .
I didn't took too mush time to get ready , i putted a white top and jeans .
When Sara took a look at my outfit , she yelled at me , did i do something wrong ? Did i do something to upset her ?! If i did it is not on purpose .
She said with a loud voice , from exclamation :
- Rose , what are you wearing ? Are you going to a pic-nick ?!
- No of course i am going with you !
- you better not show up with that outfit !
- Why ? I fell comfortable !
- listen to me , i don't want you to be comfortable , i like to see you as a star ! Do you understand ?
I was laughing inside of me , trying to not appear my smile in front of Sara , she looked serious that moment .
Then , i gave her the permission to choose instead of me :
- Ok mum , can you pick me my clothes by yourself ? Your opinion really matter to me !
She went fast to my closet , she took from it a black top and a red skirt that matchs , then white baskets .
She is born as a stylist !
We didn't waste all the time , searching for items , we took the direction to the following place .
I can hear the screamings and the loud sounds of the music from far .
The house is beautiful and lovely , i loved it .
I entered , i can't deny it was a little strange , i don't seam to know this people , i think it is the first time that i saw them , i don't know them because they were most of them agged .
It is a nice looking men named Cooper that opened the door for us . I continued foreword when i turned on the other side i couldn't find Sara near me but she is probably around .
After a lot of searching , i saw her with Angelia , she is so obsessed with her .
I stayed alone , finished fulling the cup with some drink and still looking at it for so long , hesitated .
Minutes later , Sara and Angelia joined me to talk .
When Angelia saw me , frozen like a photo , still holding the cup .
She told me to drink so i obeyed to not seam weired .
I was afraid at first because it is my first drink .
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