I always fell exhausted , i became so lazy , waking up late and not sleeping in the night . I couldn't control my stress , all the time thinking , worring about others . Wondering if Cherry is alright and safe , i didn't see him from the last night that we meet . I am worried about what i did or especially what i said at practice , how people are going to comment . Also , i am sad about Sara , how she feel lonely when Ronnie left her alone . For one day , i want to worry about myslef about my health , about how i fell , instead of trying to know and solve others problems . This morning , my eyes are close but i am awake , my head hurts , it is painful , it is because of sleep dept ! But it is a little strange that i fell some noises on my head , it is loud like someone is threwing

