Chapter 8
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Rain POV
7 months, thats when the next blue moon is, could I last that long? The doctors only estimate how long you have left its not a given. This is all too much, do I even want to become a wolf what would that mean for me. Are my only options dying or becoming a wolf, what kind of choice is that. I can't make this choice blindly, I have been pretty accepting of my situation so far but I need to learn more about wolfs and this new world before I decide to join it.
"Im sorry, I know this is a lot but there is no other way for me to save you" Blaze said, I could see he was pleading with me to accept this and become a wolf, but I can't yet I need more time. The one thing I had a limited amount of.
"Okay, I have heard you out and I understand what you are asking me. However I am not ready to make this kind of decision, I don't know enough about being a wolf or this new world you have shown me. Hell I don't really know that much about you or anyone for that matter, I have always been alone and while I did not want to die I guess I had accepted that it would happen" I look up at Blaze to see his reaction.
"I don't understand what you are saying?" He looks confused and a little worried.
"What I'm saying is I can't make a decision now, I need to learn about you and this new world and decide if I want to join it. The way I see it even if I had accepted now we would still have to wait 7 months so all I'm asking is you give me 6 months to decide if I want to become a wolf" He look perplexed, I hope he can understand my reasonings.
"Fine but you have to agree to give an answer in 6 months, just so you know you dying would kill me, you are too important to me to lose" he looks adamant that I won't die, I honestly do feel bad but its my life I will decide what to do with it.
"Okay then we are agreed, although we don't know if I will survive that long anyway I may seem healthy now but honestly I know the illness goes downhill fast" I look down this really does worry me and scare me a little. Blaze lifts my chin to look into his eyes.
"I will not let you die" This was not just empty words it was a promise, I hope that we can keep it.
"Okay enough with the doom and gloom I want to learn all about you and your world I know you are busy so can't be with me all the time, so would it be possible to get out this room and meet some other people or wolfs" He chuckles at that.
"Yeah, tomorrow I can introduce you to some of the high ranking member of the pack and I'm sure they will love you, then we can go from there"
"Sounds wonderful" I yawn I must still be tired.
"Why don't you go to bed I will come get you in the morning and we can meet them at breakfast" he says as he gets out his seat.
"Thank you for all you have been doing your the first person other than Dr.Hoop to take an interest in my life" I get out my seat and walk over to my bed.
"Im hoping you'll make some new friends tomorrow and then you will have more people in your life who will care as well" he pulls the covers over me and bends down and kisses me on the head.
"Night, sleep well" he starts to leave
"You sleep well to" I say to him, then he turns the lights off and closed the door, I slowly drift into probably the happiest sleep I have had.
Blaze POV
I close the door to her room and sigh, I am not happy that she might not accept becoming a wolf and that she might choose to die. I am going to do everything in my power to ensure she lives, I just hope she can choose that herself and I don't have to force her into it. I love her its what the mate bond does to a wolf and once she becomes one shell feel it 10 times more that she does now. I walk upstairs to my office where I find Dr.sims and Zack waiting for me.
"How did she take it?" Zack asks me
"Not as well as I hoped, but she doesn't hate me"
"But did she agree?" I can tell Zack is nervous he wants this to work not just for me but her to.
"Sort of"
"What does that mean?" Dr.Sims look at me curiously
"It means that she doesn't want to decide yet, she want to learn about wolfs and out world before she choses, she will tell me her decision in 6 months"
"Really" they both say at the same time.
"Yes, I have a plan though, Im thinking that we should let her meet the high ranking members tomorrow at breakfast and let her get to know us"
"Who exactly are you going to invite" Zack asks me
"I was think you and your mate and The gamma and his mate" I was hoping that she could form friendships with the beta and gamma females.
"I will let them know, guess I will see you at breakfast, Night Alpha" I wave at him as he exits my office. Dr.Sims went to leave but I stoped her.
"Dr.Sims I need you to work with Dr.Hoop to keep her well she has to survive to the blue moon, she is considered your top priority from now on okay"
"Yes Alpha" with that she left, I just let out another sigh this is going to be a long 7 months.
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