Goodly Justices (Veneranda)

Prologue We are in a corner now, my feet are shaking from what is happening I know that in a few minutes I will lose my breath because of the crying and the pain I feel now. I know that every time I move and say the memories I get back it's like the floor is eating me up because of pain that feels like cutting me into pieces . "Thaliya, are you ready?" My dad said, after he knocked on my door. "Yes dad, I'm ready, just give me more minute please.. I just need to fix some of my stuff on my table." I said, and he agreed. "We were going somewhere that day, because mom and dad were always busy with work, apart from wanting a break, they also wanted the three of us to bond first because they had free time." It still hurts even though it was a few years ago. "My mom and dad are both lawyers, I idolize them because they are so good that it came to the point that I want to take a course like them when I go to college." Ngumiti akong bahagya sakanya. I'm still hurt... it still hurts even though it happened a long time ago "And yon"I tried to smile even though I was crying "yon yung araw na yon yung pinakamasakit na regalong natanggap ko sa kaarawan ko." with each passing day, almost all the pain and my cries are my only memories of my life since I became aware of the real world. drowned myself to a pain, that I know i can always healed like nothing happened. But this time, I cant, I can't swim upstream to avoid drowning, I feel now that I always have to repent, and pay for something that i did not down. "I will stab h-her, I b-badly want to stab her for that using the dullest knife!" the tears that I didn't want to show to her were already shed. "Let's break up.." she said, I turned around but I could see her beautiful face without even a trace of any emotion. "Hmm?" "you want to forget right? you want to forget the pain of the past, so—" I cut her off. "You want us to break up so I can forget the past?" I asked. "Y-yes let's break up, let's stop what we have." I chuckled" You really want me to forget the past, but you gave me a new pain to feel. That's insane." I smiled slightly. She didn't say anything, her lips wanted to say more but nothing came out. She looked at me when I stood up "Hey world!!" I shouted looking at the beautiful sky. "You're really trying me you're so playful I'm not ready yet.. Do I deserve all this?... all the pain?... I'm still alive oh... very alive but you're killing me little by little.!" I tried to smile, but I cant. I immediately felt my body slowly falling and drowning in my own blood....She shot me, she shot me with her own g*n. Goodly Justices...