MY SLUTTY MIND

I've always fancied getting my p***y eaten while sitting on a male's shoulders. I saw that in porn and I've been wanting to experience that since. The strength of the person to hold me up there while eating me out feels so masculine and dominating that the thought of it makes me wet everytime. However, I am introverted, a virgin, I don't know a lot of people, and I certainly don't know anyone that can hold me up while eating my p***y in the sky. It really is upsetting having a lot of kinks and fantasies and yet having no one to relive them with. But then, our neighbours recently moved out and a group of about 5 got guys moved in. They're all very good looking and well built but Zeek, I heard is his name is, is the one amongst them that looks like he can fulfill my fantasy. Tall, dark, muscular not all musceled up bulking looking. Two days ago, when I saw him going down to the shop, I too intentionally went down to but something. Since he was already there before, I intentionally kept looking down on my phone until I pumped into him from behind. I didn't plan to make my phone fall but it did and he bent to pick it up before I could get to it. He handed the phone over, apologised and turned to get his purchase. But just before he left, he asked " you live there right" pointing to my house to which I nodded yes. He stretched his hand out for a handshake while introducing himself as Zeek which, of course I knew already. Apparently he's noticed me and has been wanting to say hi. That made me a little happy inside because who doesn't want someone they've noticed to noticed them too?? I mean in this context. So yeah it made me a little happy. Over the next couple of days a met him a couple of times again before we eventually exchanged contacts. I don't know what exactly I feel for Zeek, but I know for sure I want for his well-defined arms to lift me unto his shoulders while those luscious lips I have been dreaming about night and day feasts on my p*ssy. As a matter of fact I want that lips on every part of my body. But how that was going to eventually happen, I have no idea because he might think of doing things to me too but I doubt that's a fantasy of his. But I know for sure he's freaky. We were texting last night when he brought up truth or dare When he asked me what my fantasies are, I couldn't tell him getting my p*ssy eaten while being held up so I told him getting my p*ssy eaten under the table, being woken up with lips on my kitty and being woken up with a c**k in my p***y. I didn't lie though. Those among several others are fantasies of mine but I feel they can be easily fulfilled unlike high up p*ssy eating. I was on my balcony this evening just enjoying the fresh air while watching reels when I saw Zeek waving over at me. He texted afterwards asking what I was up to to which I replied that I was just whiling away time by enjoying the air. I saw that he was still on his phone as the phone was in his hand but he wasn't replying to my message. He'd look over at me and then go back to looking at his phone but there was still no message. Twice, the typing bubble came up but in 10 minutes there was nothing from him. I was getting pretty pissed so I left to my room. Two minutes after I got to my room, his text came in " come over" Chapter 2. I contemplated going for sometime. I know for sure that invite wasn't entirely innocent and it is highly likely something was going to happen. Or maybe on his part it's innocent but it didn't feel that way to me. Sure I want it, but am I bold enough that I'll let whatever happen happen? I lied in bed half scrolling through my feed and half thinking about the invite and half wasting time so I don't seem desperate when I decide to go. If it was a truly innocent invite, I will end up going to embarrass myself. After about 40 minutes deliberation, I replied with "okay". I got up, wore a baggy shirt over what I was already wearing lest I look like I was dressed in expectancy. Under the shirt is the spaghetti strap crop top and a shirt jeans skirt. The overall fit looked causal and cool enough in my eyes. When I got to their place, the gate wasn't locked so I let myself in and texted Zeek I was there. He came down almost right away and complimented my look and smell. Honestly sometimes, this guy's words and actions makes me think he might be in love with me. Don't get me wrong. The thought of it isn't abhorrent or anything. Trust me if anything I like it a bit because obviously I'm attracted to him and have a lil crush on him but my prior reason for being attracted to him is already very wrong and twisted. I mean who wants a guy for a reason like mine. But whatever, it's probably just in my head and he's just being chill and nothing more. Zeek holds my hand and leads me in. At their hall, one of the guys who I've met as Micheal and another who I haven't had the pleasure to meet yet were seated playing video games. I waved to say hello and Zeek gently pulled me away from them. He led me to their kitchen first, surprising but that's where he led me and said he wanted me to try an ice cream he made earlier during the day. Of all the things I imagined we'd do ice cream tasting wasn't one but well, soft initiation and who doesn't love ice cream. So I take it. Surprisingly it's really good. Better than some store bought ones I've tasted. He sits across me asking me casual questions like what I think of the ice cream, how was my day, and why I was standing on the balcony earlier. This doesn't seem like questions or even things someone who's going to f**k you once or maybe even a couple more times just for f***s sake askes you. And in this moment, he looks so handsome. I mean I already know he's handsome but in this moment right, I can't describe it. How he's sitting there staring at me with one palm supporting his chin while casually quizing me is so hot. If he was doing this intentionally, he was winning because I couldn't keep a gaze for long. I kept looking down which is excusable because I'm eating. " I had wanted us to see a movie but Micheal and George went to hoard the place before you came. " " Oh" I said, " I didn't know you had movie plans" " what plans did you think I have" he said chuckling No way I was going to speak my thought so instead I just went with " I don't know, didn't know what to expect" I said with a shrug. " Do you want to go and watch the movie in my room then? " he asked to which I nodded but in my head I want more than a goddamnn movieeee!!!