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I have Carly just where I want her, where she'll always be. By my side.
After morning s*x, not only in bed but in the shower as well we head downstairs and Carly begins her Sunday routine of making sure the Sunday lunch is cooking and there's a fresh batch of washing going whilst she puts the rest into the dryer. She's so efficient. I smile. She’ll be the best wife and mother ever. We're both at work tomorrow so I want to make the most of today. We had a long night last night and an even longer morning this morning.
I know she won't want s*x once she begins growing bigger so I need to get it as much as possible now without harming the baby. I have an extraordinary s*x drive, one only she can fill. I can't wait until the wedding night. I'm going to show her just how much I love her and how much she means to me.
I need this to be perfect so I've picked out the best places for our wedding reception. I have other places I've kept back if I can't get the ones I want. But I hope we get the best venue for our wedding then we can have our reception in the same place afterwards. It will all start next weekend. I've only met Star so I don't know who else she has planned for bridesmaids. I don't even know who she's inviting. It's going to be a big event in itself as I'm inviting my old sergeant major who helped me so much to get my life back on track. I have so much to thank him for. Then there's the platoon I was in. I made a lot of friends during my time back in the army and I hope they will all be able to attend.
Carly only has her family as far as I'm aware. I haven't spoken to Alijah for a while. He never agreed with me pursuing Carly whilst she was in a relationship with those two twonks.
Now she's all mine. I had to blackmail them and her but I got what I wanted and I'm not ever letting her go. I know she has nothing to do with her brother so that's one less person on her side to worry about. I doubt he would even come.
Once she finishes all her choirs she makes us both a coffee and comes into the living area and places it down. I grab her hand and pull her into my lap. “I love you, Carly.”
She smells but she doesn't say anything, it grates on my nerves but I know one day she'll say it and mean it. I place my hand on her cheek brushing my thumb over it. She sits nervously. I don't know what she thinks I'll do to her. We've had our ups and downs since she found out she was expecting our child, but I will never hurt her to cause her to lose my first child. I pull her closer and press my lips on hers kissing her. my d**k stirs and I pull her closer. She gasps and I grin. I know she can feel how hard I am for her so I take the opportunity to slide my tongue into her mouth and kiss her hungrily.
Carly
I wake up with a start. Yesterday was the weirdest experience I had ever had. Ethan was not him self at all I know he liked to have s*x with me but yesterday had left me dead and confused If the timer hadn't pinged I am sure that he would've f****d me again before dinner. I was so relieved when it went off it meant I had almost an hour to serve dinner then sit down and eat it with a glass of wine. Then another hour for it all to go down before he began to grope me again. f**k me again. I ached all over this morning. It was lucky I was the owner of the center or I would've been on a Waring for being late. My co-workers were already there with their patients. I had paper work to do before my first consultation this morning.
The week was only bound to get worse. I had bookings all-day and I barely had time to breathe for lunch when my mobile buzzed dancing across the table. I picked it up and it unlocked through my retina. “You're getting married!”
“Good afternoon to you too Jaz. Yes I am.
“And you didn't invite me to your engagement party,” she said dramatically.”
I chucked. “It was immediate family only.”
“Star isn't immediate family.”
“Shes married to Ethan's uncle so it kind of counts.”
She sighed.
“Now you've called, I don't have to call you.”
“Oh oh this doesn't sound good.”
“It is. “ I paused. “I would like you to be my bridesmaid.”
“What about Star?”
“Shes my matron of honour as I have no sister and she's the closest to a sister I'll ever have.”
“Does she know?”
“I was going to ask her tonight. She's not too keen on me and Ethan but I'm sure she'll do it for me.”
“She's worried for you babe. You left two guys after five years for a guy who sounds like a douche.”
He's more of a complete prick than a douche.
“I have my reasons.”
“I'm sure you do babe, but are you really sure about this?”
“I am.”
“Then I guess you've got yourself a bridesmaid.”
“Thanks.”
“Who else are you going to ask?”
“My cousin and niece I guess she'll be a good flower girl.”
“I sure hope you know what you're doing babe.”
“I do.”
“So when are we going to look for dresses?”
“Two weeks.”
“That sounds like n?”
“Yeah he wants a summer wedding.”
“What do you want, Carly?”
None of this I want to say. “I don't know it's all going so fast my head's spinning.”
“I bet it is. Text me the details and I'll be there.”
“Thanks, Jaz I owe you.”
“Ill keep that in mind chow.”
“Chow.”
The phone goes dead and I give Star a quick call. I hope that she's not busy. She picks up after two rings. “Hey Carls aren't you supposed to be at work.”
“I could ask you the same thing.”
“I am. What do I owe the pleasure?”
“Can we go for drinks after work? We need to talk.”
“Sure. Half six at the docks.”
“Ill be there.”
“Later Carls.”
“Later Star.”
I put the phone down now all I've got to do now is ask my cousin and ask her to be my bridesmaid then and my niece’s mom if she will agree to my niece Aria to be my flower girl.
But right now I have work to do. My next consolation is in half an hour. I finish my lunch and have a swig of my coffee before I look over the paper work. Once I finish my coffee I go to the bathroom to relieve myself before my afternoon schedule begins.
By six pm I am ready to go home and roll into bed but I know I can't because I'm meeting Star which I have already informed Ethan about, so I hope he doesn't expect me to cook for him when I get back.
I head into the docks and a Quint spot on the docks an old fashioned pub Star is already waiting with drinks one wine and a orange juice. I smile and walk over to her, she will be needing something stronger than that once I've asked her to be my matron of honour. I sit down after we hug and kiss cheeks. “So what's this all about Carly? I thought we were meeting up this weekend?”
“Change of plans.”
“What do you mean change of plans?”
“What are you doing two weeks from now?”
“Why?”
“I would like you to be my matron of honour.”
“Are you serious?”
“I am.”
“I don't know what to say.”
“Say yes.”
“Are you sure about this, Carls? He ruined your relationship with Jonathan and Kyler.”
“Yes I am.”
“Okay if you say so.”
“I do.”
“Then yes I'll be your matron of honour.”
“Thank you. We're going to look for dresses two weeks from now.”
“Isnt that a little fast he's just proposed?”
“He wants a summer wedding.”
“Of course he does.” she mutters but I don't miss it but choose to ignore it. She's right and so was Jasmine. He's moving a little too fast. “He wants us married before the baby comes so we can be a proper family so no one will call them names.”
“No one cares these days, Carls. There are plenty of kids out there living with their parents who aren't even married. He’s just trapping you into staying with him.”
I know this too but I don't have a choice.
“Ill be there for you Carls as your matron of honor but I'm not happy with this he's using you as a f*****g puppet on his f****d up world where he thinks you'll love him no matter how he fuckign treats you. If you want an out on the day let me know. I'll have back up.”
“Thanks but I can't.”
She nods. “I understand but the offer is still there if you change your mind.”
This is why I love Star. She has always had my back no matter what bad decisions I make.
We catch up and she orders something a little stronger but not much after her second she asks for an orange juice which I find weird but don't ask.
We hug goodbye and I head home dreading what will await me when I get back.
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