
I used to think emotions were a waste of space.Not in a dramatic way. I didn’t hate them, didn’t go on rants about how feelings ruin the world. I just… didn’t see the point. Logic worked. Numbers worked. Strategy worked. When something broke, you figured out why and fixed it. Simple.Emotions didn’t do that. They complicated things. They made people hesitate when they shouldn’t. Made them forgive when walking away was smarter. Made them trust the wrong people and call it faith.I avoided them the same way you avoid touching fire. Not because you’re scared—but because it’s unnecessary.I read a lot back then. Web novels, manhwa, fan art threads that went on forever. Stories about heroes who sacrificed everything for love, family, ideals. Stories where the same hero would get stabbed in the back by the very people they saved.Every time, I thought the same thing:That’s what you get.If they had kept their emotions in check, if they’d thought things through instead of rushing in, they’d still be alive. It wasn’t tragic. It was predictable.That’s what I believed.Then I watched my family die.There was no warning. No moment where things felt “off.” One second we were alive, arguing about something stupid, existing the way people do when they assume tomorrow is guaranteed. The next second, everything collapsed.I remember trying to understand what was happening instead of reacting to it. My brain kept insisting there had to be a reason—an explanation that would make it all line up. I remember thinking, This doesn’t make sense, as if reality was obligated to follow my expectations.It didn’t.They didn’t die cleanly. There was panic. Confusion. Fear so thick it felt physical. I remember wanting to move and realizing my body wasn’t listening anymore. I remember the sound of my own heartbeat in my ears, loud and wrong.And then there was this feeling I had no name for at the time.It wasn’t just sadness. Or anger.It was like something inside me was tearing loose, like all the distance I’d built between myself and emotion collapsed at once. Every feeling I’d ignored came rushing back, stacked on top of each other until I couldn’t tell where one ended and another began.That was when I understood the heroes.Not in a poetic way. In a humiliating one.I understood why they screamed.Why they begged.Why they stopped thinking straight.Emotion isn’t weakness.It’s overload.When they killed me, I barely felt the blade. My head was too full. Faces. Voices. The shape of my family’s fear. I was drowning in it.As I was forced down, one of them said something I didn’t understand:“Your bloodline must be erased.”At the time, it didn’t register. It sounded ceremonial. Like something said out of habit, not meaning. I didn’t ask what it meant. I didn’t argue.I was too busy realizing I was about to disappear.I don’t know what people expect death to feel like. Peace, maybe. Darkness. Silence.For me, it was unfinished.The last thing I felt wasn’t fear—it was refusal. A stubborn, irrational rejection of the idea that this was how it ended. No answers. No meaning. Just violence and then nothing.If there was anything after death, I wanted it to know one thing:I wasn’t done.I woke up somewhere wrong.That was my first thought—not where am I, but this place shouldn’t exist. There was no ground, no sky, no sense of direction. It wasn’t dark. It wasn’t light. It was absence pretending to be a location.I tried to move and couldn’t tell if I did.Then something noticed me.It didn’t step out of the shadows because there were no shadows. It didn’t appear so much as… assert itself. Like my awareness had been incomplete before and suddenly wasn’t.It called itself an Entity.I almost laughed. Not because it was funny, but because my mind was grasping for anything familiar—sarcasm, denial, dismissal. Entities aren’t real. Consciousness needs structure. Rules. A medium.This thing had none of that.It told me I had drawn its attention. That my death hadn’t gone the way it was supposed to. That my anger—my refusal—had weight.Then it made the offer. I release him with the help of a system he would give me . In exchange he gives me information .It promised information about my family’s murder. About the reason behind it. About the people who decided we shouldn’t exist anymore.I didn’t trust it. I wasn’t stupid.I knew deals like this never come without strings. I knew power given freely is never free. I knew I could be making things worse—not just for myself, but for people I’d never meet.I also knew I didn’t care.That scared me more than the Entity did.I agreed. Now I am in an unknown world filled with things that didn’t make sense before . But I don’t care . I will get my revenge even if I have to destroy this world to get it .

