LIYAH’S POV
When the train finally arrived in Paris, I didn’t get off immediately.
I just sat there, staring through the window.
I had imagined this moment so many times.
Paris was supposed to be beautiful.
It was supposed to be the beginning of everything Daniel and I had dreamed about.
But I was alone.
I picked up my bag and stepped off the train.
The station was crowded.
People were moving in every direction, dragging suitcases behind them and talking on their phones.
I stood there for a moment, trying to figure out where to go.
I had no one waiting for me.
That was when reality really hit me.
I was in Paris.
And I had nowhere to go.
I walked outside with my bag.
The streets were busy, but I didn’t know any of them.
I checked my phone.
I still had some money, but not enough to waste.
I opened a hotel app and started looking.
The prices made my heart sink.
Even the cheapest places were more than I could comfortably afford.
I locked my phone.
“Okay,” I whispered to myself. “I’ll figure something out.”
I walked for a while, hoping I would somehow find a cheap place.
I didn’t.
By evening, my feet hurt.
I hadn’t eaten much since morning, and my stomach was starting to hurt.
I bought a small sandwich and a bottle of water from a shop and sat outside for a while.
People walked past me without paying attention.
I wondered how many of them had somewhere to go.
I looked at my phone again.
There were several missed calls from my mother.
Then one from Daniel.
I couldn’t bring myself to answer any of them.
I didn’t know what I would say.
I had told them I was okay.
I wasn’t.
As it got darker, I started getting nervous.
I couldn’t stay outside all night.
I walked towards the station again and found a place where I could sit.
There were other people around, some with bags beside them, some lying down with their belongings close to them.
I sat at the far end of the waiting area.
I kept my bag on my lap.
Every few minutes, I looked around.
I was scared someone would take it.
I was scared someone would notice how alone I was.
I was scared of everything.
At some point, I rested my head against the wall.
I tried to sleep.
But every small sound woke me up.
A few hours later, I looked at the time.
2:13 a.m.
My eyes were burning.
I pulled my jacket closer around myself.
This wasn’t how I imagined Paris.
I thought about my room back home.
My mother’s voice.
Daniel.
My bed.
Everything suddenly felt so far away.
I wiped my eyes.
I couldn’t go back.
Not yet.
I had already made my choice.
I just had to survive it.
The next morning, I woke up with a stiff neck and a terrible headache.
I looked at myself through my phone camera.
I barely recognized myself.
My hair was messy, and my eyes were swollen from crying.
I stood up and picked up my bag.
I needed a job.
That was the first thing I had to do.
I walked around for hours, checking shops, cafés and small businesses.
Every time I saw a “recherche employé” sign, my heart jumped.
But most places wanted experience or qualifications I didn’t have.
By afternoon, I was exhausted again.
I sat on a bench and opened my phone.
I searched for jobs.
Housekeeping.
Cleaning.
Waitressing.
Anything.
I didn’t care anymore.
I just needed something.
Then I saw a listing.
HOUSEKEEPER WANTED.
I read it again.
It was a live-in position.
I stared at the screen.
A place to work.
A place to sleep.
Maybe this was exactly what I needed.
I saved the number immediately.
For the first time since arriving in Paris, I felt a tiny bit of hope.
I stood up and adjusted my bag.
I didn’t know who the employer was.
I didn’t know what kind of house it was.
And I definitely didn’t know that accepting that job would bring me into a life I had never imagined.
But at that moment, I didn’t have the luxury of being picky.
I just needed a chance.
And I was willing to take it.