CHAPTER EIGHT

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LIYAH’S POV I waited until the whole house was quiet. It was almost five in the morning, and I had been awake for hours. My bag was beside me, already packed with a few clothes, my documents, some money, and my charger. I stared at it for a long time. I still couldn’t believe I was actually doing this. I got up slowly and opened my bedroom door. The house was dark. I walked quietly through the hallway, trying not to make any noise. When I reached my mother’s room, I stopped. I could hear her breathing. For a moment, I almost turned back. “Mom,” I whispered, even though I knew she couldn’t hear me. Tears filled my eyes. I wanted to go inside and hug her. I wanted to tell her where I was going. But I knew she would stop me. So I picked up my bag and walked out. The cold morning air hit my face as soon as I stepped outside. I pulled my jacket closer around me and started walking. I didn’t look back until I was far enough from the house. When I did, everything looked so small. I wiped my tears and brought out my phone. I booked a VTC to the station and waited near the side of the road. A few minutes later, a dark grey Peugeot pulled up. The driver lowered his window. “Bonjour. Liyah?” “Oui.” He nodded. “Vous allez à la gare?” “Oui, s’il vous plaît.” He got out and took my bag from me. “Merci.” He put it in the boot and opened the back door. I got inside. The car was warm, and the quiet music playing from the radio made me feel even more emotional. As we drove away, I kept looking out the window. The streets were almost empty. A bakery was just opening. A man was pulling up the shutters of a small shop. Everything looked normal. Nobody knew I had just left my home. Nobody knew I didn’t know when I would return. The driver glanced at me through the mirror. “Ça va?” I forced a smile. “Oui.” He looked at me for a second longer before looking back at the road. I turned towards the window. I wasn’t okay. My phone suddenly vibrated. I looked at the screen. Mum calling. My heart dropped. I stared at her name. She called again. I didn’t answer. The call stopped. Then another message came. Where are you? I couldn’t bring myself to reply. I locked my phone and put it inside my bag. The driver stopped near the station. “Voilà.” “Merci.” He helped me with my bag. I paid him and watched the car drive away. For a moment, I just stood there. People were walking past me, carrying bags and coffee cups, rushing to catch their trains. I felt completely alone. I checked my phone again. This time, there was a message from Daniel. Good morning, love. Are you awake? My eyes filled with tears. I wanted to tell him. I wanted to tell him everything. But if I told Daniel where I was going, he would come after me. And I didn’t want anyone to stop me. So I typed: I’m okay. I’ll talk to you later. I stared at the message before sending it. It felt like a lie. But I didn’t know what else to do. I walked into the station. My train was already listed on the departure board. Paris. I stood there looking at the word for a few seconds. Paris. The place Daniel and I had dreamed about. We had talked about walking through the streets together, finding a small apartment, getting jobs and starting our lives. I never imagined I would be going there alone. I held my bag tighter. Maybe this wasn’t the Paris I had dreamed about. But it was still a chance. A chance to escape. A chance to make my own decision. I boarded the train and found a seat beside the window. As the train began to move, I watched the familiar streets disappear. I didn’t know where I would stay when I arrived. I didn’t know how I would find a job. I didn’t know what I was going to do if my money ran out. But I knew one thing. I couldn’t go back home. Not yet. I rested my head against the window and closed my eyes. For the first time, I was completely on my own. And somehow, that scared me more than the marriage ever did.
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