SEVENTEEN YEARS LATER.
SOPHIE'S POV.
I woke up with tears in my eyes and realized that I had been crying out in my sleep.
I dreamt of my parents and it wasn't a
nightmare per se, it was a kind of dream that brought both comfort and pain.
I have almost gotten used to this reoccurring dream but on days like this, I felt the pain way more than the comfort. It was my parent's death anniversary and just like a ritual I began the day with the same dream.
My dream went the same way it
did that fateful day, at least the bits I
could remember, at 12 they still doted
on me spoiling me rotten with different
treats, I was sure I'd develop diabetes
before my 21st birthday.
We had gone for one of our weekly game nights with the Grahams and lost but it only made us promise to be victorious next time but there wasn't a next time. At the end of the night, Nathan decided to sleepover with his best friend since diapers, Noah and this wasn't uncommon.
Mum had packed an extra pair of
clothes for him with his pajamas even
though we knew Nathan basically owned half of Noah's closet.
On our way home, I had been happily munching on my ice cream at the back of the car and singing along to the radio and with a
blink of an eye, I was at the intensive care unit, nursing some broken bones and freaking out. Seeing as I couldn't remember the moment of the accident scared me even more.
The doctors ruled my loss of memory as post-traumatic amnesia, which meant I had gone through a situation that was really
traumatizing and my mind had decided
blocking it away was better for my
mental health.
After a bit of research by
the doctors after getting a severe scolding from Nathan and Noah, the doctors informed me that I was especially suffering from Anterograde amnesia.
Forgetting the memory of their death was
both a blessing and a curse for me. A
blessing because I could only remember
happiness with them, every pain came
when they left this world and a curse
because I couldn't help the feeling that
somewhere in the memory I had chunked
up to the back of my mind laid a vital
information about their death.
I felt like by not remembering, I was somehow betraying them.
I was left all alone, OK I'd be exaggerating if
I said that. I had Nathan, Noah, and my
best friend Lisa, but the vacuum of a parent
or in my case parents will always be felt.
The smell of pancakes broke down the
barricades of the zoo in my tummy and it
was like all the animals had turned it into a
madhouse. But who could be making pancakes so early in the morning in my next to empty house?
Just then my room door opens and I
foolishly hide under my duvet. Sorry,
but my brain is so tired I just want to lie here quietly. My current mood kind of
reminds me of that Bruno Mars's song, oh yeah I think it's called "the lazy song or so".
I start humming the song because if I was going to die today, I better be doing something music-related, and hey! if I died, I wouldn't have to do anything ever again except reunite with my parents and patiently wait for Nathan to join in the reunion. When he's ready of course, quit looking at me in that manner.
"Have you been singing the lazy song while
I've been slaving away in the kitchen just to
bring you breakfast in bed?" a voice that
sounds a whole lot like Liza says with a tiny
bit of anger laced in it.
Ah! I was right then, I was seriously
considering 'lay on my bed' to be the title of the song. Don't judge. Seriously.
"Hello! Anybody here" and with that my
duvet which I must add has been my
protective shield is yanked away leaving me
vulnerable to my potential assailant. Hey! Something isn't right. That voice
reminds me of-
"Liza! What are you doing here? And oh! Is
that pancakes coated with maple syrup with
blueberries on top? Yummy. I love you, Liza, you are the bestest, for real" I mumble already stuffing my face with the yummy goodness. I'm pretty sure there's no word like bestest but I guess it only exists in a certain Sophie dictionary. Please try to eat slowly, you will choke at the rate you are going" Liza scolds softly. She kinda likes to mum over me which is fine since I love the attention.
"Calm down Liza, nobody is going to choke today or any other day for that matter. Visit the wild side sometime okay?" I retort, sticking my tongue out to her.
"Funny of you to say that, we both know I'm
the wild one" sadly that's true. I didn't even
have a little wild bone in my body.
"So, Noah's coming back soon, that's
something to be excited about right?" she
sits on my bed while I c**k my head at her
in question.
And how did you know that?" I asked.
"How else? You didn't tell me so it was
obviously the man himself" she rolls her
eyes.
"When did you two start talking so much?"
from what I remember, he was always
avoiding you" Weird but Noah always
seemed to be avoiding Liza when he was
still around, before he went to complete his
studies abroad.
"what can I say, my charm finally worked on him. Do you know what they say? Distance
makes the heart grow fonder" she gets this
mesmerized look in her eyes. It's true that
Liza had always harbored a crush on Noah
but I thought it was harmless. Considering
my history with him-
"Okay, stop giving me that look. I know
Noah is yours even though you have a boy
friend who seems particularly smitten by you. I don't mean any harm. We've only
been communicating recently because I'm
kinda keeping tabs on you but it is only
because he's worried about you I promise" she spills.
I take my time to study Liza as she keeps
talking. At 5ft7, she easily stood out
compared to my 5ft5 self. She had really
soft features and long blonde hair that got
to her waist. You didn't need to be a genius
to figure out that Liza was absolutely drop-dead gorgeous and she knew her to use it to get her way.
"You don't need to explain yourself, Liz, I
have just been on edge lately and you know
Daniel and I aren't serious yet since I still
have feelings for Noah" I reply.
How you and Noah remain friends
despite the burning hot s****l tension
between you two, is beyond me. I'll say
forget about what Nathan may or may not
think and jump that ship or I'll jump it for
you" she flips her hair and begins to
examine her nails.
"You wouldn't dare, right?" Liza is so
spontaneous I feel I have to double-check
to be sure we were on the same page.
"TRY ME! Oh chill, I wouldn't do that to you" God, help me with this girl.
"I hate it when you do that. You almost gave me a heart attack woman!" I yell
"You should know me by now. Seriously, it's
so easy to mess with you. Be thankful you
are my best friend else I'll be having a lot of
fun with you right now" and at times like
this, she takes the crown for the most
creepy person, I've ever met but I still love
her.
"I have a small favour to ask and I really,
really hope you'd do it for me?" Liza says
out of the blues.
"Sure, if it's within my power" it isn't
unusual for Liza to ask for things. She can
be very demanding and sometimes act
really entitled but what's the use of having
money if you can't help others.
"I asked Noah for a job at his company,
since he'll be taking over soon. I know I
have a job at your company but everyone
just keeps gossiping about me, like I got the
job only because you are my friend which is
indeed true but it just keeps bugging me.
Convince him to make me his personal
assistant please!"
I'm still thinking of an appropriate reply
when the doorbell rings. Who could it be?
The house staff were given the day off as
usual. We had lost our parents and they had
lost their employers. The bell rings again
and Liza peeps at her watch.
"He's here. I'll just go let him in quickly" Him who?
"Who are you talking about?" I asked. Hey it's my house, she can't just bring guests to
my place.
"Noah duh, who else is allowed in here. By
the way, get in the shower because you
stink badly" and she leaves.
OK, what is going on? How could he not tell
me he was returning today? and Liza, we
were just talking about him, and yet she
failed to mention he was returning today. And what did she say? I stink? That's so not
true.
I still hop in the shower because I don't
want to risk smelling in front of Noah.