Dust
In a time when the sun ruled high and the land was stitched together by dusty paths and endless skies, life moved with the steady rhythm of nature. The air was thick with the scent of dry earth and ripening grain, while the sounds of laughter and song drifted over open fields. Families gathered under the wide shade of ancient trees, elders told stories by firelight, and every step was guided by traditions handed down through countless seasons.
This was a world untouched by the rush of distant empires—a place shaped by courage, honor, and the unbreakable bonds of kinship.
It is into this world that Sa’adatu’s story unfolds.
Not far from her family home, in a quiet clearing shaded by sparse trees, the boys of the village gathered for their daily game of dambe. Their bare fists wrapped in cloth flew through the dusty air, the steady thud of fists on flesh mixing with cheers and laughter.
Sa’adatu, 18, stood just outside the circle, arms crossed, chin lifted. She had been there the whole time, watching—watching how they ignored her, watching how the dust swirled around the boys, how they yelled and shoved and laughed like the world belonged only to them.
The clearing was alive. Spectators—mostly boys, some younger girls—lined the edge, cheering and jeering. A loud “Kai! Hit him quick!” broke through the noise, followed by “Bello, finish am!” as dust rose in golden spirals under the evening sun.
Bello, 20, lithe and fast, launched a spinning jab at their neighbor’s son, Ibrahim—a broad-shouldered boy known for his strength, but not his speed.
Sa’adatu didn’t cheer.
She burned.
“Why can’t I join?” she called, sharp, her voice slicing through the leftover roar.
Musa’s gaze flicked toward her briefly but said nothing. His silence held weight.
Sani, 16, turned, face gleaming with satisfaction and sweat. “Because you’re a girl,” he said, loud enough for those still catching their breath to hear. Some chuckled.
She took a bold step forward, not toward them—but into herself, standing taller. “And so?”
Sani twirled once like he’d just won a title belt, then leaned in dramatically. “Girls don’t fight. Go pound millet or something,” he teased, voice bright with mockery.
The others laughed, but Sa’adatu didn’t. Her fists clenched—not for the fight, but for the fire boiling inside her chest. The dust rose again from their feet, but this time it felt like it settled on her skin—gritty, suffocating.
“It doesn’t matter,” she said, her voice steady but taut, her chest rising and falling quickly. “I can fight, if only you would give me a chance.”
Bello, still moving like water, caught his sister’s voice in the midst of the crowd’s shouts. It sliced through everything—laughter, cheers, the thud of fists.
He didn’t catch the rest, nor what came before. But that part—
I can fight...
—he heard it. A brief smirk flickered across his face, knowing that was typical of his sister—fiery and unyielding.
Musa’s voice came low and firm, slicing through the moment. He would do anything for his only sister, but what she had was a death wish.
There’s no way she’d come out alive from that ring if he let her get her way. So it’s a no.
“No. Go home.”
He didn’t raise his voice. He didn’t have to. At 23, his authority was quiet and final—like the slow closing of a heavy door.
Sa’adatu’s shoulders slumped. She didn’t speak again. She turned away, her bare feet dragging slightly in the dust as she made her way back home, head down, fingers twisting nervously in the dry earth. Her mind raced—thoughts tangled with the sting of rejection and the stubborn fire that refused to die.
Musa kept his gaze fixed on her retreating figure until she slipped out of sight beyond the cluster of homes.
But in her mind, the chant began—
Because you’re a girl. Because you’re a girl. Because you’re a girl—
looping, echoing louder than their cheers, louder than Sani’s teasing, louder than her own footsteps.
And somewhere deep inside her, something began to harden.
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Later, as the sun dipped below the horizon, the family gathered around the low wooden table inside their rumbu house. The warm glow filtered through the windows, casting soft shadows on the mudbrick walls. Bowls of steaming tuwo sat before them, the rich aroma filling the room.
Sani, still flushed from the day’s excitement, couldn’t resist bringing up what had happened.
“So, Sa’adatu was asking to join the fight today,” he said with a teasing grin.
Their father’s gaze softened as he looked at Sa’adatu. “My daughter,” he said gently, “you must never try that. You’re not made for fighting—your body isn’t built for it.” His voice was calm but firm, full of care. “I understand your desire to explore and push boundaries, but this isn’t the way.”
Sa’adatu’s mother exchanged a worried glance with her husband before adding, “You should think of what you'll be doing while in your husband’s house. Marriage is coming soon, and you must be ready—strong, but in the right ways.”
Sani chuckled, eager to tease his sister some more. “Yeah, Datu. Imagine trying to box in your husband's house—he’d probably send you straight back here.”
A flicker of irritation crossed Sa’adatu’s face, but she held it steady.
Bello and Musa exchanged a quick glance—silent understanding passing between them—both aware of the delicate balance between tradition, family, and Sa’adatu’s restless spirit.
You could tell Sa’adatu was loved and dotted on—her family’s concern wrapped in every word and glance.
She’s not trying to be liked—she’s trying to be heard.
If you felt that… you’re exactly who I’m writing for.
– Zephirah Noire