I know who you are.
I press send and the shivers are all through me. I have broken the boundary. I have entered into conversation which means I am acknowledging the sender, inviting a rejoinder. I thought I had picked my words carefully so that it looked like I held all the aces and had the power. It felt like I had taken control, gained the initiative. It felt like I could send my mysterious message-sender scurrying, now that I knew their truth. However, I know there will be no silence. An answer will come because people who wish to dominate always have an answer for everything. I know my control over this has already been lost because I will wait with baited breath for that answer, checking my phone constantly even when it hasn’t signalled a message received. He knows this too, which i
