Chapter Thirteen
A Shocking Conclusion
Just recently I would have been inside her house, waiting on her. Now I have to resort to sitting outside it in the Evoque, the less noticeable of my cars. I don’t really know why I am here. Unfinished business, I guess, but my brain won’t be clear on this. I always came here muddled and left even more mixed up. I came here for answers and resolution and clarity, to be shown and taught. She showed me all right, but not in the way I had envisaged. I wanted her to give me focus but she just left me blurred. This fire in me, she could have shown me how to control it, direct it, turn it up when necessary and dowse it again afterwards. She could have made me incredible if only she had felt even the slightest regard for me, recognised me as a protégé to
