Do You Love Me, Too?

“Mom, what time are you leaving for Mexico?” I ask my mom as I watch her pack her suitcase.  “ It will be very early, like 2 AM, but I can wake you up if you want.” my mom replied. “Nah, I’ll be OK, just call me when you get to your hotel” “Alright, try to get along with your dad while I’m gone.” “Ugh, fine”, as I think to myself about all the bad things I am going to do when she is away. ......................................................................................................................................................... Time Skip to about 10 PM        "Night mom, night dad", I say as I give them both kisses on their foreheads.     Both say good night to me as I walk upstairs to my bedroom. I walk into my room and lay down in bed, beginning to feel more and more excited, knowing that what I am about to do is wrong. I lay down in my bed and reach down under my bed, and pull out a laptop that I had stolen from out in the garage, knowing I shouldn't touch it, but it had been there for weeks, and it was never moved, so the temptation just grew and grew, until I could stand it no longer. I stole it about a week ago, knowing that my mom, the one who kept me grounded and safe from my own temptations, was leaving me to go help one of my elder brothers plan his destination wedding.      I signed onto the laptop, went to google and searched for s*x game websites, and made sure the laptop was muted. Although in my 15 and a half years I had never once had an o****m, I was obsessed with anything and everything s****l. I went to one website, and played for about an hour until an ad popped up. It was an ad for a website called M&F Club, or Meet & f**k Club, I clicked it and I was sucked into a whole new type of bad, although I didn't know it at the time, but now I do. I signed up on the website, unfortunately for me that website didn't need credit card age confirmation. I was in.     I started off by just talking to people then having s*x with them in the game and flirting with people.