Prologue
February 2023
Primrose, her fingers tingling with an inexplicable urge, found herself glancing over at her boyfriend's phone, an action driven more by curiosity than intent. There was a peculiar vulnerability in that moment, an unintentional breach of privacy that felt like stumbling upon something one wasn't meant to see.
Her heart fluttered erratically, a sense of foreboding settling in as she tried to dismiss the instinct to look further. Yet, in the sea of notifications, one message emerged like a piercing arrow, threatening to shatter her world. She froze, momentarily closing her eyes as if to seek refuge in darkness, silently pleading for this to be a figment of her imagination.
With a hesitant exhale, she reopened her eyes, hoping the message would vanish, a mere glitch in her reality. But cruelly, it persisted, stark against the screen, its existence confirming the unwanted truth she wished so desperately to deny.
There was a haunting stillness in that moment, as though time had frozen around her. The weight of that message hung heavy in the air, casting a shadow over the certainties she had held dear. The world seemed to dim around her as a whirlwind of emotions stirred within, each vying for dominance in the turmoil of her thoughts.
She found herself submerged in a tumultuous whirlpool of emotions, her thoughts spiraling into a vortex of confusion and hurt.
Acting swiftly, she unlocked Ian’s phone, deleted the message, and blocked the number. Contemplating her next move, she chose to feign ignorance, not letting on that she knew anything at all.
The weight of that message, unsolicited and unwelcome, bore down on her, threatening to drown her in a sea of disbelief and despair. She shut her eyes tightly, clinging to the fragile hope that this was nothing but a cruel figment of her imagination. But reality, merciless and unyielding, persisted as she opened her eyes to find the damning evidence staring back at her.
"Hi there, babe..." her boyfriend greeted her upon her return to their condo. He had stepped out to grab some food as they had woken up late and couldn't cook.
Prim found herself torn between love and hurt.
How long can love endure, especially after being hurt?
Can love persist, or does it transform into sheer resentment?
Despite her initial decision to leave upon discovering the truth, she felt trapped. She despised appearing pitiful to others if she acted on her anger.
Prim had always strived to please others, fearing disappointment and mistakes. Perhaps that drive led her to become one of the most talented artists in the Philippines, her strictness with herself always aiming for perfection.
"Love, can you help me practice my lines for my upcoming break-up scene? It’d ease my script reading," Prim asked Ian, who was preparing their food.
How fortunate she felt to rehearse a break-up scene with her boyfriend. Their script mirrored a toxic couple, always parting ways but reuniting until the girl explodes in anger.
"It’s exhausting, depleting..." as her line stated. Her lines resonated with an unsettling familiarity, encapsulating the draining emotions she grappled with daily. Concealing her inner turmoil behind the facade of rehearsed lines felt disingenuous, yet she persisted, burying her anguish beneath layers of scripted emotions.
The dichotomy of her feelings towards Ian bewildered her. Despite the tumultuous storm of emotions within her, she found herself ensnared in a love that refused to dissipate. Handsome suitors and successful admirers paled in comparison to the inexplicable hold Ian had over her heart.
She couldn't feign okayness, especially when it involved Ian. She cherished him deeply, enough to give her all. So, now, she felt like an opportunist using the script to vent her suppressed anger.
What was it about Ian that made it impossible for her to leave, despite her attempts to distance herself? Plenty of handsome and successful men admired her, yet it was Ian who held her heart.
Her friends, once relieved she seemed to have found the right person, had gradually ceased their advice on her fleeting romances. They believed she had finally landed in a stable relationship.
Little did they know the turmoil simmering beneath the surface.
The fear of her friends' potential disappointment haunted her. The thought of their disapproving glances and the weight of their "I told you so" conversations left her shuddering. It wasn't just about her own hurt; it was about avoiding the pity and concern from those who cared about her.
Amidst the routine of an evening together, as she and Ian went about their post-dinner rituals, an intimate moment unfolded. The allure of Ian's closeness lured her into a shared shower, igniting a fervent passion that momentarily eclipsed her concerns.
Her emotions swirled in a tempestuous blend of love and anguish. As they connected intimately, her heart soared with affection for Ian, only to plummet at the sight of a text on his phone. In the aftermath of their physical intimacy, lying breathless and exhausted, the weight of her discovery bore down on her.
Watching Ian drift into slumber, she couldn't resist the urge to investigate. Her hand stealthily reached for his phone, furtively sifting through the recently deleted messages. With a pang in her chest, she glimpsed at the content before discarding it, a conflicted mix of emotions churning within her.
There was a turmoil brewing within her, the conflict between love and betrayal. The fear of humiliation clashed with the intensity of her feelings. As Prim wrestled with her emotions, a storm brewed on the horizon of her relationship.
Tristan: Ian, you should tell Primrose about your child and wife in Madrid.
Stella misses you, and please, respond to my sister's messages, you jerk.
Her heart constricted with each word of the damning message. Tristan's plea for Ian to disclose his hidden life, a child, and a wife in Madrid, pierced through the fragile semblance of normalcy. Stella's longing for Ian's attention stood as a testament to the deception woven into her reality.
Closing her eyes, she hugged Ian tightly, knowing this embrace marked the end, as she resolved to unearth the truth.
This day had been too much for her. This day, a crucible of emotions, served as the catalyst for her transformation. Her pain birthed a silent vow, an unspoken determination to seek retribution for the deceit that lay festering within the shadows.
She vowed to seek revenge for their deception.
As the night enveloped her in its embrace, Primrose emerged from the crucible of her emotions, a phoenix rising from the ashes of betrayal. Her resolve, a simmering flame within her, flickered into an unwavering resolve to confront the truth and reclaim the shattered fragments of her heart.