Sunny morning, today I was invited to attend a reunion of my organization when I was in high school. I went with a friend who was in the same arms with me in developing this organization. Not only our generation, the older and younger generations were also present there. This reunion is an agenda for seniors to rebuild the relationship that had been cut off due to the busyness of each member.
When we got there, we were invited to sit down and then the activity was opened by reading or holy Al-Qur'an, and the person who read it was a senior who I liked when I first entered high school.
I like him because he has a good personality, he is friendly, easy to get along with and has good grammar and is gentle when speaking.
When he recited the verses of the Qur'an, everyone was touched by his beautiful chant, so my friend smiled when he saw it. After the event was over, my best friend told me that she liked her older sister and wanted to be able to communicate with her.
Our older sister is usually called Ari, her smile is sweet, her language is kind and gentle will make anyone who knows her eventually fall in love with her as well as my friend she falls in love with Lari every day she talks to me about Ari.
To make them communicate with each other, I took the initiative to communicate with them through social media f*******:. I asked about the campus where Ari studied, as a reason for me to be able to communicate with him.
And he also responded to me very well, he also gave a lot of information regarding the campus. After a long time communicating, I finally got his wa number and I gave it to my friend. After that they often communicate or are happy to see they can be close.
After some time getting to know each other, they plan to meet. My friend happened to work at a meatball shop so I asked Ari to go to the meatball shop so they could meet.
They also met them smiling shyly at each other, seeing their behavior, I became very happy he also treated me to eat meatballs there.
Arriving at their respective homes, Ari chatted with me and stated that he was happy to meet us and he also invited us to come to his house.
The next day, I invited my friend to go, but because my friend was busy and had family matters so I went alone, because I had promised him and indeed I am the type of person who doesn't break promises.
I was also worn by family there for some reason they thought I was a woman who is currently close to Aris, they always gave words that seemed as if they agreed that I was close to the sun I felt bad and especially with friends because of my presence here at first just to help friends who want to be close to bang air even though my heart still has a crush on him, but I don't really want to chase him.
I also told this to my friend. I was a bit surprised to hear my friend's opinion, I thought he would be angry with me, it turned out that he actually agreed to be close to Ari.
My friend Lestari told me that she likes other men and doesn't like Ari anymore. Even so, I can't accept Ari any more, I still have feelings for my past.
But seeing Ari's struggle, I feel something comfort and peace of mind. He often came to my house to meet my parents. It made Ari close to my parents, especially to my father, so he got more trust from my father
I was even told by my father to go with Ari to enroll in a well-known university in the city where Ari is also currently studying there.
Ari helped me to register at the campus, I even chose the same major as him. There I lived with my cousin who also happened to be studying there. He also always took the time to pick up and take care of all registration files even though he was actually busy with campus activities. Should I close the old page and turn over a new one? Sometimes I have a phobia of falling in love again...
From the bottom of my heart, honestly I still miss Shobir, it's hard for me to forget him. her image always haunts me. even he often appears in my dreams. But on the one hand, God has brought someone who is trying to bandage my wounds, he is like a new boat that has stopped at my shriveled pier. he repaired every broken piece. and build it to be better and beautiful. but my pier was so destroyed, I still died fragments of wounds in it..will he be able to survive with me or will he also leave me and find another dock....