I headed back to the waiting room and found John and Luke right where I left them. John was staring out the window while Luke had his head in his hands, sobbing. Sitting beside him, I placed my arm around his shoulders. "This is all my fault," he whispered. "Stop blaming yourself and come with me." He stood up and I led him down the hall to Abby's room. At the doorway, he stopped. "I can't go in there again." "Yes, you can." I grabbed him by the elbow. "Now, come on." Dragging him into the room, I forced him to stand by her bed, but he wouldn't look at her. I gave him a nudge. "Look at her." Reluctantly, he did. He didn't say anything, so I took Abby's hand and spoke, "Abby, I came back, just like I promised. Someone came with me you sh

