Shadow Guy

Chapter Twenty

Shane's POV

I looked down at her, laying there peacefully. God, what the f**k have I done? I got to my feet and turned around ready to bail my fists into the tree. I just changed her! I was about to throw my punch at the tree when I remembered......she wanted this.

Her blood in my mouth just made me want her more. From the start when I first saw her I couldn't take my eyes off of her, I felt and still do that I....need to protect her not because she's the princess but because...... I feel thing's I haven't felt for anyone in so long.

I sat down and covered my face with my hands, this isn't right! I shouldn't have done that! I've made her into a monster! But it's better me than that guy, right? Jesus Christ I've been the one to scar her, I was the one to cut into her skin and make a mark there!

I looked back at her and knew I would miss her green eyes. What if she isn't the same when she wakes up? Before last night what I said about her being my girl I meant it, what if she gains sense and doesn't really want anything to do with me anymore? s**t dude! What the f**k has that chick done to you? I'm meant to be a f*****g player, not some soft s**t! I walked over to her and pulled a strand of hair away from her eyes. I guess when she wakes up I'll find out what I've really done.

She's gonna regret having me change her. There's better vampire's out there. There are things that if she knew about me she'd never look at me again, but I guess it's too late to go back now.

Now I've just gotta think about what we're gonna tell the rest of the guys. Holly crap, their ganna ask why I changed her. I guess James is gonna wanna chop my head off when he finds out, but he should have really thought about her when he decided to go kill her sister.

I turned around and stared up at the sky, this town is so doomed if she doesn't get back to the throne.....alive. She'll make a good........"Shane?"

Brie's POV.

My eyes opened slowly and I looked around, my body was numb and I couldn't remember a thing. Finally, feeling came back into my body and I sat up to see a tall lean and may I add sexy body in front of me. That's when everything flooded back........vampire princess..........half vampire.......changed ....and......Shane.

"Shane?" I whispered. Please god, let it be him! I don't want to wake up to see someone else! He turned around and his eyes widened. I was up and throwing my arms around him in seconds, but he never touched me back. "Shane? What?"

"Let's just go," I pulled away confused. He changed me, what's wrong with him? "You should have no problem speeding," and like that he was off, I started and followed him. I felt....amazing!

I could feel no pain...nothing that I could when I was human and I felt more......elegant. We came to stop on a road across from the station. Matt, John, James and some man were in a circle waiting for us. We crossed the road and then James saw us.

"Hey, so you ready?" John asked looking at me. My gaze locked with James and I saw the disappointment in his eyes as realization hit him. How could he tell?

"She's already been changed," he said coldly. I looked down at the floor and everyone else went quite.

"J.T would you like to explain?" Matt asked walking up to him.

"She wanted to be changed by someone she knew, she begged me and I changed her end of story," he replied flatly. Why is he acting like this?

"Come with me," John said taking my arm; I followed him into the station and into a bathroom. "Look into the mirror." He said calmly, I hesitated at first but then I did as I was told. My skin was paler than before. It was almost pure white! Ha, Snow Whites got nothing on me! My eyes were the same shade of brown as Shane's eyes and my hair went darker than before. But there is a bright side to this, I look kinda hotter then I did before. My eyes trailed down to my necklace and the symbol wasn't silver anymore...it was red.....like blood.....my blood. "This is what you are from now on, this is what the vampires will worship and you must remember that."

I nodded at John and we walked back outside. "Thank you, but you will not be needed here anymore," the man nodded and before I could take in his appearance he was gone. We walked into the station and still, Shane wouldn't look at me.

I guess even though he changed me I still wouldn't be his girl. The train arrived straight away and we went into an empty carriage. "We'll only be taking the train once, from when we arrive we're going we take the rest of the way by foot," John said taking a seat opposite James, Shane sat opposite me and Matt sat at the end.

No one spoke apart from Matt and John discussing the rote. I looked up at Shane a few times but he'd just look the other way. Did I make him feel sick? Did he think of me now as a monster? What the hell is his problem?

I couldn't take it anymore! I felt sick, how could he be all ok with me being a half vampire but now that I'm a full vampire he can't even look at me!?! Do I really look that gross? I got up and kept looking at Shane, "I'm going down a few carriages, I think I'm making some people sick," I said bitterly.

I walked down three carriages and stopped on the fourth one. I sat down curled up on the seat looking out the window, a few minutes later I heard the carriage door before this one open and close. I looked up to see guess who?! Shane. I turned my gaze away from him and back out the window, "Can you finally look at me? Or am I still making your stomach turn?"

"What the hell are you talking about Brie?" he asked standing right in front of me.

"You haven't looked at me once! You acted disgusted in me before! What the hell do you think I'm talking about!?!" I screamed back getting to my feet.

"That wasn't the reason," he said slowly looking down at the floor.

"So what is? Huh, Shane?" I yelled feeling the anger rise more and more inside me.

"Because I made you into something......dead! I was the one to give you a scar!" my eyes softened and I wrapped my arms around him. He held me back tight and buried his face in my hair.

"You did what I asked Shane, you did what someone I didn't know shouldn't do. And that scar doesn't mean anything, it just means I'm your girl for life." He pulled me away and looked deeply into my eyes.

His thumb caressed my cheek and I held onto his hand. "You can never make me sick," he said placing a kiss on my lips.

But the truth was that something deep down inside me was screaming, its a little eary to be saying that.