Regrets

Chapter Three-2

On Monday morning, I reported for my first academic exam. I took exams for the rest of the week. The following week, I spoke with Julia twice on the phone. On the last call, she was packing to go home after taking her final semester exams. I invited her to come to my brother’s wedding as my guest. We agreed that she would drive down the day before the wedding, and pick me up at the university. She further said that she would reserve a motel room for us to stay the night before the wedding. She knew that I didn’t have a lot of funds at my disposal, so before I had a chance to mention my privation, she informed me that she had already made the reservation and had financially secured it. I started to say something, but before I could get out more than one word, Julia said, “It’s taken care of. I don’t want to discuss it further.” She knew that I was short on cash and was well aware of my financial circumstances. Anyway, she agreed to pick me up on Tuesday at the university.

The rest of the week was spent taking exams. Under normal circumstances, the week after exams was devoted to selecting courses for the next semester. Now, I was going to be excused from my final semester and concentrate all my energies toward being the best officer I can be in the United States Army.

Just before taking my final exam, I reported to the Armory where I took my OCS training. We were given our orders and told that everyone who was to be commissioned was to report to the Armory on 2 January at 0600 hours. We would receive our commissions and be transported to where we would begin our active duty. Our colonel said that some of us would participate in the European theater of war; others would ship out to the Pacific to face the Japanese. He further said that the nationwide draft was going to be accelerated. In the very near future, we would be training draftees.

As soon as I finished my last exam, I packed my suitcase and went to the front of my dorm building to wait for Julia to pick me up. I didn’t have to wait long. I could see the main street in front of the university from my position. There was a long road that led up to my dorm building. Within ten minutes, I saw a car turn into the winding road. As it got closer, I recognized Julia in the driver’s seat. She pulled right up in front of me and I walked toward the car, Julia got out and embraced me. It felt so good to have her in my arms. It was at that moment that I knew she belonged there. I also had an epiphany. We were going to spend our future years together. I knew we only had known each other for a very short period of time, but when something is destined time doesn’t become a factor.

After a long embrace, Julia proceeded around the car and got in. I got into the car on the passenger side and we were off. While riding along, we caught up on what we’ve been doing since we were last together.

We drove directly to the motel that Julia had reserved. We dropped off our suitcases. I placed a call to Adam to let him know I was nearby. Adam told me that he had picked up my tuxedo the day before. He said that he would bring it to the rehearsal. I asked him if it would be alright if I brought Julia with me to the rehearsal and dinner. His comment was “The more the merrier.”

Julia and I found a little restaurant and had lunch. When we entered the restaurant, we found it to be a somewhat romantic atmosphere. It was dimly lighted and there were only a few people seated. We were taken to a little table in the corner of the facility and seated. Julia ordered a bottle of the best wine after getting a recommendation from the waiter. When the wine was delivered, the waiter poured each of us a glass and placed the bottle in a cooler. After the waiter left the table, Julia raised her glass and said, “To my finding and having you in my life,” as she looked deep into my eyes. We were falling in love. This feeling was sweeping over me that I had never in all of my twenty-two years had ever experienced.

For the next hour, we had a wonderful lunch and depleted the bottle of expensive wine. I was not use to drinking and the wine was taking its effect. Julia paid the bill and we drove back to the motel. We no sooner enter the room when Julia turned toward me and she was in my arms. She peeled my coat off and I relieved her of her coat as well. Then in a frenzy of love, we began to take off each other’s clothing. Moments later, I was holding Julia in my arms, naked. Now what do I do, I thought. This is the first time I’ve been in this position with a woman. If I hold this position long enough maybe she’ll make the first move, I thought.

After what seemed like an eternity, Julia moved back and took control. She took me by the hand and we slowly walked toward the bed. She reached down and removed the covers to expose the sheets. And then still holding my hand, she directed me to sit on the side of the bed. Her next question almost had me speechless. “Have you ever made love to a woman, Robert?” She asked as she looked me straight in the eye.

This bit of inquiry began to affect my erection from seeing her naked. I wanted to appear as if I was an experienced man, but I didn’t want her to think that I slept around either. “There have been a few times I had opportunities, but most of my time has been devoted to my studies.” At this point, the erection had completely retreated. This was not the kind of conversation I wanted to pursue the first time I was going to be in bed with a beautiful woman, naked.

“What you’re attempting to tell me is that this is your first time?” she continued.

Without answering that question, I leaned in and kissed her on the lips. She moved onto the middle of the bed and I followed in a supine position. At that point, I just let nature take its course. I kissed her on her breasts as she wrapped her hands around my head and moved it from one breast to the other. After a while, she said, “There’s something I want you to do for me. It’s something I really like when I’m making love.” That sentence told me that she had been to bed with one or more men before me. It’s funny, but that didn’t bother me. I had assumed that a woman as beautiful as Julia must have been seduced by several men while she was at the university.

“I’ll do whatever you like; just tell me what it is you would like me to do” I assured her.

Without saying anything else, she took my face in her hands and moved me down her body until my mouth rested just below her beautiful blond pubic hair. She raised her legs and positioned her thighs on either side of my face. With both of her hands placed behind my head, she moved my mouth into her v****a. She was very moist and the folds of the v****a flattened out against my lips. “Use your tongue much like you would lick an ice cream cone,” she commanded.

After concentrating on the various parts of her vaginal anatomy, her body went into what I can only describe as a climactic convulsion. After several minutes of performing c*********s, she put both of her hands on my head and removed me away from her v****a as she said, “Please, no more.” She held out her arms and invited me to come up and face her. She was still breathing heavy. When I slid against her v****a on the way up, she had a cluster of little orgasms. When I was nestled in next to her, she said, “You’re a wonderful lover. I think you’re a keeper.” And then she turned to me and smiled. Several seconds past and then she said, “I want to do something for you. I can’t let you come in me because I am not protected from getting pregnant. Do you have any protection?”

“No, I don’t. Until now, I didn’t have any need for it.”

She slid her hand down under the covers and took a firm hold on my manhood. She gave me this little smile and said, “I’m going to do something for you that will blow your mind.” With those words, she slid down in the bed and without releasing my manhood began to lick every inch of it. Then slowly, she slipped it deep into her oral cavity with a slow, but firm, motion.

I had never felt pleasure like that in my life. Of course, I had heard other men talking about this experience, but none of what they had said could hold a candle to what I was experiencing at that moment. Its only shortcoming was I couldn’t control my climax and I released prematurely. The release went on for more than thirty seconds. When she finally completed her work, she just lay in that position for more than five minutes with her lips wrapped tightly around my manhood. I am a lucky man, I thought. To find a woman like this to have my first s****l experience and to top it off, she’s beautiful. If I thought I was in love before, now I’m convinced.

She released my manhood and looked up at me and said, “Did you like that?”

I nodded in the affirmative. She slid up in the bed, put her arms around my torso, and rested her face in the nape of my neck. She proceeded to fall asleep. Lying there and looking up at the ceiling, I thought, it can’t get any better than this as I too fell into a deep sleep.

Sometime around 1800 hours, Julia and I got out of bed and took showers. After we got dressed, we headed for the church where Adam was to be married for a rehearsal. When we arrived, everyone was introduced. I introduced Julia as my girlfriend. John introduced his intended, Cathleen Brian and her parents as well.

I never understood why people who decide to get married needed a rehearsal. It’s the same show every time and they even repeat the same lines. Oh well, I was committed to play one of the parts, so I complied without any comment. The rehearsal lasted about an hour. I was to be the best man; so, therefore, I was playing one of the leading roles in this production. Afterward, everyone went to the fiancée parents’ house for a rehearsal dinner.

Mr. and Mrs. Brian had dinner catered. There were twelve people in the wedding party. Once everyone had a few drinks, the group loosened up and a good time was had by all. Adam was curious as to my relationship with Julia. He wanted to know how we met and how long we had known one another. I gave him the abbreviated version. I think he wanted to fill in the rest of the family on what was going on in my life. I confided to him that right after the first of the year, I was going to be inducted into the regular Army as an officer. I also told him that the chances were good that I would be leaving the area for an indefinite period of time. I told him too not to mention any of this information to the family because I wanted to be the one to tell mother.

Julia and I were among the last to leave. We said our goodbyes and assured everyone that we would see them first thing the next morning at the wedding. Julia sat close to me on the ride back to the motel. As we were driving along, Julia spotted a pharmacy and suggested that I pull over. I knew what she wanted me to purchase.

Upon entering the store, it was somewhat crowded. I noticed the Pharmacist all the way in the rear facing the front door. To the right side was a soda fountain with a young boy about the age of 16, I surmised. The boy was responsible for taking care of tending the soda fountain as well as selling any of the various items that extended down a line in the store. I walked about halfway down that line where cigarettes were on sale. Then young man notices me standing there. He walked down and faced me. “May I help you sir?” he asked.

“Yes, I think that you may,” I said in a very low voice as not to be overheard. “I would like to purchase a package of prophylactics.”

The young man looked confused as he asked me to repeat my request. “Yes, of course, I said, I would like to purchase a package of prophylactics,” again I said in a very quiet voice.

The young man had a puzzled look on his face. Then he called out to the Pharmacist in the rear of the store in a very clear and loud voice, “Doc, where do we keep the prophylactics?”

The Pharmacist smiled and informed the young man that he would take care of it. A few minutes later, the Pharmacist left the rear of the store, came up the aisle and faced me from behind the counter. He pulled open a drawer and took out a package of Trojans. He apologized for the young man screaming out my request for the entire store to hear. I was somewhat embarrassed, but I was sure that the majority of the people in that store had no idea what prophylactics were. I paid for the Pharmacist and left.

When I got in the car, I shared the story with Julia. She began laughing so hard, I was afraid that she may hit her head on the car’s dashboard. I said, “The next time we need those things you are going to do the purchasing.” The idea of her buying them continued her laughter for another ten minutes.

When we arrived back at the motel room, Julia immediately began to remove her clothing. As I was getting undressed, it occurred to me that I had never used this product. I wasn’t sure exactly how one goes about putting it on. Julia noticed me opening the package and holding one of the rubbers as if I wasn’t sure what I should do with it.

“Don’t worry honey, I’ll take care of that for you,” she said with a certain authority.

She had me strip down completely. “Now, lie down on the bed and think about me,” she ordered.

I knew what she wanted me to do. In order to slip that thing over my manhood, it was going to have to be erect. Due to my anxiety, it wasn’t working. Julia noticed that I wasn’t cooperating. She took her hand, wrapped it around the shaft and began to milk it. Within a few seconds, it was hard as a rock. Taking the rubber in her hand, she carefully laid it over the head of my p***s and with her two fingers slid it down as far as it would go. Then she lay back with her legs apart and said, “We can now make love the old fashioned way.”

Julia was ready to receive me. I no sooner put the head of my p***s against her v****a; the lubricant ran out of her. I mounted her slowly with an in and out motion. She began to move her lower extremities from side to side and trusting in an up and down motion. I gave her the deepest French kiss of our relationship. I could feel myself losing control. I exploded in her. For the next three minutes, Julia continued her gyrations until she finally reaches a climax.

After we both quieted down, we continued to lie in that position for about a half hour. Finally, I became limp and slid out of her. I rolled over onto my side of the bed. We put our arms around one another and fell into a deep sleep, simultaneously.