I’m still trying to figure out what they doing here when my dad brings me back to earth…..
Dad: Don’t be rude, go greet them
I walked closer and i can feel their eyes piercing on me. My mom is busy blabbing non stop when i wish i could just dissapear and be invisible. I wear my friendly warm look on and smile as i greet the elders of the Pretorias family. Then its their golden son Trevor. He is still handsome and big, i walk to him and give him a hug. He stares at me and give me a kiss on my chicks.
Me: fancy seeing you here
He chuckles and looks at me with a smile
Trevor : I guess we were not really your best surprise, saw how astonished you were when coming in.
Me: I didn't know you were coming
Trevor : it was decided at the last minutes
Me: i see
Trevor : but im looking forward to spending the whole week here.I was surprised…..Wtf the whole week?? My parent just had to punish me like this.
Me: oh, i gotta go i got homework.
I disappeared to my room and locked it
I threw myself on my bed and took out my cellphone, when i was about to call James, mom knocked.
Me: what do you want??
Her: open up baby please
Me: i dont want them here..
Mom:how are we supposed to talk when am still locked out here. I opened for her and sat at the bottom of the bed.
Mom: this is your future baby, this life was long decided for you.
Me: i dont want him mom, i love James
She raised her eyebrows
Mom : you dont want your dad to hear you say that now do you?.
Me: mom we tried, it not gonna work.
Tears are already falling.
Mom: baby try harder, he is a good boy. I chuckle
Me: we both know that is not true mom Mom: She perked my lips and got out. I just turned on the music on my laptop and thought about my life. Trevor is a qualified lawyer , he is only 23 and works in one of the famous Firms in the world. Our parents have been trying to get us closer to each other since i was in grade10. Well we once dated and it didn't work. We were just not feeling each other, i guess we tried because of our parents. Trevor comes from a wealthy family too and our dad's are like best friends. I just fell asleep still deep in my thoughts. It was by 8 oclock when Beauty woke me up.
Beauty: Dinner is ready babe
Me: im coming, thanks for waking me.
I went to the bathroom and washed my face then headed to the living room. They were all there, the Pretorias family.
I sat down next to Trevor, not that i wanted to but it was the only seat that was unoccupied. Every one concentrated on their meals up until Trevor's grandma opened her tiny mouth.
Trevor’s grandma : you've really grown Emily
I smiled,
Mom: she is growing really fast
Trevor’s grandma : well we cant wait welcoming her in our family.This people were killing my mood. Then someone decided to kill it even further.
Trevor: she will make a great wife.
God please take me now. My parents were smiling non stop throughout the whole dinner. I couldn't wait to excuse myself. We finished and i marched straight to my bedroom. I took hot long shower and wore my short pyjamas and slippers. I went to the living room and said goodnight to every one. Back to my room i found James’s missed calls and i called him back.
James : i thought you were ignoring me Me: you know i would never do that
James : so what you busy with
Me: nothing just lying on my bed. you? James : same, how is daddy??
I chuckled
Me: fine i guess,how i wish i could see you now
James : i can still come
Me: nah we got guest
James: for a few minutes
Me: okay but only ten minutes
James : alright, now get up and come kiss daddy.
Me: already on my way.
I got up and fixed myself, i wore my gown and went downstairs. No one was around so i made sure i tip toed and unlocked our kitchen door softly and quietly. Finally i was outside and i could see James car down the road.
James: i didn't think you will come out
Me: baby i always do
James: you never disappoint
Me: and i will never.
He smiled and showed his deep dimples. My man is a handsome man and i wouldn't trade him for anyone, not even Trevor.
Him: what you thinking
Me: you.. silly
He pulls me closer and made me look deep into his small eyes.
Him: i love you Emily Brown....
I blush and kiss him unexpectedly quickly he responds and we kiss non stop. His hands around my waist slowly going down to my butt, we lost in the moment and i wish it could stay that way. He breaks the kiss and we got in the car back seat. Our eyes staring at eachother, his lips making movements that makes me crave for them. He turns on his phone and play our song "Real And True by Future
feat.MileyCyrus&Mr.Hudson ""When the sun dies and the stars fade from view,Our love will remain real and true
Through the distant and cold depths of space, The radio sings our song, it's a love real and true"". W e spent almost 2 hours together, it was 11 oclock when he walked me back to my house.
James : goodnight princess
Me: night my prince.
We kiss one more time and part ways. I walked back in and to my luck no one heard me, i just went to my room and threw myself on my bed.
Whooe..i quickly got up and switched on the light. He looked at me with his sleepy beautiful eyes.
Me: what you doing in my room on my bed? ?
Trevor: i was terrified, who told him he was welcomed in my room
Trevor: i just wanted us to talk, but you weren't there.
Me: And you decided to sleep here instead of going back to your room??
Him: i just fell asleep.
The guy was so calm, it was 11 and i had school tommorow.
Me: i wanna sleep please go
Him: where you coming from at this time
Me: you not my mom, i dont report to you man..now get out i got school tommorrow.
I was now irritated, he wasn't even making it easy for me.
Him: you seeing someone??
I coughed, his face was suddenly filled with sadness
Me: Trevor get out.
Him: just answer me dammit.
Wow, this guy got the nerve i tell you
Me: it non of your business we are not even datingTrevor..
He chuckled
Him: you gonna be my damn wife Emily..
His words were firm and the calmness of his voice confirmed how angry he was.
Me: i dont love you, i dont want to be your wife, i dont wanna be your mrs Pretorias.
He smiled, i dont know if i said a joke or what but fucken smiled showing off his white teeth, and the gap in between them.
Him: you sound so convincing
He came closer to me, and touched my not so warm hands.
Him: we have something special babe, we've had it from our youngest age.
Me: that was then Tee, we didn't work or should i remind you... Well i called him Tee and he loved it.
Him: what happened to trying??
I looked down, i had no words..
Me: i have to sleep, please
I gave him a sympathetic look and he nodded.
Him: goodnight MrsPretorias.
He leaned over to me staring at me, i could'nt stop but stare back. His eyes were still blue like, his hands touched my face soflty, i could feel his breath. He came closer and our heads came in
contact, i closed my eyes slowly waiting for him to kiss me already but he did the opposite. He whispered in my ear
" aint gonna kiss you when you've just kissed him".. i just became irritated, he kissed my forehead and turned away.
That was embarrassing. " what was i thinking??" I yelled at myself until i realised that my phone had been ringing. I found Two missed calls from James and a message written " i love you Mrs me"" i just cried... was i suddenly having mixed emotions. Within minutes i was already in Disneyland……
Tittiitittttitit"the alarm made an irritating sound, it is 6am and im still sleepy. I woke up any way and make my bed. I make my way to the bathroom. I do my business , walking back to my room i already find my school uniform on the bed, i sigh in relief. immediately i start wearing it and fix my hair. I take my school bag and head downstairs. Beauty is already up.
Me: morning
Her: morning sweety, what would you like for breakfast??
Me: cornflakes will do, im already late, and my car will be in 10.
Her: oh they didn't tell you
I raise my eyebrows
Me: what
Her: Mr Pretorias will be taking you to school for the whole week. I chuckle
Me: no ways
Just then he comes down smiling like some stupid teenanger after seeing her crush.
Him: morning beauties
I just nod while beauty say it out loud
Her: morning to you too.
Him: you ready??
This is really happening. I look at beauty who winks at me.
Me: just a few minutes.
I eat my cornflakes anyway, my parents are driving me nuts.
Me: you dont have to drive me you know.
I try and take my chances though i know he wont agree
Him: i want to.
He smiles
We go out and he takes my school back, like wtf??
Me: i can carry my own bag mr
Him: i know you can babe.
I just roll my eyes.
The drive was not really fun cause i was trying to ignore him and i resisted on having a conversation with him. We are 2minutes away from school when he decides to open his small like beautiful pinkish mouth.
Him: so about yesterday
He stops and look at me and i just look away.
Him: im sorry i know i shouldn't have come to your room without letting you know, just that i wanted to be with you, i ve missed you Emily.
He sounds so honest
Me: it okay, yesterday is a past now can i get off?
Him: yeah, see you in a few hours
Me: dont you have something to keep you busy, i mean i can just manage with my taxi .
Him: no I m gonna fetch you sweetheart,aint no girl of mine gonna take a taxi while im here.
I just nod and get out. Nina is already waiting for me at the gate, she look suprised.
Me: please close your mouth already
Nina: b***h what the f**k you playing at Me: not me my parents bro
She laughs so hard
Nina: so they still want you to marry him Me: do i have to say it out loud??
Nina : woo dont get bitchy with me aint the one marrying you off
Me: you not being funny..
Nina: at least he is handsome
I laugh, she is never serious
Me: i know but James is my love
Nina: and your families doesn't get along
Me: but we love each other, it even hurt
Nina : babe your life could make millions i mean it happening write a movie..
Me: you so stupid.
We rush to our classes and soon it afternoon. Im praying he doesn't come but yay he is here, he is not even 5 minutes late.
Me: bye babe see you tomorrow
Nina: tommorow love
We hug each other and part ways.
Me: hey you early
Trevor: you cant keep the queen waiting.
I smile i dont know why i did that, he just makes me do things unexpectedly.
Trevor : you dont want something
Me: im good
Trevor : remember how addicted you were with sweets
Me: and you always stop me
He laughs
Trevor : they weren't healthy, couldn't watch my future wife getting unhealthy.
Me: nice, your future wife neh
Trevor : yeah my future wife.
We outside my house and when im about to get in my phone rings, he is behind me so when i look at it he can see the caller
too. It written James…..im still trying to figure out if i should or not take it when he disturbs me.
Trevor : answer it you dont want to keep James waiting right. I look at him and nod. I answer it still going inside.
Me: mmhn hey
James : my love
Immediately my heart just warm up, that the effect he has on me, his voice makes it all alright. I love this man of mine.
Me: you just had to make me blush
James : i live to make you happy babe
Me: how was school
James : not complaining love, for you?
Me: just normal baby
James : so I'm gonna see you today?
Me: not possible baby, maths need my attention
James : okay sweetheart i will call you later then.
Me: i love you baby
James : i love you my heart.
As Soon as we finish talking i take off my uniform and put on my shorts And tshirts, i marched to the kitchen since im starving. Trevor is watching tv and the house looks empty.
Me: where is everyone
Him: they had to leave, business you know..
Me: myparents??
Him: all of them
Wow so no one cared enough to let me know, mom and dad are selfish.
Me: so it’s only us
Him: yes cupcake
He smiles and i just make my way to the kitchen. Beauty is making whatever she is making.
Her: you look devastated
Me: i hate living here, cant wait to go away.
He smiles and brush my chicks
Her: hate is a big word nana
Me: they always make decisions for me SisBee, im tired.
Her: shhhh dont put it in your heart you still young, now let me make you something to eat.
I nod and within minutes i have eaten and locked myself in my room. Well i hate studying reason being i concentrate during classes and that alone makes me pass with distinctions that my parents never see to be enough. I hear someone knocking on my door, please dont be Trevor, i say a lil prayer. I get up and open and im not suprised, he makes his way in without asking me.
Him: thought we could talk
Me: i dont want to talk Tee
Him: i love it when you call me that
Me: i know dummy
Him: im sorry
I look at him confused
Me: for what exactly
Him: giving up on you on us babe i made a mistake
Me: Tee it wasn't working you saw it too
Him: but we were once happy,we can still be
Me: i cant im happy, i have a boyfriend that i love.
Him: this is about us i dont know why you even talking about him Me:but he is already involved and. ..
He doesn't let me finish instead he smashed his lips on mine. I wanna stop but my mind tells another story. I reply making him touch me,his lips taste good i can kissallday, hepullsmecloser to him and kisses my neck, i feel things, im reminded of how i felt when we were together. He then stops and touch my lips soflty looking me with his beautiful sexy eyes..
Him: i love you Emily
I look down, i dont know what im feeling.Im not supposed to have feelings for him. I love James and that's it.
Me: im tired, i wanna rest
He takes my hand and kiss it. I feel the rush in my body but i choose to ignore it. I can't believe i might be falling for him.can it be a friday already!!!
Trevor : see you during dinner
Me: yeah.
He goes out and i just pinch myself. What happening with me. I take my phone and call Nina and she answers at the second ring
Nina: my baby
Me: im cruel my friend
Nina: you didnt dump James did you??,babe the guy loves you.. you better apologies..
I find myself laughing, she just had to jump into conclusions.
Me: no man i kissed him
Nina: who??
Me: You can be so dump somtimes
Nina : so you ashamed of saying his name now or you gonna feel something.
I chuckle
Me: no im not, it was a mistake i know it was.
She laughs and i dont know what funny
Nina : how is it a mistake if you replied and enjoyed it.
Me: who said i enjoyed it
Nina: you didnt have to say love.
Me: i gotta go, need to clear my mind
Him: dont hurt him, he loves you
Me: who??
She laugh so hard i can imagine her face right now
Nina : Look who is stupid, who is your man kanti
Me: James
I say it in a low tone.
Her: just makeup your mind doll.
I drop the call and get in my covers. Im so in deep s**t, i dont wanna hurt James, he is my love but same i dont want to hurt Tee, im destined to be with him. I may not want him but somewhere somehow my body does. It react to his attention and i hate it.