shattered

Marriage they say isnt a bed of roses, I want a marriage with Bed of roses. I want to love and be loved back in return. I want to make love only with the Most beautiful woman on Earth, my very first love. We met in High school and luckily we Married My name is Austin Charles, Am 32 years and I am a certified Doctor and my Beautiful wife is Charity Charles, she's a Model. we have been married for 3 years now. Actually my Woman is from a Rich background, I still look back to the moments we spent together before we got married. What a beautiful and Intelligent Woman I fell in love with. We both are very successful in our carriers. I have got the biggest Hospital in the city and I have so many professional Doctors that work for me. And my wife owns a Modelling school. she has win so many awards and am super proud of her She has refused to give me Babies and I don't want us to get into more fights so I pretend to be comfortable with her decisions. She is a Queen and I don't want to stress her for any reason so I got her a Maid, Grace thats her name. Our house is a Mansion, we have got a very large compound with a beautiful garden in it. The garage got so many expensive and beautiful cars in it. We have got a pool, where we go to relax and have fun. Our Sitting room and bedroom is a paradise on Earth, actually a unique one We actually have a perfect home, Although we still give each other some silent attitude. We used to have a perfect s*x life. I don't mind making love to her every single night of my life, we can actually make love in the toilet, the bathroom, the kitchen. I can still remember when we even had s*x in the toilet of an eatry we went to eat Lunch. Shes a very nasty and sexy woman. lets talk about my s*x life later I still dont get it how Our marriage became this bad and ugly. I dont get to see my woman, and it seemed like a crime asking for s*x from my own wife. Well I turn to be busy in the hospital and after work I hand out with my friends to relieve myself some stress. Then am back home to an empty Apartment, with just Grace in it, and she might be fast asleep or either waiting for us to come home And this day Grace was watching a movie when I got back, she greeted and I was heading straight to the bedroom ''she isn't back yet'' I asked her, "no sir" she replied. looking at me one can tell am not a happy Man but it doesn't matter am used to it Took a warm shower and fell deeply asleep. The next day its morning, go for a run, get back home,get dressed for work, have a cup of coffee and go back to work same Routine almost every single day