The Alpha’s Rejected Mate

Chapter5

Silver's POV

This was my first ever being kissed and no one ever told me it felt this good.well, no one could possibly have since everyone thinks I'm cursed, and somehow, i think so too.

My legs are numb and shaky. his lips are so soft against mine, making it really hard for me to maintain my composure.

My hands rest on his rock hard chest, i don't need anyone to tell me how toned he is under the shirt. I can just imagine how good he'd look without his shirt on.

What the f**k is wrong with me??!!

He's being gentle, which is something I'd least expect from him and I wonder if he can tell how inexperienced i am seeing as I'm unable to return the kiss rather i stand there like a log of wood.

He sucks gently on my upper and lower lip, his head bobbing up and down, swaying left and right. my knees feel so weak right now and I can't even count how many times I've squirmed in only a few seconds. am I the only one this happens to because of a kiss? or I'm just weird...

Realization suddenly hits me. I'm kissing alpha Lucian!!. Well, technically he kissed me but whatever!. This man is the same devil I've been hearing about for years. First he buys me from my pack, then he says he's not making me his maid, and now he's kissing me!.

Who knows what he'll say or do later...maybe turn me into his own personal s*x slave ..or worse!!!.

I'm just about to pull away but he beats me to it. "Their just as soft as i thought they'd be" alpha Lucian speaks. his fingers lingering on his lips and his eyes fixed on mine.

Did i hear him right? that's the first compliment I've gotten in years. I'm always either body shamed or insulted or I'm forced to listen to alpha Damien's lustful words.

He pulls away from me creating more space between us. "Put your things together and make yourself at home, it'll soon be time for dinner" he tells me and before I can even speak, he turns around and walks away.

I'm unable to move for a few seconds trying to register everything that has happened since I got here.

It didn't take too long to unpack my stuff. I only had a few clothes after all. a good reminder of how miserable I am. Dad never bought anything for me, neither did mom because she wasn't allowed to.

Everything they did was always in favour of Tiffany. It wasn't any different when we were younger and when I grew past the age i should have gotten my wolf but still didn't, things only got worse.

They barely gave me any money so I had to take care of myself in the way I could. most of my clothes were worn out while some were now too tight they barely even fit. I had no make up as well along with all the girly girly stuff my sister had.

Her clothes wouldn't even fit me because I have a more thicker body than she does, but i damn well know that even if they did, she'd rather burn them than to let me have them. that's just an example of how much she despises me.

I had to make due with what I have. All I can do is hope that my life will change for the better soon enough.

I'm drawn out of my thoughts stray when I hear a knock on the door. "come in" i say, a little curious about who it is. the door opens and an old looking maid walks in with her head low. she looks like she's in her late 50's or so.

"Good evening ma'am" she greets and I nod in response feeling a little bit uncomfortable and uncertain with the way she addressed me...it's not something I'm used to.

"Alpha Lucian has asked me to call you down for dinner" she continues. "ohh... okay...I'll be down in a moment" i reply curtly. "okay ma'am" she replies.

aarrggh! again with the ma'am!! you're older than me for f**k's sake!

She bows, turns around and walks out of the room closing the door behind her. I'm a bit nervous to see Lucian after what happened a while ago, but if he can play cool and act like nothing happened, then so can I.

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Lucian's pov:

I'm just coming out of the restroom when someone bumps into me in a hurry.I hold on to the person to keep them from falling. "You should be careful kitten" I tell the gorgeous looking lady in front of me. due to her height, I'm looking straight down at her as I'm towering over her.

She has a tray in her hand with some pancakes and a cup of milk. I look back at her and notice she's staring. I also take in all of her features. With my hands on her arm, I can tell she's a bit thick. her dark brown hair tied into a messy bun, her big brown eyes standing out enhancing all her features along with her light pink and plump lips.

"I...uh..I'm sorry" she stutters, drawing me back to reality.

"And who are you?" i question. my hand stays fixed on her waist while the other goes up to lift her chin forcing her to look at me. she clears her throat, fixing her posture as if trying to gather courage.

"I should be asking you that, don't you think?" she shoots back. "I live here and I don't think I've ever seen you before".

I raise my brow in both amusement and surprise. She's quite sassy for a kitten.

"You amuse me kitten" i tell her, my grip tightening on her waist.

"That's not my name" she protest's almost immediately, trying to wiggle her way out of my hold but it's of no use. I'm about to ask her about her name when I notice the expression on her face change.

It's replaced with something like fear, sadness and it just makes me more interested in her. It's like she's lost in thought, thinking of something that's not so pleasant and I wonder what It could be.

My hand leaves her waist and goes up to her cheek caressing it softly. I can feel her body tense up from my touch. "You're not happy" i state bluntly and a frown suddenly forms on her face but is quickly replaced by shock when someone behind calls out the name "silver". which I guess is her's.

Oooh...she has a nice name too.

"What are you doing?" the voice draws nearer and Tiffany comes into light. The so called or soon to be Luna.. whatever, i couldn't care less. I noticed the eyes she's been giving me, trying to make advances at me right from the moment I walked into this house.

She's quite pretty though but too bad I'm not interested honey. she's fuckin engaged too! what do you want b***h?!. Well...I think I might just be interested in this little kitten, silver.

"I....I got hungry, please don't tell alpha Damien. I'm going back in now". she stutters... again!!. I mean what's with the stuttering? it's like she's always scared and always trying to pick her words carefully or something.

And what's that s**t about not telling Damien s**t?? fear is clearly visible in her eyes.

Someone better fill me in on what's going on here!.

"Alpha Lucian", pay no attention to her, she's no one. I'll take you back to the others", Tiffany tells me. but that's the exact opposite of what I want to do. for some reason, i want to pay more attention to her.

"There's something else I noticed. her eyes nearly fell out of their sockets when Tiffany said my name.

Could she be that scared of me?. I know all about the rumours that's been going round about me.

well.. their not actually rumours. I love it when people tremble whenever my name is being mentioned. how scared and submissive they are when I'm around, but it's a bit odd coming from her.In a way, it isn't pleasant nor fulfilling.

"Alpha Lucian" Tiffany calls out again.

wtf's with the high pitch?!!. it's getting on my nerves.

I maintain my composure stepping back from my little kitten.

"Sure" i reply, agreeing to follow her back .

She's beaming happily like I just agreed to walk with her through the aisle side by side, arm in arm.

pfft..you wish!

I can also see the dirty look she gives silver as if warning her of something.

My eyes dart back to silver's.

"She's coming with us" i finish my sentence.