KABANATA 34
I am so tired of all the ugly memories. I'd never forgotten the slightest detail of that night, and refusing to look back for so many years had done nothing to dim those memories. The heartaches of the past remains deep within my soul, embarked in my mind and tattooed in my heart.
I should forgive and forget, to move on. Madaling magpatawad pero ang lumimot hindi, dahil araw-araw akong dinadalaw ng bangungot ng nakaraan. Araw-araw akong iginugupo sa kalungkutan at hindi ko alam kung paano ito matatakasan. I want to completely move on and go on with my life pero sa tuwing nakikita ko siya, unti-unting bumabalik ang lahat.
"Saan naba sila banda?" I am rubbing my hands together. Hindi mapakali at kabado. Nakahanay kami rito sa labas, hinihintay ang pagdating nila. Kakatawag l
