Chapter 31Light flickers and dims inside me, fading into obscured blackness. In a dirty pane of glass, the wraithlike image of a shadow blurs like a stock-still photograph disappearing with age, time, memory. I see my face staring back at me. I touch the cold glass. I hear a snicker behind me, in the dark. I am too scared to ask, but I do anyway, “What do you want?” More laughter. Heckling. “Who are you?” No answer. Wind whistles through the woods. A salty smell wafts like decaying breath in my face. I close my eyes to the gentle tapping on my shoulder. Turn around. Look at me. “Why?” My voice is tired and heavy, lethargic. I sound drunk, sleepy like I have woken from a dream. But it does not feel like a dream. It is real. The ragged voice quells. The laughter stops, replaced wit

