Neighbourhood love

Its on a Friday night my mam comes in to my room.She seems restless which attracts my attention my mind swings about , maybe its my drunkard dad after all he bet up mam every day. "Cilia we are supposed to move from this place , your dad sold it and married another wife " this didn't sound realistic at first until i saw tears running from her eyes i took off my specs to see the real world ....and hugged my mam tightly she instructed me to pack my things as we were to live the next day .i didn't like the Idea thinking of the fact that i was to transfer to another school.The thought of being bullied messed up my mind but i had to accept change *** The new environment is cool the fact that near us is a rich neighbour .we have a very small house which is kinda old portraying our poverty life .i wish i was them they are happy and rich soon enough mam starts working there this was very embarrassing to me knowing that there was a teenage boy like me there ,not like i would wish to have him buuuuh we are not even of the same status. *** Night is finally here .long long day of moving in am tired as f** i just take my journal write some s**t*t and open my window to see the stars wishing i would shine like them one day