Love But Hate!

Chapter 8

"What are you doing here?" She asked me.

"I miss you, that is why I am here." I look at her and I push the door stronger, finally I enter her house along with Zac and Chace.

She laughed coldly, I know she doesn't believe me, and she shouldn't because no - I don't miss her at all.

"You know what will happen to anyone who touch or hurt Samantha don't you? But no, you have the courage to push her on that night."

She laughed coldly at me, "It is always been Samantha and Samantha! Why did you choose her over me?!"

"Because she is the one that I need even before I met you."

She smirks, "Yet you still push her and insult her."

"You don't have any right to say anything to me. I have my own reason." I walk towards her slowly and she move a step back whenever I walk to her.

She meets with a wall behind her and I trapped her. I cupped her face and lean in closer to her - to whisper the words I have wanting to say since yesterday.

"If you ever hurt her again, I will kill you - mark my words because you know I would do it in a heartbeat."

I release her and turn away - to walk away from her. Zac and Chace follow behind me.

"If this is in a movie, I will squeal and fall in love with you." Zac said while Chace smacked his head. I rolled my eyes and smack him on his chest. He groaned in pain and I ignore him. Well, I do work out and I have a black belt in taekwondo, so I bet it hurts.

"Where to?" Chace ask me.

"Yours." I said to him and slid into my car.

My car and Chace's left Yvonne's building heading to Chace penthouse. I am thinking what she is doing right now. I shook my head and sigh - she's back less than one month but here I am crazy about her.

I park my car in Chace's private carpark and slid out from my car. We ride the elevator and reach his floor.

I walk straight away to the kitchen and drink some water. I watch both of them sit on the couch, so I walk to them.

"What movie is that?"

"I don't know." Chace said. I rolled my eyes and lay down on his couch. I take my phone out from my pocket wanting to look for a message or call.

None.

She is fine I guess but not me – I am not fine. I miss her.

"You know Ryder won't say any words if you want her sister, right?" Chace asked.

I shook my head, "He once ask me to stay away from his sister. So, do you think he is going to change his mind?"

"Everyone can change Blade. If he doesn't want to take care of his sister, he wouldn't ask you to let his sister stay at you house."

I sighed and close my eyes, "I don't know."

Both of them, "We knew how much you love his sister, so you talk to him properly. I am sure he will understand."

"Whatever."

I went back home the next morning just before lunch and my house is so clean - I expect them to really thrash my house.

I chuckle at my own thoughts. I didn't see her in the living room and in the kitchen, so I am sure she is sleeping right now. I walk to her room and see her lying - so beautiful on the bed. I walk towards her and sit at the edge of the bed, looking at her.

I run my finger slowly on her hair and smile. I wish I could see this every day when I wake up. I want this - something that I wanted.

She moves a bit and I froze. She opens her eyes and I see that blue eyes - the one who always captivated me.

"What are you doing?" She asked me, rubbing her eyes - just like a little girl.

"I've developed a new hobby, watching you sleep."

She rolled her eyes and get up, sitting on the bed. Her shoulder met mine, “Go and freshen up. Let's have a brunch together."

She nodded, and I watch her walk slowly to the bathroom. I walk out from the room and start to find anything to cook.

Pasta. I start to boil the water and put some salt in it. After it boils, I put the pasta in it. I start to make the sauce for the pasta. After I have done, I scoop a bit and put it on the plate. I place it on the table and right after that - I saw her walking to the kitchen. I went to her and pick her up - making her seat on the chair.

"Wow, it smells good."

I wiggle my eyebrow and grin. She rolled her eyes and start to dig in. I watch her eat - the way she eats, the way her eyes close when she tastes it and I can't help but smile.

"This is so delicious." She said to me, smiling.

"Whenever you want this or pancake, tell me okay?"

She nodded and start to dig in again. I watch her while eating my own pasta. The elevator dinged snapped me out. I look at the person standing in front of the elevator.

Her brother.

I think I am going to lost her again, today. I stand up and walk to Blade, giving him a man hug.

"Let's eat together."

"Sure." We walk together, and I notice Samantha is looking at me and her brother.

"Are you okay sis?" She nodded, and Ryder move a bit giving her a hug. She smiles at her brother.

"So, how is your trip to Paris?" I asked Ryder but actually my real question is - why you come back so early?

"Fine. Interesting." I look at him and wiggle my eyebrow.

"Of course, when you went there with a pretty girl."

Ryder glare at me and my jaw drop. Samantha then look at me and smile.

"So, you have a girlfriend now brother?"

He looks at her and rolled his eyes. He gives me a sign of you're dead and I laugh. It is not my fault anyway. After the brunch, I go to her room and take her bag, giving it to Ryder. Samantha look at me and I smirk.

She gives me a hug which shocked me to death. "Thank you." She said. I look at Ryder and he didn't say anything.

"Welcome. Take care." I said to her, she pulled away from me and make her way out with her brother.

I want to hold her from walk away but I can't do anything, yet I stood there like a fool.

I sit down on the couch and damn I miss her already. I keep seeing her. Damn it.

Samantha's POV

After one week of holiday, I am back at my office and I'm sure there is a lot of work to do - not to mention the meeting.

I enter my room and sit on the big chair. I call for my secretary and she enter with her notes. Luckily, all the meeting will be held tomorrow so I need to do the paperwork today. I dismissed her and start doing my work.

I've done one of the paperwork, so I take a rest a bit. I still have half an hour till lunch. I turn my chair facing the big window - looking the scenery outside of the building.

He hasn't call me since the day I went back home. Is he okay? I know it has nothing to do with me but still I kind of miss him.

I sighed and close my eyes, but it hurts me though - thinking of our memories together. A knock on the door snapped me out of my thoughts. I turn around and see my secretary with a bouquet of roses.

I raised my eyebrow and she walk to me, placing the flower on the table.

"For you Ms Knight." I smile at her and she walk out from my room. I take the flower and notice there is card in between it.

I take it and open it, reading the three line of message.

I miss you

Take care.

Love, Blade. X

I can't help but smile. I guess he feels the same way as me.

I take my phone and text him, I have been wanting to do this a week ago but only today - I get the courage. I know I want it as much as he does.

Thank you for the flower even though you have been missing for one week.

I sent to him the message and I waited for him to reply, while waiting, I re-check my work even though I know I can't focus at all.

I think that's the way you're saying you miss me? I am in Italy for three months. See you when I am back. Xx

P/S: Don't miss me too much.

I rolled my eyes at his message and I read again. So, I am not going to see him for three months. Well, to think back - he is not someone special in my life. It didn't give me any meaning though.

Of course, I don't miss you. Bye!

I start to pack my things since I have a lunch with Xander. He had asked me yesterday for a lunch and dinner but I am too lazy to go out.

Stop lying and take care, don't flirt with anyone else. Can't wait to meet you. Xx

I didn't reply him anything and shove my phone in my handbag. I walk out from my room and head for a lunch.

One months and a half has passed, my life has been so dull. Since our last message, he didn't text me anymore and so did I. I do get a bouquet of flower on every Friday from him telling me how many weeks left for him to meet me.

I walk into my room and switch on the tv. I stripped off and walk to the bathroom - taking a quick shower. I have a long day at the office today - you know the meeting, the work and missing someone. Off topic!

When I am done, I choose a tank top and shorts. I walk to my bed taking a long the remote. I lean against the headboard of the bed and flip on the channel - wanting to find something to watch.

One channel caught my attention.

We haven't heard about Blade James Haford for long and now he is back with a beautiful Italian model known as Gianna, they both have been seen being so cosy and lovey-dovey at Coach Fashion Show. We wish you all the best! Hopefully, this will stay longer.

I shut down the tv and lay down on bed. Just one month ago, he even sent me a flower saying he miss me but now he is seen holding hand with a woman. He never changed!

And I am the stupid one to fall for him again. My phone vibrated, and I pick it up, notice it is a message from him - the jerk.

I just know about the news. She is no one. Just a friend.

I didn't bother to reply because he is lying again for sure. Why would I believe him, and I forget that he is a playboy? A playboy never change.

He is a jerk, and he will always stay like that. I switch off the lights and close my eyes. It is a long day for me today and I need a good sleep.

I woke up the next morning having a sore throat and headache. I don't think I can go to work today. I pick my phone and there's a lot of notifications, ten missed call and five message which delete - I don't bother to read because all of them coming from the playboy turn jerk.

I call my secretary and ask her whether I have a meeting today. She said none, so I told her that I'm not coming for work.

After telling her to reschedule my work, I hang up and lay back. I decide to take a bath and eat before I rest again. After fifteen minutes of showering, I am in the kitchen drinking orange juice and I decide to eat bread with a strawberry jam.

I just able to eat two bites and I can't go on anymore. I can't taste anything, so I eat a painkiller for my headache and I drank all of the juice, heading back to my room.

I pick a romantic movie to watch till I fall asleep. I woke up again because I feel one hands on my forehead.

I open my eyes and look at the one person who have been missing for one months.

"What are you doing here?" I ask him.

He cupped my face, but I pulled away slightly - I guess he get it that I don't want him to touch me, so he pulled away.

"You didn't answer my call and my text. So, I come back."

I laugh, coldly, "It is not important though, you don't have to explain."

"You are important and yes I have to explain because you are sick. It is not a coincidence, right?"

I rolled my eyes, "I sleep late and there's a lot of work at the office."

"I have heard you keep meeting Xander during lunch."

I look at him, jaw dropped. How did he know that?

"Of course. It is nice talking to him - he is nice, good look-"

He stops me from talking by kissing me. I can feel his soft lips, playing and tasting my lips. He traced my upper lips with his tongue. He kissed me so hard that I feel my heart will explode anytime and ever heard of the sparks you feel when you kiss the right person? I feel that.

I tried to pull away, but he pulled me closer to him. I can't help but kissing him, tasting him. No wonder woman loves him, he is good in kissing. I push the thoughts away and kiss him.

He holds my waist and pulled me closer to him. My hands on his hair, pulling it when he kisses me hard.

"Ehem."

Our kiss stopped, and I turn around, seeing my brother, Zac and Chace standing at the door. I push him away and he stood up. Both of us didn't say anything and I look down playing with my fingers.