Love But Hate!

Chapter 12

I walk into my office and damn early in the morning he already makes me smile. I sit on my chair, looking at that particular thing which stole my attention.

A bouquet of roses.

Have a nice day darling and I miss you so much.

Blade, Xxx

I rolled my eyes and keep the card along with other card he gives me in one box which I kept it in one of drawer which also a lock one.

I just meet him yesterday - having fun, cuddling and watching some movies though it ended up with me kissing him.

He is too hot for me to let go

I start doing my work and a knock on the door shocked me. I look up and see my brother is grinning ear to ear. I rolled my eyes and he sit down in front of me.

"Violet wants you to be her bridesmaid."

I smile, "Already told me."

He rubbed behind his neck - the one gesture he does whenever he wanted to ask something serious.

"You are not here to told me that. What's up?"

He looked at me and sighed, "I hope you are okay with him. I know he hurts you before but trust me - I know why he did it. I know he will take care of you. If he ever hurts you, tell me."

I smile, and I grab his hand on the table - holding it so tight. "Thank you Axe."

"You are welcome. Now get back to work. Don't let love stop you from doing some work."

"Right back at you." I stick out my tongue and he rolled his eyes - probably thinking how childish I am.

The lunch came by pretty quickly if you really immersed yourself in work. I have a date with my long missing friends and I have lots of thing to tell them.

I reach our usual restaurant twenty minute later, sitting down beside Kelly. They already ordered me a food - so we were waiting for it to be served.

"If you have anything to say Sam, then say it. Stop fiddling with your fingers like that." Daniela said.

I shot her a glare and she shrugged it off. Obviously, doesn't care.

"I spend time with Blade on the weekend and my brother kind of caught us together - not doing that thing. He approved us."

I said it really quick like I am rapping and when I look at each of them, their jaw almost dropped to the floor and giving me wide eyes.

I release a breath I am holding, and they scream what, causing all the customer in the restaurant were looking at us and trust me - we were almost getting kick out.

I put my fingers on my lips - asking them to slow down or at least shut up.

"Next?"

"He wanted to be serious with me, but I said to him - he can't get me that easily."

They clap their hands, "You do it right girl!"

The food being served so we stop talking for a while. They clap at me again, so I smirked and they asked me for a details - so I did. They squeal, keep saying my story is like a drama and even better than a chick flick.

I rolled my eyes at the statement. We finished our lunch and all of us needs to get back to our work, so we hug and promise to have a sleepover this coming weekend.

I went back to my office and my secretary, Denise is looking at me - she looks anxious.

"Denise, what's wrong?"

She sighed and point to my room, "Yvonne wanted to see you."

I take a deep breath and reassure her that I'll be fine. I enter the room and there she is standing in glory.

She turned around and give me the I want-to-destroy-you kind of smile making me shiver. I cover it well in front of her - showing her my confident.

"What do you want?"

"You seem to be so cozy, lovey-dovey with my ex-boyfriend huh?"

I rolled my eyes and sit down on my chair. She smiles and continue, "But what to do - just when he is done drop you at home, he called me."

I rolled my eyes at her story telling. I would give ten stars for the acting and if one thing I learn about Yvonne - no matter how convincing she looks. Never trust her.

"You don't believe me? Now take a look in the envelope. I just don't want you to get hurt."

She pulled out the chair, sit on it and cross her arms watching me open the envelope. I took out the photos and sighed.

If I don't know the real Yvonne, I will be heartbroken right now - crying and crying.

The photos surely had its own flaws.

One – she is the one who kiss Blade and he didn't do anything, like grab her by the waist.

Two - I can see Blade's hand on her shoulder, like trying to push her away.

Three - because I know she has been calling Blade for this few days and Blade doesn't answer his phone at all.

I chuckle and look at her, "I was hoping you would do more than this - I guess this is your limit huh?"

"I know you have been calling him for this past two days and he is getting annoyed. You don't come here giving me this picture and hope I am going to cry myself to sleep because no it is not going to happen."

I watch her face - disbelief, scared and worried plastered on her face.

I stand up suddenly - slam my hands on the table and lean closer to her.

"Don't try to push my limits Yvonne. I can do better than this. This is my last warning - now, get out from my room!"

She stood up and stormed off from my room. I sighed and look at the picture on the table.

I can't help but smirk.

Let's make Blade scared to death, eh?

Blade's POV

I'm waiting for you at your penthouse. We need to talk.

Imagine I get this when I just finished my last meeting of the day. I didn't wait and tell my secretary that I am heading home.

If you love a girl or woman - one thing would make you anxious, it is when they said we need to talk.

They are not in their kind and loving mode but they will turn to more dangerous person even a murderer will not be able to surpass them.

This is what I know.

So, when Samantha sends me the text, it freaks me out and this is the first time in my life – I am this freak out.

I step out from the elevator and saw Samantha sitting on the couch with her serious face and not to mention - crossing her arms on her chest.

I walk to her and kneel in front of her, "Are you okay?"

She didn't say anything and shove me the enveloped. I furrowed my eyebrow, but I take the envelope and sit beside her. She didn't look at me even once.

I open the envelope and take out whatever inside of it.

I gasped and run my fingers through my hair. This is ridiculous. I will kill her. I have gave her a warning not to disturb her and she did.

I put the photos back on the enveloped and sit down beside her.

"You believe it?"

Quiet.

Great. Not the kind of response I like. I hold her left hand and I look at her. I cupped her cheek and she turn to look at me.

"It is not true, Samantha Jane. I wouldn't hurt you like that." I said to her, wishing she would believe me.

"Then the photos? You can't say it is being edited."

I sighed, "I swear this is not true." I lift my left hand in front of her face.

"J for Jane. I tattoed it on my wrist. You want to know why? This is where it connects to my heart. You cut this off, I am dead. It is the same for you. You go away from me, I am dead."

She shook her head, "I'm just a toy, aren't I?"

I can feel my tears are coming down, I'm trying to hold it. "You're not a toy Samantha. Don't compare yourself to anyone. You mean much more to me than anyone else."

She pulled away from me, standing up. I look up and she try to walk away from me.

No, I can't ruin this. I finally get her.

I walk to her and wrapped her from behind. "Don't leave me Jane. You will make me die. I'm serious."

"I'm not worth it. You can have a woman better than me."

I groaned, feeling a pang of hurt in my chest. This is what heartbroken feels like. It is stabbing me too much that I don't think I can take it.

"I don't want anyone else other than you. You worth it. More than everything. I need you so much."

I can feel her body shaking or trembling - I couldn't tell. I can't think very well on this state.

She turned all of sudden and kiss me on my lips. She bites my lower lip causing me to groan. I continue to kiss when she decides to wrap her legs to my waist, so I bring her to the couch and lay her down while I am hovering her.

I kissed her so hard that I think I'm going to die because of the kissing.

I pulled away and look at her, I'm not sure how she feels right now.

"I'm sorry Samantha."

"How's my acting?"

Both of us said at the same time but I gasped. Is she playing some kind of pranks?

"You're teasing me?" I asked her again and she chuckled.

This is so embarrassing, so I hid my face on her neck.

"Do you think I'm stupid enough to believe her lies. I'm better than that but it worth it - I could hear to your confessions."

I groan and pull away my face from her neck, she smirked at me so I'm going to do this one thing.

Tickling.

She is laughing and begging me to stop but I didn't until her face turns red. She stops laughing but now giggling.

"Do I scare you off?" She ask me.

I sighed, "Yes you did."

"I'm sorry." She pecks my lips and I can't help but to smile.

"You know what, Haford - I think you going to get me less than three months if you keep confessing to me."

Remember the bet I make with her when I said I could get her in one day? Well, she is playing hard to get and she actually dare me to do anything I can since she will give me three months for me to get her. I smirk and pulled away because certain part of my body are reacting so crazily, wishing I could do her.

"Your punishment is you have to stay with me for the night." I said to her. She tapped her chin with her fingers and nodded.

I grab her hand and pulled her to my room. Once we enter the room, I let go of her hand and she sit on my bed. I went to my closet and take a white t shirt with words Mine in front of the shirt and black boxer.

“You can change.” I kiss her forehead and leave her so that she could take her shower.

I went to the kitchen wanting to cook something easy and fast, so I end up calling for pizza delivery.

Since I'm calling from Haford's building it will be so fast. I want to check out on my dear darling, so I knock the door. I heard a distant come in from the room, so I enter.

I walk to her and hug her - she used my body shower and shampoo. Right, there is no woman's toiletries here.

"You smell so nice." I said to her.

"You're stink." She said to me, so I pulled away and pout a bit.

"Take a shower because I want to cuddle with you." I smile at her statement, so I kissed her forehead, making my way to the bathroom.

After ten minutes, I step out from the room with black t-shirt and grey sweatpants. I walk to the living room and saw her lying on the couch with two large pizza on the table.

I walk to the kitchen, take a plate and went to her. I sit down on the floor in front of her. She sits down in Indian style and hug me from behind.

I put the pizza on one plate and pass to her. She kissed me on the cheek and start to devour the pizza. I follow her, eating while staring at her.

After a very delicious and super-full dinner, I cuddle with her on the couch with her back on my front. There's a lot for me to take tonight.

I'm not the person to cuddle but with her - I love it. She gives me this warm feeling that no one ever give.

Her phone vibrates, and she pick it up, just notice it is a text from a private number.

I pulled away from her and both of us sit on the couch quietly. She's hugging me while I read the text again.

You're not going to be safe. Watch your back.

I screenshot the text and send it to my number. I take my phone on the table and make a call to my man.

"Meet me tomorrow."

I end the phone call and switch off my phone along with hers. I turn off the tv and pick her up in bridal style - bringing her to my room. I lay her down and I slid into the bed with her.

She hugged me again and I let her. I can feel she's trembling, and this make me angry - no beyond angry.

I rub her back, said soothing words to her. I don't know it works or not, but I hope it did.

"You're going to be fine, love. I'll make sure of that."

I keep repeating that over and over again until I feel her steady breathing.

I'll find that person no matter how and they have a price to pay for scaring her like this.