Locked in a relationship

MY NAME IS SOFIA I AM 17 YEARS OLD I LOVE DOGS LOVE PETS LOVE OUR KINDS OF PETS THAT WE LOVE MOSTLY MY MOM BECAUSE I LOST MY DAD AT THE AGE OF FIVE . MY ONLY WISH IS TO MAKE MY MOTHER PROUD OF ME AS TO DO EVERYTHING POSSIBLE TO MAKE HER HAPPY. I THOUGHT EVERYTHING I EVER WISHED FOR WAS EVER GOING TO COME MY WAY UNTIL I MET THIS GUY CALLED DENNIS IN HIGH SCHOOL . DENNIS WAS ONE OF THE MOST FINEST GUYS OR SHOULD I SAY THE MOST HANDSOME GUY IN OUR HIGH SCHOOL. ALL GIRLS CRUSHED ON HIM EXCEPT ME .I AM YET TO FOCUS ON MY STUDIES AND MAKE MY MOM PROUD NOT KNOWING THAT THIS PARTICULAR DENNIS, EVERY GIRL'S DREAM HAD A CRUSH ON ME. DENNIS ALWAYS TRY TO FRUSTRATE ME BECAUSE WE BOTH OF US ARE IN THE SAME CLASS. YOU TRIED GETTING MY ATTENTION LIKE EVERY WAY TO PROTECT ME BUT ME I I'M THERE IN SCHOOL TO FOCUS ON MY STUDIES . I WANT JUST TO MAKE MY MOM HAPPY AND IF NOT WAS HAPPY I AM ALSO HAPPY WASN'T THAT AT THE AGE OF FIVE IS NOT A SMALL THING LIKE MOM HAD TO TAKE CARE OF ME RIGHT FROM WHERE I WAS 5 YEARS TAKING CARE OF A 5-YEAR-OLD CHILD TO SHE IS 17 IS NOT AN EASY THING SHE WAS WALKING OUT THE NANNY FOR SO MANY PEOPLE PEOPLE LOOK DOWN ON HER ALSO LOOKED DOWN ON ME THINKING I WILL NEVER MAKE IT IN LIFE BUT EVERYTHING IS NOT ABOUT MONEY BUT ABOUT SENSE CREATIVITY AND HOW TO MAKE THAT MONEY WELL DENNIS WAS FROM A RICH FAMILY EVEN THOUGH HE DOESN'T REALLY HAVE A MOM BECAUSE HE LOST HIS MOM WHILE SHE WAS GIVING BIRTH TO HIM SO THIS IS THE ALWAYS SON OF MIXED OUR WORLD HE LEAVES IN A LUXURIOUS HOUSE HAS NOTHING TO DO A SET BEING THIS ROOM PLAYING GAMES ROOM AND EAT EAT AND EAT. I DID WISH I COULD HAVE THAT KIND OF LIFE BUT I CAN'T NOT UNTIL I MAKE MY MOM PROUD. MOST OF MY FRIENDS HAVE TOLD ME SO MANY TIMES THAT THEN IS HAVE A CRUSH ON ME BUT I NOT THE KIND OF PERSON THAT BELIEVES IN CRUSH FIRST LOVE OR LOVE AFFAIRS LIKE SO I DIDN'T REALLY THINK THAT SERIOUSLY UNTIL THE DAY ME AND THEN IS WHERE PAIRED UP IN A PARTICULAR GROUP TO DO A PROJECT HE IS A COMPUTER GURU I SWEAR I MEAN NO NOTHING ABOUT COMPUTER ALL I REALLY KNOW IS SCIENCE ART A LITTLE BIT OF SPACE THAT'S ALL BUT DENNIS WAS A COMPUTER GURU KNOWS A LOT ABOUT COMPUTER IF NOT EVERYTHING ABOUT COMPUTER SO I LIKED IT AS HE WHAT'S MY PARTNER.MOST GIRLS REALLY WANTED HIM TO BE THEIR PARTNER BECAUSE THE MOST HANDSOME BOY IN THE FULL HIGH SCHOOL COULD BE WITH ME SO MOST PEOPLE WERE JEALOUS BUT SAYING THAT I DID LIKE IT AS THEY WERE JEALOUS BUT I REALLY DIDN'T FOCUS ON LOVE OR DENNIS. AFTER THE PROJECT ME AND THEN IS DUE TOGETHER THEN I STARTED TALKING TO HIM HE BECAME FRIENDS AND EVEN CLOSER THAT FRIENDS LIKE MY BEST FRIEND. WE THINKING WE ARE VERY CLOSE UNKNOWN TO ME AND THEN IS THAT OUR PARENTS WERE WAY CLOSER THAN US MY MOM AND HIS DAD WERE CLASSMATES BACK AT THEIR HIGH SCHOOL AND NOW ME AND THEN IS BUT ALSO CLASSMATES AT OUR HIGH SCHOOL MY MOM AND HIS DAD HAVE BEEN WAY LONG FRIENDS THEY HAD BEEN CHAT WITH FRIENDS BEFORE THEY SEPARATED AFTER THEIR HIGH SCHOOL. ON A PARTICLE DAY MY MOM SAW DENNIS DAD AND THEY HAD A LONG DISCUSSION ME ORDINARY THINKING MAYBE THERE ARE BUSINESS PARTNERS IN A PARTICULAR BUSINESS OR MY DAD WAS HIS BUSINESS PARTNER AND LEARNED ME THEY WERE CLASSMATES I FINALLY FOUND OUT AFTER ALL ALONG DISCUSSION I ASKED DENNIS IF HE KNEW MY MOM BUT HE SAID HE DIDN'T THAT THIS WHAT'S THE FIRST TIME OF HIM SEEING MY MOM. GETTING HOME MY FAVORITE TOLD ME THE STORY OF HOW BOTH OF THEM MET THAT THEY WERE CLASSMATES LONG AGO AND NOW HE'S OFTEN OUT HER JOB TO COME AND WALK IN HIS OFFICE AS HIS BUSINESS PARTNER. ORIGINALLY THOUGHT THAT THAT WILL BRING ME AND DENNIS FRIENDSHIP TOGETHER SINCE OUR PARENTS WERE SO CLOSE IT CAN LEAD TO US BEING CLOSE BUDDY. MY MOM DID START THE BUSINESS WHICH IS THAT BUT I DIDN'T FIND OUT THAT MY MOM'S LOVE FOR ME WAS BEING SHARED OUT TO SOMEONE ELSE WHICH IS DENNIS DAD, I DON'T REALLY LIKE IT AT FIRST UNTIL I FOUND OUT MY MOM WAS HAPPY WITH HIM SO I DECIDED TO LET IT BE. DENNIS ALSO NOTICE THAT HIS FATHER HAS BEEN HAPPY SINCE MY MOM STARTED WORKING WITH HIS DAD. WELL ME AND THEN IS OUR FRIENDSHIP STICK CONTINUED AND WE WERE BECOMING MORE CLOSER TO THE DAY I REALLY FOUND THAT THE DENTIST WAS CRUSHING ON ME. THEN YOU TOLD ME HE'S FEELINGS BUT SINCE I HAD LIKED HIM AS A FRIEND AND NOTHING MORE THAN THAT IT DIDN'T REALLY FEEL LIKE LOVE TO ME SO I STARTED AVOIDING HIM I LIKE OUR FRIENDSHIP TO BE FRIENDS LIKE FRIENDS NOTHING MORE THAN THAT I TOLD HIM SO BUT I SAID THAT I TOO HAS FEELINGS FOR HIM I REALLY DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I DECIDED ASKING MY FRIENDS OR WHAT TO DO BECAUSE I STARTED FEELING LIKE I DO HAVE FEELINGS FOR DENNIS BUT THINKING ABOUT IT MY FRIENDS DO HAVE A CRUSH ON HIM THEY'RE REALLY CLEAN THAT I SHOULD ENTER THE RELATIONSHIP BUT I DON'T REALLY FEEL LIKE I NEED A RELATIONSHIP LIKE NOW. SO I DECIDED TO TELL OR COUNSELOR ONLINE. I THOUGHT IT COUNCIL ABOUT THE WAY I FELT AND SO THAT TO EXPLAIN IT FOR ME IF IT'S CALLED LOVE OUR FIRST SIGHT OF LOVE AFTER BEING FRIENDS FOR SO LONG I SAID THAT HOW WE BOTH MET HOW WE STARTED TALKING HOW HE CONFESS THIS FEELINGS FOR ME AND I DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT TO DO BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE I STARTED LOVING HIM TO BUT MY MOM AND HIS DAD ARE SO CLOSE SO I THINK IF WE START DATING OR IF WE RELATIONSHIP IT WILL FALL MY MOM AND HIS DAD'S RELATIONSHIP I TELL YOU TO FEEL THAT MY MOM DO LOVE IS DAD AND HIS DAD ALSO LOVES MY MOM I REALLY WANTED TO TELL HIM BUT I THOUGHT YOU WILL FIGURE IT OUT HIMSELF. SO THE COUNSELOR TOLD ME OR WHAT TO DO SHE TOLD ME I FEEL TELLING MY FEELINGS BUT I REALLY DON'T KNOW HOW TO CONFESS MY FEELINGS FOR HIM. THE NEXT DAY I DIDN'T REALLY SAY IN SCHOOL SO I WENT TO THIS HOUSE TO FIND HIM OH MY GOD HIS HOUSE WAS HUGE THAT WAS HIS FIRST TIME I WAS REALLY GOING TO HIS HOUSE. FIRST TIME AFTER A LONG LONG TIME .THE FIRST TIME I REALLY DID GO TO HIS HOUSE WAS THE DAY HIS DAD AM I MORE MET I DIDN'T REALLY ENTER THE HOUSE I WAS IN SO THE CAR PLAYING VIDEO GAMES ON MY PHONE EVEN THOUGH I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO PLAY VIDEO GAMES. I WAS REALLY DOING THAT TO AVOID THEM BECAUSE IT WAS THAT BOY THAT ALWAYS FRUSTRATES MY LIFE.