Our Incomplete Love

"Please forget me, i got married." he said in a higher pitch making me flinch and left leaving me alone to face the reality. I am shocked to listen these words from the one who said he loved me, cared for me and proposed me for marriage and i blindly believed in him. Now i am completely lost. I can't think anything. My mind is fuzzy with various thoughts. What do I have to do now. I want that care,love and warmth. I'm gonna miss him for life... I can't live without him. Without him my life feels empty. I gathered myself and started walking. Every one knows about us. How can I face them ? How can I walk infront of his friends ? How can I survive without him ? I can't go home like this. My mamma will easily find out that something is bothering me and I can't disclose the biggest secret of my life with her. I can't say that I manipulated her all these time. I can take her anger but I can't take her hatred. Oh god! what have I done? Why does my selection for the first in life went wrong? perfectly wrong.