Still, V

“What were you thinking?” She circles her hand in her face as a gesture against me. I can really see how furious she was when I told her what happened last night. I swirl my coffee, not a sip of it ever since I ordered it. Gosh the ice is melting. “I dunno” and let a sigh. She groaned and rolled her eyes at me. I can sense that any minute now she will curse at me or walk out from here. “Think Chaste. Think.” While pointing at me. I grabbed her hand and put it down, because I don’t know, I just really don’t care. I look at her and give a faint smile. I sip my coffee with melted ice. I don’t like the taste this, it tastes like s**t. Still I paid for this and I have to consume it. I gave a big sigh “Jenna, if you were me, what will you do?” I look at her while still sipping my coffee. I really don’t know what were she thinking by now, how angry she was to me and how should I act with all of this. “I’ll kill myself.” She said without flinching, as if she really wanted me dead. “Kay.”