BLOODY BRIDE

january 27 1997 what a beautiful morning to wake up hearing the rain drops and watching leaves that falling here i am still fighting with my inner self wether to stand up or continue laying here in my bed, After a minute of discussion with my self i finally decide to make my meal .. Im on my way to surprise my fiance at his home i need to give him his favorite lasagna that i made earlier, i finally arrive in his house, I was about to knock on his door when i suddenly hear a noise coming from his room, so i decide to stay still for a while and just listening the noise that i heard 'baby stop your hand! Stop kissing me' my knees are shaking for what i hear, i'm doing so much of control for my body not to fall i am sure that voice is from a woman who is obviously flirting with my man, i wanted to go inside and confront them but i suddenly turn backward toward my car and decide to go home, inside my car i am so mad, cry hard and so hurt that my hand can't even move to start the engine, i went home like nothing happen i don't even call him to confront because i know just like before he will denied, yeah just like before 2yrs ago he cheated on me too and i forgive him, 8 yrs being in a relationship i cannot bare to loose him but i know this time i wiser and better, ... Morning routine again wake up hearing with rain drops but this time the vibe of the rain is causing me so much pain, I heard a car stop by at my yard and i know it's my fiance, i don't know how to face him after last night encounter i don't know if i can manage to control my self to pretend that everything is fine but i have too because our wedding is coming, Knock...knock..' honey? Honey? Im outside..' i heard him say, I stand up and fix my self and went to the door to open for him i compose my self with wide smile Oh! Hi honey what makes you visit this early? My question to him, 'oh, i just miss you so bad' he said while touching my shoulder, Come in honey I'll just prepare our breakfast, ...