After an hour i arrive at my place i run to my room and cry so hard, MOm? I need you now i wanted to see you now Mom, please i need you now, i said while crying so hard, i cry so hard that made me fall asleep,
I wake up with so much pain in my heart i grab my phone and it's already 8 o'clock in the evening, i am still laying in my bed with so much idea running in my mind when suddenly my phone ring
It's my fiancee who is calling me i answer it like i know nothing
Yes? Hello? I said
'honey? I just call to ask if you are ok?'
Yeah im fine, i said with a cold tune
'you want me to come over?'
No need hon, i just wanna rest, i said and i dont wait him to answer i off the call right away.
I can't sleep so i decided to go out to relax for a moment i went down towards the kitchen to drink a water when that knife that my mom give to me caught my attention i dont know why but holding this knife is so relaxing so i go outside and went to my car while holding the knife i put the knife in a right pocket side of my car and start the engine, my plan is to relax i keep on driving when i spot a bar so i decided to go inside and just enjoy for a moment, i am just all alone i got no friends since my mom died i stop talking to people even in school and even in my work place there are lot of people trying to talk to me and be my friends but i prohibited that idea, well i can say that my fiancee is the exception we meet in a beach he work hard just to be part of my life it took him 1yr before i said yes to him we we're just like those other couples our first 3yrs in a relationship was going so well he was the ideal man for me, untill our 5th anniversary he first cheated on me yes he cheated on me on our 5th anniversary but still i forgive him because i cannot imagine life with out him he was all i got i was too afraid of lossing him and that cheating happen again over and over again and still i always forgive him,
And back to my senses i finally arive at the bar so i went out to my car to go inside the bar i am just at the front side of the bar i order a cup of tequila my eyes just rooming around when i familiar face caught my attention
I saw my fiancee's other woman again she look