MULI MONG ANGKININ

Prologue “I-Ikaw?”/“You again!” Agad nag salubong ang aking kilay sabay sa pag init ng aking ulo ng muli kong makita ang lalaking bigla na lang nag laho ilang taon na ang naka lips. “Oo ako, and so? May problema ba?” Haller kung hindi lang dahil sa nangyare samin years ago ay iisipin ko ng isa s'yang bakla. “Wala naman. Mag punta raw ako rito sabi ni ma'am Glendale.” Sagot ko sakanya na napa taas kilay. He clear his throat before uttering another words again. “I see. Ikaw ang magiging personal maid ni Deious.” He said. “Deious who?” I asked “Mama mo blue.” He replied that makes me want to tear his body into pieces. “Ewan ko sa'yo Ivan.” Tumawa siya ng malakas na wari'y tagumpay s'ya sa pang iinis sa'kin. “Hmm, wala si Deious e ako lang andito. Pwede bang ako na lang? Ako na lang ulit, ako na lang piliin mo.” He said and grab my waist. “Pinag sasabi mo d'yang t@nga ka?” Kung pwede ko lang siyang itapon palabas, bakit hindi? Kaso hindi pwede kahit papaano ay may pinagsamahan pa rin naman kami. “Chill baby ang init ng ulo mo ah. Baka naman namimiss mo lang mga yakap at halik ko?” Aniya at kaunti na lang ay magdidilim na paningin ko sakanya at ano mang oras ay malilimutan ko na kung ano s'ya sa akin. “Pwede ba Ivan manahimik ka! Kung wala si Sir Deious pwede bang paki turo na lang kung saan ang magiging kwarto ko?” Weird napaka laki ng bahay ni Sir Deious pero si Ivan lang ang nandito, asan ba ang mga maids niya? “Okay as you wish baby.” He said. “And please Ivan stop calling me baby walang tayo, hindi naging tayo.” He smiled bitterly before walking as he guide me to my room. After a few minutes we reach the third floor of the mansion. We stop in the room with black door. “Your room?” I asked and he smiled. Napaka bipolar naman ng lalaking ito. “Our room Enid.” He replied as he turn his gaze on mine and grab me closer to him then he pinned me on the wall. His eyes was soft as if it's been buried in past pain and even it was already past he can't still get over with it. “Move away Ivan hindi ako tulad ng mga babae mo. Nandito ako para mag trabaho so pleas—” I didn't finish my words when I feel his soft lips pressed in mine. It's like my world suddenly stop and all I can hear was my heart loud heartbeats. Kahit nasa loob ay mabibingi na ata ako sa lakas ng kabog ng puso ko. “ Ugh~ stop Ivan.” I try not to moan yet, I failed cause my d@mn body is about to collapse on his arm by just his simple touch. “ I missed you. I misses you a lot Enid. Sobrang pangungulila ko sa'yo.” He said and I can sense his sincerity. Pumatak ang luha niya habang humahangos at hawak ng kamay niya ang aking pisnge. Ramdam ko ang bigat sakanyang dibdib. And my heart was been logging for him. Kahit ako man— sobrang miss ko s'ya. “ Ivan. ” I called his name as I gently caresses his face. Nag tama ang aming mga mata kasabay ng sunggab niya ng mainit na halik. Tuluyan na ngang nanlabot ang aking tuhod at bumigay na sa kanyang mga haplos. “ Ivan~ ohh~” I gasps and m0an ng pumaloob sa damit ko ang kanyang kamay at marahas na minasahe nag malambot kong dibdib. Ramdam na ramdam sa bawat galaw niya ang pananabik at pang gigigil. Even I, gustong gusto ko na muli siyang maramdaman kahit saglit lang. Yes I'm mad at him but, what can I do if my heart is still shouting his name. “ I miss you a lot Enid, let me own you even just this once. Hayaan mong iparamdam ko sa'yo ang pangungulilang naipon na. Paki usap hayaan mong angkinin kita kahit saglit lang Enid.” Muli niyang saad. At bilang tugon ay ako na mismo ang naghûbad ng aking sapl0t na malugod naman niyang dinulugan. I don't know what comes to my mind to let him own me once. Ang alam ko lang ay magpa hanggang ngayon ay s'ya pa rin ang nais ko. Ano man ang mangyare pagtapos nito ay tatanggapin ko. “ Ugh~ Ibuhos mo lahat sakin Ivan. Angkinin mo ako kahit ngayon lang.” Hindi mapigilang saad at halinghing ko ng sunggaban na niya ang aking dibdib matapos niyang alisin lahat ng suot niya. Still... Nothing change, he still have this perfect body and big c0ck. Mula sa dibdib ay hinalikan niya ang aking katawan pababa sa aking hiyas na minamasahe naman ng kanyang kamay. Hindi maiwasang mapaliyad ng aking balakang sa bawat haplos niya. Tila ba nagdedeleryo ang aking katawan at nalalasing ang aking isipan dulot ni Ivan. “ Hmm~ sh1t.. ohh~” I m0an loud when he reaches my womanh0od. He planted kisses down there while continuing massaging and teasing my hole. Mas nananabik ako sakanya. “ Napaka bango mo pa rin Enid, nihindi nagbago nag iyong ganda.” Papuring saad pa niya sabay sunggab sa aking pagkababaé na s'yang mas nakapag paingay sakin. Ang sarap talaga sa pakiramdam. After how many years here I am again under him. Abala siya sa pagkain sa aking pagkababaé at hinahaplos naman ng isang daliri niya ang aking hiwa na s'yang nakakadagdag sensasyon pa. Nagpakawala ako biglaan ng malakas ng ung0l ng pumaloob saakin ang daliri niyang iyon at ang dila niyang humahagod sa labas ng aking b****a. Napaka sarap damhin nito. Wala siyang sawa sa pag hagod at paglabas pasok ng kanyang daliri kahit pa nasasaktan ito sa pagkakasabunot ko sakanya. “ Hhnnnghg fck! I'm near Ivan please faster. I want more than this.” I demand and he granted it that fast ng pumosisyon siya sa akin. Siniil muna niya ako ng halik bago ikoskos ang ulo ng kanyang alaga sa aking hiyas. Nakaka kiliti at nakaka excite paniguradong mag dedeleryo na naman ang aking katawan sa gagawin niya. “ Fck! Ipapasok ko na Enid, I can't take it any longer baby. Get ready I'm coming for you.” He then started to enter his manh00d inside mine. At first it didn't fit cause mine gets tight again and he had the big one. Hanggang sa tuluyan ko ng naramdaman ang hapdi sa aking gitna ngunit may kasama iyong kiliti. He start to move ng medyo naka bawi ako sa hapdi. Ilang ul0s pa lang niya ay titirik na agad ang mata ko sa saràp. Here's this feeling again. “ Ohh~ sh1t... Hmm~” Humahangos pa naming mga ung0l at halinghing. It really feels so good. “ Yes! Yes! Ivan faster please harder and more ohh~ ” Just like before he always do what I want. Grabe wala talagang pinagbago at hindi rin kumupas mas naging magaling pa siya. And by that. We reach our climax ngunit hindi pa iyon sapat. The whole night became our night, his room was filled with our m0ans and groans. Ngunit muli, sa isang kisap mata pag mulat ng mga mata ko sa umaga, Ivan is nowhere to be found again. Nakalimutan ko saglit na ang lalaking katalîk ko kagabi at matagal ko ng minamahal ay may asawa na pala. — I can't still imagine why the h*ll on earth I had to meet him again. It's like the destiny really sl@p me 180 degrees. Really? Seriously? Bakit si Ivan pa ang makakasama ko rito sa malaking bahay na ito? Tapos ano matapos ang mainit na gabing iyon ay naglaho na naman siya. Pero... What do you call that walang kayo pero may unclear relationship kayo sa past? Like you two have been in a good terms, but hindi malinaw kung may kayo ba o wala? pero— *Phone ringing* Napatigil ako sa pag iisip ng mag ring ang aking cellphone. Agad napawi ang kaninang inis ko ng makita ko kung sino ang tumatawag. “Hello lil buddy.” I greeted her excitedly after I answer the video call. Bumungisngis siya bago iikot ang cam. “Nemesis why are you holding your cellphone again? I told you to study first ah.” I asked seriously. “I already finished studying po and I used my phone to call you cause I badly miss you. Besides someone what's to see you too ate.” Nemesis is my siblings she's only 8 years old. “Oh my! Ixora I miss you baby.” May butil ng luhang pumatak sa aking pisnge ng mahagip ng mata ko si Ixora. She's turning 3 years napaka cute niyang bata. “Mo-Mom-myah... miimii.” See how cute my daughter is. “Saw it ate wipe it out. We miss you a lot.” Nemesis stated. “Told you to not call me that way Nemesis.” This lady is kinda stubborn manang mana talaga saakin. “Eh sorry, I used to it.” “Anyway where is your tita's and grandparents?” Even though Nemesis is only 8 years old, she's a big girl who knows more than a 15 years old know. She's mature and can take care of herself and Ixora too. “Preparing our dinner po. Have to hang up na Ixora is about to cry. Take care always at— mom we love you.” She wave goodbye and send some flying kiss before hanging up the call. How does my life end up having a love child at my young age? How can I escape on Ivan's hands now that I'm here living with my unwanted man? Ang taong nawala bigla na parang bula, namalayan kong ikakasal na sa iba at hindi nga naging kami pero may landiang naganap at isang pero pa— walang kami pero may bunga.