Love, s*x and life with a psychopath

In the summer of 97 I went on vacation with my parents to a town called Growntown, there was a nice beach there, I didn't want to go so much, I don't like traveling, I always end up dizzy and disgusted. -cherry, do not wear that face buy you vomit pills. - said mom- -ah thanks mother, I will try not to get dizzy, how many hours are there on the way? -Honey, don't ask the hours, just enjoy the scenery, sit by the window and look at what is outside, hear that near grown Town it is raining, you will see what marivilla looks like in the rain. -said dad- Dad always tried to give me his best and make me feel good, he always tried hard. My parents spoil me too much. That summer we called to Aunt Anne's house, she had many children older than me, her home was always warm and full of joy. -oh sister! You arrived, I thought you would not arrive and look at you cherry! How big are you - said Aunt Anne touching my cheeks.- -Aunt, tell me about this place, how beautiful is it? I just went in and saw a lot of forest, is the beach nice? - cherry this place is wonderful tomorrow your cousins ​​will give you a walk around the place, you will know the cow stable, you can go horse riding or to the colored lagoon. You should not go out alone, there are many hunters in the forest and some are very dangerous. -Oh Anne, you must not scare the girl hahaha cherry is very scary, with a lot of effort we got here. -That's right, anne, my sweetheart won't want to leave the room because of you haha. That night we ate, we sat in front of the fireplace, our parents told us stories about when they were little. I was very sleepy and I went up to my room. I couldn't sleep, the trees made a lot of noise when they collided with the house, I went out for a little walk. I don't think it's as dangerous as they say, I don't even hear the police following someone, everything is silent. Perhaps the hunters are sleeping or cold to go out. -well at least there is the moonlight -What the hell I don't know why I speak alone haha Suddenly I heard someone follow me, I remembered what Aunt Anne told me , I ran away but it was fast. -Enough !! Why are you follow me? I'm talking to you, I already saw you, don't hide anymore. -What are you doing alone in the forest, Little Red Riding Hood? -¿what? Who are you ?, Stop following me or I'll scream, my dad is close. I said with great fear, my body was shaking, but I wanted to look brave. The stalker got much closer to me, until I was facing him, I was waiting for a big fat man with a devil face, but this one was very cute, I really liked him and he didn't scare me that much, in fact I wanted to talk to him. I know my mind is very silly and I think things out of place. -Look what a pretty girl I came to find ... He grabbed my arm, covered my mouth with his huge hand, took me by the waist and dragged me into the depths of the forest. I didn't even do my best to yell or resist, I wanted him to take me and do everything to me. It felt so good when he grabbed me. We got to his car, he tied my hands, put a hood on my head and started driving, I don't know what I was thinking I was his submissive I didn't put up any resistance. -It really surprises me that you haven't yelled, the others scream, kick and have bitten me haha, don't worry I won't kill you. -I'm just enjoying my stay here a little, I was going to stop .. But I saw you in the forest alone and I couldn't resist. Okay at that moment I recapped that I was in the back seat tied up in the matter of a strange man, I wanted to scream but it was useless, I knew that no one was going to listen to me, I started to cry and think many bad things ... When suddenly the car stopped . -we arrived sweetie my mind go blank, sweetie? So my father calls me, so he was watching us ?. He opened the door, pulled me out of the car, took me in and took me inside of an old house, threw me on a bed, took off my hood, didn't let go of me, he was on top of me. I have never been with a man, speaking sexually and I was terrified, he was very close smelling me, licking my neck. -How delicious you smell sweetie -Please let me go! , I want to go home - I said crying.- -Now you are mine, you will not return home sweetheart you just have to obey me. -Why? What are you going to do to me?" You are disgusting, my dad will find you, you will go to prison. Big mistake, never make the big bad wolf angry. He squeezed my neck. He started kissing me and climbed on top of me. I could not breathe, nor move he was huge and with his strong hands he tore my blouse, he turned me around and began to pull my hair.