“You will be working as my personal slave, My Mate”
He whispered and moved back a little.
I stared at him with wide eyes. I was so shocked that I didn’t even realize when Martha left the kitchen.
He wants me to work as his personal slave. But why?
I couldn’t utter a single word. I didn’t know what should I say.
My mate want me as his slave. If he doesn’t want me he should say it clearly. It’s not like I had expected him to accept me.
Not after what I went through two years ago.
I know for these high rank wolves, rank is everything. They want someone who is just like them. Especially Alphas. They can never accept an Omega like me as their mate and Luna.
I have seen few Alphas rejecting their mates right away in mating bond ceremonies which took place twice a year in the royal pack so that members from each pack can gather at one place and unmated wolves can find their mate.
If he doesn’t want me then why keep me close as his personal slave?
Many things were running in my mind but my chain of thoughts got broken with his commanding voice,
“My beta will tell you about all of your duties but for now I want my coffee and breakfast in fifteen minutes, in my room” Saying this he turned around and began walking in the direction of door.
I stood frozen in my place staring at his back when he said without turning, “time is tickling mate”.
And it was enough for me to get started with the work.
Since it is my first time working in this kitchen, it took me a little while to find all the ingredients.
Finally I was done with the breakfast. I just prepared simple sandwiches as I had very little time. I looked at the clock and my breath hitched.
I am three minutes late and it will take few minutes for me to reach his room as his room is very far from kitchen.
I didn’t mention it before but this pack house is very big. It is like some palace with many wings and floors.
I walked as fast as I could making sure that I won’t bump into someone. With each step my heart beat is increasing.
At last I reached outside his room. I took a deep breath and prepared myself to bear his wrath because I am late. He might consider it as disobedience and he can punish me for that.
I shivered thinking about the punishment I used get in my previous pack whenever I was late or failed to fulfill our future Alpha's order.
I don’t know what happened to him. Whether he died or is still alive, I have no idea.
I shook all the thoughts away and when I felt that I am calmed a bit I knocked on the door but didn’t get any reply.
I knocked again but still there was no reply.
‘Maybe he is in bathroom' I thought.
But I don’t know why I have a bad feeling. I am feeling a wired kind of restlessness. I am even having slight pain in my chest.
At first I thought it is because of fear as I am late to give him his breakfast but now I feel that it is something else.
I tried to ignore this feeling and once again knocked as I can’t enter in his room without his permission.
Finally a voice answered from inside, “come in”.
I closed my eyes, inhaled deeply before opening the door. I entered inside and what I saw made me stumble back a little.
Tears filled inside my eyes seeing the scene unfolding in front of me.
If it is the punishment for me being late then isn’t it too cruel.
Here, in front of me my mate is hovering over some other woman on his bed. Both of them are naked.
He is thrusting inside her while kissing her neck. Their loud moans and fast breaths are the only sound I can hear in this room.
Not able to witness the cruel scene anymore, I turned around to leave.
I could take only two steps when my feet stopped in my tracks hearing his voice,
“Did I tell you to go?”
“I.. will come.. later” I said holding back my sobs. I won’t cry in front of him.
I took another step when he commanded in his Alpha tone, “stay”.
And my feet froze on my place.
Unwillingly my wolf obeyed his command even though she is crying in pain.
I didn’t turn around. My back was facing them but I could hear their moans filled with pleasure. The sound is piercing my ears.
I couldn’t control my tears anymore and they began rolling down on my cheeks.
My heart clenched due to pain. I feel like someone is stabbing my heart again and again ruthlessly.
If he wants to f**k other woman he can do it why is he forcing me to stay.
‘It is because he wants to hurt you sage' my mind said.
After few minutes the sound of their groans stopped and I could hear their ragged breathing.
Finally they are done.
I heard the sound of footsteps.
“It was a good f**k” I heard Alpha Damien's voice. That girl giggled upon hearing his words.
What kind of compliment is it?
That woman walked out of room.
“You can turn around” Alpha Damien said.
I took few breath to calm myself as I don’t want him to see me cry. I wiped my tears with back of my hand, still holding the tray of his breakfast.
I turned around to find him sitting on the couch wearing just his pants.
His upper body is bare.
“are you crying my little mate?” he asked pretending to be concerned but I know he doesn’t care about me.
If he did he wouldn’t have done some like this.
I didn’t say anything just walked in his direction and placed the food on the table in front of him.
I turned around to leave when he again stopped me, “where are you going? You will stay here until I am finished with my breakfast”.
He began eating his breakfast and I just stood there looking at the floor.
I should talk to him. What does he want from me? Why is he keeping me here if he doesn’t want me? Why did he do what he did a while ago? Why is he hurting me?
My trance of thought were broken when he said, “you were late. I told you to bring my breakfast in fifteen minutes. Why were you late?” he asked calmly.
I didn’t realize when he was done eating.
“it was my first day. It took me a while to find the ingredients and there was no one in kitchen to whom I could ask” I replied firmly.
Even though all I want to do is cry. My heart is still aching thinking about how he was hovering over another woman some time ago.
“I hate disobedience and disrespect. I don’t forgive anyone without punishment but in your case I will forgive you…” he said all this while walking in my direction. He stood in front of me and added, “because you are my mate”.
I lifted my head up to look in his eyes.
They are so dark without any emotion. I don’t understand what he is thinking.
He raised his hand to touch my face but I took a step back and said, “don’t touch me”.
I don’t want to be touched by his hands which were touching another woman. Even the thought is making me feel disgusted.
He raised his one brow as his face hardened a bit.
“You are stopping me from touching something which is mine” he said calmly but I sensed anger in his tone.
“I am not a thing. And I am not yours. And you proved it to me a little while ago that you don’t want me.” I replied.
Once again the scene where he was f**king her flashed in front of me and again tears filled in my eyes but I didn’t let them fall.
He bent down a little to my eye level and asked “Are you hurt mate?”
There was no remorse in his eyes. In fact I saw a satisfied smile on his face which told me that he did it on purpose, just to hurt me.
And the way he calls me mate whenever we are talking, it feels like he is mocking me.
“You did it on purpose, so that you can hurt me right?” I asked hoping he will deny it.
But I forgot that the person standing in front of me is none other than the cruelest Alpha Damien, who finds pleasure in seeing others tears.
“Yes, so did it hurt you?” he asked again shamelessly.
I am sure he can see the pain in my eyes. But still he wants me to confess with my own mouth. But I won’t give him that satisfaction.
He is a monster, a devil, that I knew already.
I won’t let him play with me. And there is only one way to save myself from getting hurt by him again and again.
My wolf, Sarah whimpered in pain while crying but didn’t stop me knowing it is necessary.
And to save myself, I uttered the words hearing which his eyes widened in shock not expecting that I will ever say this,
“I, Sage Miller, Omega of blue moon pack reject you Alpha Damien as my Mate”