I could say that I am far worst now than yesterday. Well, emotionally I guess. I went to work like I didn't cried the whole night. Kasalanan ko naman lahat, eh. Kung hindi ako nagpadala sa aking emosiyon ay hindi ako iiyak kagabi. Nakatulugan ko na nga ang sakit at kung dadalawin man ako non mamaya ay bahala na muna.
I just wanted to focus on my work right now. This is the only thing that's sustaining me.
I sighed and massage the back on my neck.
My phone beeped and I saw who messaged me.
Greg:
Good morning, sweetheart.
Greg:
I'm sorry I wasn't able to call you last night. I've got an urgent family gathering. Hindi kita nasama dahil alam kong pagod ka.
I rolled my eyes.
This is the reason why I am denying and suppressing my emotions. It gets ahead of me, always. When your heart
