resurrection
She died on her 39th birthday. No funeral, no relatives or friends, she died alone. Sad and pathetic. It was not until she died that she came to her senses. This is all her own fault. What a failed and miserable life she had lived.
The reason for all this is that she has been relying on men all her life. She never thought about relying on herself. Once upon a time, she had been glorious, sought after by thousands of people, and lived a life of luxury, with countless people working for her. But in the end, it's all futile.
She was very beautiful, and ever since she could remember, there had been countless men around her. She had no plans and knew nothing, but she was able to marry three times, and each time she married a husband who was richer than the previous one. Just because beautiful looks are a woman’s weapon. And she always believed this.
She never thought about doing something because she knew she was beautiful and she could rely on her beauty to win the favor of men. Then relying on men, she could get everything she wanted—vanity, luxury, envy, high-end life, and inexhaustible wealth. But at that time, she didn't realize that relying on men is ultimately unreliable. Love based on appearance will not last long.
When she was 29, she was in a sudden car accident, which burned most of her facial skin, paralyzed her lower limbs, and caused necrosis of many cells in her body. The doctor said she had only ten years to live. She became extremely ugly and was paralyzed in bed. This cruel result is not something that ordinary people can bear.
She hoped that at this time, her husband could be by her side, even if it was the last journey of her life. But that was not the case. Her husband made her completely sober when she was in the most pain. He gave her some money to divorce her and started dating a new lover, with no intention of caring about her at all. He disliked her current appearance, disliked her without beauty, disliked her sickness, disliked her who was about to die.
She was desperate. This was the husband who had taken such good care of her. She once thought that her husband really loved her. But now he looks like this. She finally came to realize that relying solely on men was the source of her failure in life.
Although she was vain and greedy, she still had a little bit of pride left. She agreed to a divorce and took the money to a nursing home, where she planned to spend the last days of her life. In her last moments, she felt extremely lonely, yet also gained great enlightenment. She has spent her entire life thinking about how to use her beauty to gain more benefits and a better life but has neglected the contact with her relatives and friends. Sometimes she even looked down on her poor relatives and worthless friends.
This meant that she had to endure the torture of illness and long-term loneliness in the last ten years of her life. No friends, no relatives. The men who had served her so diligently before also disappeared. And her three ex-husbands, none of them ever came to visit her, and they all treated her as if she didn't exist. It seems as if all the warmth was fake.
She regretted that she had never done anything right in her life. Trusting men and relying on men was her biggest mistake. This is what made her what she is today. That's ridiculous. She once believed that she could get everything by relying on men, but at the last moment of her life, she suddenly realized that men are the most unreliable people in the world.
But it was too late. Because of this, she even developed misogyny towards men. She cannot accept any physical contact with any man. Once contact occurs, she will feel physiological disgust and want to get away, even feel nauseous and lose control of her emotions. For this reason, the sanatorium had to replace all her doctors and nurses with women.
In the last ten years of her life, she began watching movies because she found that only movies could calm her mind. Sometimes she would even be moved by those heartwarming movies and feel that perhaps there was still something left in her life. After a while, she began to learn how to make movies. Because she felt that she had failed so badly in her life, but she had to leave something behind to prove that she at least existed.
She spent some money to hire a famous director to be her teacher. It's ridiculous that in the last few years of her life, a person who had failed so badly would want to learn new things. But surprisingly, she and the teacher discovered something at the same time. That is, she actually possesses an extremely high talent for directing.
After that, she studied and researched movies seriously for a full ten years, and reached a height that others might have taken twenty or thirty years to achieve. The sentence her teacher said most often was: Such a talent... What a pity...
Although her movements are very inconvenient, she sits in a wheelchair and can only use her hands, her vision is blurry and her speech is unclear, but she is really learning how to make movies seriously. Because, before she died, she wasted her whole life and finally found something she loved.
After making some experimental short films, she finally made her first feature film before her death. Because of her physical condition, it took her many years to complete the film, which tells the story of a woman who was abandoned by the upper class and how she changed her mind and regained herself. This movie was noticed by some film producers because everyone was surprised to find that the movie was so well made.
As soon as the movie was released, it caused an immediate sensation. This is a movie with such an excellent temperament, depressing, blue, realistic and alienated. Those noble ladies who are empty and vain inside are actually the ones with serious mental illnesses. In front of the so-called LOSERs, they are actually the real LOSERs. It wasn't until they lost everything that they realized this truth. A film full of irony. The director who can make a movie like this is simply a genius!
When people learned that the director was a dying man, they began to ask questions. How come she only made her first work now when she was almost dying? What was she doing in the years before that? It’s such a pity that such a talented director is dying!
Yes, she also wanted to know what she had been doing all those years. She felt more and more that her life was ironic. She wanted to rely on men all her life, but ended up like this. She never wanted to rely on her own efforts in her entire life, but only after she was declared dead did she discover that she had amazing talents.
If she could live her life over again, would her life be very different if she did not rely on men from the beginning and instead relied on her own efforts to achieve career success? But it's too late to say anything now. She died not long after the film was released.
If there is a next life, she will definitely rely on herself. She will never rely on her looks to gain capital, and she will never rely on men again. Never again.
She closed her eyes and thought she was dead. Then, she suddenly opened her eyes again. When she opened her eyes, she found herself in an unfamiliar room. There was no smell of disinfectant in the room, and no white beds covering the entire room.
This is an exquisite female bedroom. There is a mirror in front of her, and the person in the mirror is not herself, but a young girl. A very beautiful foreign girl. She was so surprised that she just wanted to get up, but she found that she had a severe pain in her brain. Then countless memories suddenly came flooding back, and these unfamiliar memories instantly occupied her brain.
Then, she accepted all the memories from this body, the memories that belonged to the original owner of this body. What is this? She couldn't help but look at herself in the mirror and trembled all over. Not fear, but excitement.
God felt it was a pity that she died in her previous life, so he gave her a chance to start over? Let her travel from China in 2017 to Ireland in 2008?
She began to sit quietly beside the bed, sorting out the girl's memories. The girl's name is Eva Cody. She was born in a small rural town in Ireland, which is now the capital of Ireland, Dublin. This is an 18-year-old girl who is vain, greedy for small profits, addicted to gambling, and full of lies. This is a hypocritical girl who uses her dream of becoming a director as a gimmick to embellish her own majestic image.
This is a greedy girl who has been in a lover relationship with a rich man for half a year. The original owner had worked hard to get into the directing department of the Irish capital's film school from the countryside. When she came to the metropolis, she had no intention of planning her life well. Instead, she relied on her beautiful looks to get along with some wealthy men.
Eventually, she was noticed by her current financial sponsor and became his lover. The original owner had no intention of working hard to become a director, but instead tried all kinds of clever tricks to get money from his sponsors, and then threw large sums of money at the gambling table. She also fantasized that a wealthy man would marry her so that she could live a life of luxury.
This memory belonging to the original owner was so familiar to her. This is exactly the same as she was in her previous life. However, the original owner may not understand one thing, which is the lesson she learned from her painful experience in her previous life.
Whether it is gaining benefits through appearance or gaining status through men, all of this is a mirage. It is a flower in the mirror and a moon in the water. How long can it be good to use your beauty to please others? If you want to succeed and live a superior life, you can't rely on anyone but yourself.
