Claimed by the alpha, who used my body for pleasure

Chapter one Kathryn's POV I lay on the bed, with the covers on my body and tears rolling down my eyes. I cried because the memory of the forced s*x by alpha Ryker still hung around the room. His scents filled the room, including the bed and my body. It wasn't just today, but every other day the same things happened to me. I couldn't stand up, because my legs had swollen up, due to being forced to satisfy him. This is what he did to me from the day he took me from my parents, because of the broken promise of my father. And I was about sixteen or seventeen years then, and now I'm nineteen years old. So I have been passing through this hell for four years now. I couldn't stand up, nor even walk. But I tried my best, to stand and walk, so I could at least get a shower, so I wouldn't sink of unhappy s*x and because I knew he was still going to come back again this night for another round. And if I make him uncomfortable or smells when he comes from another round, I will end up getting beaten up, and he will still have s*x with me, harder and more painful than before. So prevention is better than cure. I quickly rushed down and went to the bathroom that was inside the room. I was a prisoner in the pack. I stood under the shower as the cold water dropped on my body, which helped in easing in so much of the pain I felt. As I stood there, some of my memories of me and my parents in our pack flushed my mind. I couldn't help but cry my eyes out. I've been hearing it as a punishment without knowing the cause, for four years now. I wiped my tears, because I knew I was wasting it, because no matter how loud or long I cried, I have no saviour not even my father nor anybody who knows me unless they are seeking for a death wish. When I was done with the quick shower, I came out of the bathroom naked because I wasn't given a towel only two slave clothes. I couldn't imagine how I was dressed before when I was still in the pack, and now I'm used as a s*x tool. I had no choice. After all, a beggar has no choice, and I'm the beggar in this situation. I took the second piece of clothing which was kept on the floor, took it up, looked at it, sighed, before putting it on. It wasn't my size, but I had no other choice because I didn't want to end up getting beaten up tonight for disobeying him. After wearing the clothes, I managed to arrange the bed before sitting on it. I sighed again because I couldn't perceive his scents for now, it's only mine. Immediately I was about to lie down, I heard a knock on the door and my heart skept a bit, but I knew it wasn't him, what I wasn't sure of is who the person was. “Who's there" I asked, walking towards the door. “ It's the new maid that is assigned to feed you and check on you”the person said on the other side of the door. I noticed the person wasn't harsh like the other people who came before,it seems like she knew who I was and why I was kept here. “Okay I'm coming" I said opening the place where they passed my foods from. When I opened it, I just saw the food, I didn't see anybody and that is how I have been living my life since I got here. I had never seen anyone since I got here, except alpha Ryker, his assistant, the pack doctor and some male wolf who are normally sent by him. I heard a voices one day after I was given my food through the door. They were saying “ the alpha prohibited the prisoner which was me, from seeing anyone's face except the people I just mentioned, which isn't often except him. I took the food and sat on the bed. Looking at the food, I lost my appetite to eat after being hungry, because I wasn't feed yesterday because I made him angry a day before yesterday. The food wasn't a flesh from an animal, but from a dead human, but I must eat it to prepare for tonight, or I will be forced to eat with beating by his special guard's. So to avoid that too, I started forcing myself to eat, but my system kept on rejecting it. So I decided to close my nose and forced all the food at once inside my mouth. It was a success in swallowing the food, but unfortunately it stucked in my chest, so I started beating my chest because I knew the water I was served is always small so it wouldn't help the situation. I tried my best to get it unstucked and luckily it walked and I drank the water to help myself. But I knew the next check up from the pack doctor on me, will show indigestion again as usual. I wasn't the type of werewolf who feeds on human flesh for more strength, I feed on animals like deer's, antelope, especially for my strength. But since I got here they're always feeding me with dead human flesh and I know they're doing it on purpose to reduce my healthy growth and my power's,to make me weaker, so it will pain my loved ones especially my parents. I wiped my mouth with my clothes, because I wasn't giving something to clean it. I kept the plates on the floor,in front of the door where I was told to keep it. Before going back to the bed and sat down curling my hands with my legs. I didn't know what was the time nor the weather nor what was going on outside, because I didn't have a window. But there was a hole I used in checking the weather, immediately my eyes looked outside through the little hole that leads outside and tells me the weather. The weather was getting dark like it was about to rain heavily and the sun was already going down. I knew my nightmare will soon come again and this time, I'm a little prepared, but I didn't know what's on his mind. So there was no need to defend and protect myself, maybe he might decide to kill me once tonight with a silver bullet,or something else. I can never tell, so it's up to his mood today and I pray moon goddess,he shouldn't be angry or don't let me do something to anger him. After I had finished praying, I tried to relax but I couldn't, I couldn't even sleep because if I sleep I wouldn't know what he wants to do to me when he comes, and he doesn't like when he comes to f**k me and I was sleeping. So now I take sleeping pills at sunset, so I could sleep then and be awake at night, but I forgot to take my sleeping pills today, I started wondering what I'll do today. As I looked through the small holes again, the sun had gone down and the half Moon was shining bright that it reflects into the room through the holes. I tried resting my head on the pillow for the sake of comfort, before I became uncomfortable when he comes. I left the light on so if I slept off when he came, he would think I was still awake and since I know his scents I could sense his presence. As I laid down, It didn't get up for five minutes. I sensed him coming faster than his normal walking step, his voice, his scents filled everywhere, fear gripped me, my mood changed. I was frightened because I was about to encounter another painful memory of my life with the person I hate and his. In fact, he is already here at the door to my room, and I'm sitting on the bed like a sheep waiting to be slaughtered by the big wolf who doesn't show mercy.