Once A Luna Now A Badass Warrior

The end of my life started 4 years ago at the tender age of 14. For wolves we don't shift until 16. My pack was attacked and my parents killed right in front of me at 14, I also shifted that day but no one knows that. I have to hid my wolf or they would beat her also like they do to me. My name is Averlee and I am an 18 year old werewolf. I found my mate at 14 but waited for him to find me also. At 16 he found me and I thought he accepted me but then again he was the main one to abuse me. He kept me around for 4 years as his side chick. Never marked me but used me anyway he wanted and cheated everyday knowing I could feel that pain. He didn't love me nor did I love myself enough to walk away from him the first time he cheated. I should have been Luna of our pack. The Crystal Lake pack but he wouldn't let anyone know I was his mate. I was of course the "Luna" in every other way but no one knew it. I cooked, I cleaned, their alpha came to me as his mate for pleasure, I helped take care of the pack but wasn't respected as their Luna. To Crystal Lake pack I was a no body, a betrayer who watched her parents die and didn't fight back. How could I fight back when I didn't even know what to do or how to fight. I was weak at 14 but now I'm strong.