Blurry

Life was beautiful. Just growing into a young adult. Looking at myself, saw the years ahead of me. Each time I took a look at my beautiful body something leaped inside of me. It felt so special. It was undescribable. The world seemed to be at my feet It was my world and I was conscious of my youthfulness and beauty and the expanse of years that lies ahead of me. My mind like the moving waves of the sea would bring pictures of men who were at my becks and call willing to give anything just to get so close to me. The faces of them kept flashing in my mind's eye. Couldn't really concentrate on the movie I was watching. My mind travelled far and was stirred at the pictures my mind held. My mother touched me on the shoulder. "Mary" she called. And I jacked back to my full consciousness. "What were you thinking. Been standing by watching. You were thinking and smiling" she said. I giggled. Staring at her and wonderin if really she could come close to guessing what I was thinking. " What were you thinking. I'd be glad to know" " Mum! I screamed. "Are you sure you want to know? " " Yes" she said and she added. Just wondering if you are in love. I pray you are not "