LOST HEART

And i have no idea who your Sundrika is ether so please live. .. I said pointing at the window at my at my right Okay so you are not dating my brother and you are definitely not Sundrika. ... Ahhh. ..Yeah .... Who is Sundrika anyway. ... I. .I. Wait don't answer that it's not like i care anyway. Please just get out of my room. ..... I said to him coldly. ..still pointing at the window ...i didn't want anyone to see him so i pointed at the window . . . Let get you clean up first princess you really need a bath He ignored me and said in a cold way while he carried me in his arms Wait put me down i just got my period and i think i have stained myself and you really don't won't to see my blood ... Do you won't to take a barth or you wait to stay in bed for God knows how long He asked in an angry town .. No need to get angry over this it's not like you are the one having a guy in your room or been taken to a barth by a complete stranger I said greening my teeth Don't worry baby i know that He said with a smirk on his face ....for some reason i felt saved in is arms i felt like i can trust him ,,he placed me in the barth tab and asked me to call him when am done then left ..after the Sawyer called him i smiled when i saw how he saved his number on my phone"MY HEART" how did he even know my pass Cord. ..just when the call went throw he came running in but then froze at the with a choking look an his ,he scanned me from top to down. .. What is he looking at, i followed his gaze and the ... Ooo my God. ...how can i be so stupid and careless to let a complete stranger see me naked what is he going to think about me what if he takes a picture of me and then show if to everbody or west post it on social media that will be the ned of me. .goodbye my beautiful career goodbye modeling life goodbye fame As if he knew what i was thinking What why are you looking at me like that i have already told you an not that kind of guy okay and you don't have to worry i know you can't talk that's why am here to help out so you just have to get used to me for now after that you can President we never meet. .. it's something you are really good at anyways He said in what seems to be like angry and cold at the same time he left me up completely ignoring the fat that am naked in his arms with know reactions on his face .. I felt a bit embarrassed and disappointed at the same time He placed me on the bed and started to dress me Nooo wait you don't have to i can do it my self. .as i said relay on am in my month. .... Ooo really then why didn't you walk to the barth your self haa what are you afraid of i have already seen you naked what's the point of trying to held your body now. ..... What is he trying to say i international made him see me naked. ..and for what it's not like i know him from somewhere to trust him with my life I looked down feeling annoyed and embarrassed at the same time Am sorry i didn't mean it that way He apologized Then what do you mean I didn't mean anything i was just trying to make a point i have already seen you so you don't need to hide your body from me besides you aren't even type .... He said and walked out of the room after dressing me Not his type ..... This words kept ringing in my head. .what does he mean not his type I felt really angry with those wordr I mean ...look at me. .. am Sky ....am beautiful .... Nooo not just beautiful am the most beautiful girl ever almost every guy wont's to data am even the ones in a relationship every Brend and produced won't my face ....am always on the front page of every magazine how am i not his type or is he a gaye. .. After sometime he came back in with a tray in his hands with food on.... he made suop for me It's going to help you receive quickly I looked at the tray in his hands a bit hesitated what if he puts something it You really can't trust me can you, don't worry i won't trust a stranger with my life ether He said coldly. .. Why does he look both annoyed and sad at the same time if he knows am right Heyyy. . I. I. .. Don't worry i understand ... Haa. . What's with it him .....i was going to say i can help myself with the meal He ignored me and feed me the food. After making shore of it the i took my Madras he put me to bed and then left the room ........ Hi am Daniel Sandra's childhood hold friend you may think am here because Sandra sent me but the truth is i have loved Sky ever sees from school and. have been in all her classes but she never seems to know tiesed me then when we got to middle school i meet Sandra. ..Sandra is a great and loving friend but i think it's only to me cause she is really mean to everyone around her except me. .. I came to take care of her when i found out that it's was Sandra who caused her accident i couldn't take it my heart was broken how can Sandra do that to her own sister Yes that's right Sandra and Sky are sister's they were twins for all i know i don't really know the hull story when ever i asked Sandra abt it she would get angry so i stopped asking am waiting for when she will be ready to talk about it So now back v to me and Sky. .. I was really relieved when she said she wasn't dating but if she wasn't dating my brother then who was that with my brother after i took her to the barth room i quickly called my brother... Heyy. .. brother Heyyy. ..little brother what's up Brother are you still dating Sundriks Yeah why it's something wrong ooo nooo just that meet someone who looks like her that's all Rally yes Oo okay Got to go brother bey U said and quickly huge up the call before he could as me anything elas I was really happy when a found out that Sky was not dating my brother I breath a sign of relief Now it's time to clean my babies room after cleaning i room i stood at the door with for her to finished barthing just then my phone ring and i saw the caller ID "baby" i quickly pushed the door open i fro zed looking at her Ooo mine she looks even more beautiful done with clothes on my heart stated beating really fast and my body was heating up How am i going to take care of her if i can't control my self Almost kissed her when i saw the way she was drolling over me she looks very quite I tried to hold my self My body felt so hot when i took her into my arms she looks a little embarrassed Oo God she looks very quite with her blushing face But i felt really heart broken knowing what she thought of me i was really hurt and angry why can't she see the love i have for her You aren't even my type i said angrily then left the room i really need some air i was heart broken to see the hurt in her face i didn't mean to hurt her feelings but it's also for the bust she's going to feel a bit comfortable with me ones she starts thinking am a geye So many days has passed after that day and i have gotten used him btaken care of me and doing every thing for me even though my caretaker was around i still let him take care of me and do everything for me I woke feeling very happy am getting better day by day all thanks to him he has been taken really good care me even though we never really talked much or even don't closed it's like he dosen't us to get closer or he does not really won't to know me I remember asking for his name once and he got angry i mean come on i only asked of his name I told him i only won't to befriended him but he got even more angrier and asked me to mind my on business fine with me Why get angry over a name sometimes i feel like there is more to it How came his the only guy that is mute to my beauty It's not like i won't him to like or something but am just still suppressed Am not the type that really cars about love and relationship But i just won't him to know ties at list complement my beauty I sighed and set in my bed looking at him from one cancer of the room He always workout every morning and i always still glance at him every day but today he looks really quite and seductive with his clothes off Oo God what's wrong with me why do my body feels hot am i getting sick or something i almost fainted when he looked at me with his hair laying right in the middle of his fourharh I felt water coming out of my mouth and i leked it in some crazy why i have never then before I didn't know i could have that kind effect on Sky Milla the great known to be unattended by anything He said with a smirk i quickly train away God. ... he has seen me and not good what is he going to think about him Don't worry baby i won't let you eat me even if you won't to My heart is already with someone else What. ..... when did i say i won't to eat him But my do i feel hurt when he said his heart is with someone else so why is he even westing time me Even if he was a geye it's won't hurt that much what's this feelings what's wrong with me. ... Heyyy. .....Sky what are you thinking .....he asked with a smirk on this face .. What's wrong with this guy. ....i tried to hide my red face .. I. ...I. .Oooo Sky why are you acting like at a 5 year old who did something wrong ....... I was thinking of something. ... What are you thinking of sky tell me. ... I was thinking why you never Tell me your name i that's strange don't you think, so convenient. ... You really won't to know my name baby .. He asked and then started walking to me i nodded my head like a kid he smiled am set beside me on the bed. ... Ooooo God why does he have to be this close am going to die just looking at his perfect body. ... is that flower sentence Smelling mmmm i love the why does he have to smell so good it's smell my my favorite flower lilac. .i just love their nature and very thing about them ... What are you doing baby why are so close to me what are you thinking Notting. ..... Hummm really i don't think so yo are always thinking of something, ,what are you always thinking of haa. .. I wonder what's in that head of your's He said universities voice his face a few inches away from mine. ... Is he going to kiss me omg my first kiss i closed my eyes waiting for my first ever kiss from a really hot guy. ...... But what's taking you so long why can't you just kiss me already t, then i felt a hot breath on my face .... i felt Goosebumps all over my body he blow air in my face then best into laughter What's funny did someone make a joke cause I didn't hear any joke.... You. .. He said still trying to hold its laughter What but did anything funny did I I asked very annoyed. ... You seriously didn't think I was going to kiss you did you My face became red with embarrassment this jack how cloud he joke with me like that. ... You. .. I started hitting his chest. .... How could you be so shameless I'm not going to forgive you Isaid still hitting his chest Aaaaaa that hurt do you want to break my heart can't you see it's made from glass I chuckled. .... Really then why don't i break it maybe then you'll learn not to make fine of people .... Okay okay am sorry baby What did you say ..... Am sorry. . Again so that i can hear you louder Baby am sorryyyyyy. ... That's better. .... By the way you look really happy to day Really do i. . Yeah it's written all over your face you know. .... Hummm. ...it's because of something What tell me did someone die Hahaha how can that be a good new .... What you an make jokes and i can't not far .... Ahaaa not funny baby .. Okay so tell me what your good news is all about Well i had a call from this person that's why Let me geste it's a very important person then Yes. .. And it's a girl and this girl is the person you really like Yes how can you tell. . You are blushing. .... Oooo okay You really like her don't you No i don't just like her i love her Why do i feel a bit hurt what's wrong with me ..so that's why he said he has been taken Heuyy baby what are you thinking How long. .. I was thinking how long have you liked her I can't tell right from childhood So have you told her No not yet Why what are you waiting fro The right time i will tell her when the time comes But shouldn't have known by now what kind of friend is she She can't even tell how her friend feels about her Well we aren't that close let me say we aren't even friends Oo that's why you are happy that she called you Yes. . Have you tried talking to her or getting closer to her Not really Then how are doing to know whether she feels the same way or not Try getting closer to her and even try to know her better and try talking to her more Really you think so No i know so. ..with your looks who wouldn't like you just let her see the better you You will have her falling for you like a fish lost in the deep Sea Thanks baby Ooo it's notting Why am i feeling sad i should be happy fro him what's this feeling Heyyy baby what's wrong did i say something wrong why do you look so Moody Mmmmm it's nothing i was just thinking of something Do you mind telling me Hahaaa well. ..i.....i was thinking of asking you something but i really don't know how to ask you look so happy and i don't want to change your mood by asking so i was thinking of a way to ask you with out you changing your mood What's that baby come on tell me Well i was thinking why you never tell me i know it's almost 2 months and i don't even know your know.you always get angry when ever i tried asking for your name why. .. Am sorry that's not the way a true gentle man to act i was angry because i felt like it's wasn't important like you will forget me after all this is over and you are back tbeing your self you would need me anymore I will never forget you. You have help me so much even without asking for anything how can i forget you. .you are like my life saver thank you Ooo please stop if you press me to much i meat never do good again ..sorry for my bad Manners. . Can we start all over Yeah sure why not. .. Okay. .... Hi am Daniel He said straighten out his hands for me to i took his Heyyy am Sky Mella it's a great pleasure to meet you Okay miss Sky Mela will you have the honour of being this poor guy friend I blushed and giggled.... Cause why not it's my greatest honour to feel your Lonely Heart dear friend I said still giggling Why. .. Why what Daniel The why you giggled what's funny It's as if you are asking me to be your girlfriend ..... Do you want to be my girlfriend Aaaa maybe in the after world Why. ..whg can't you ... Love is really love my thing i just don't understand it. ...the thing it i see it to be a complete west of time no offence but that's just how i feel about love Don't worry baby am not going to data you. . Why what's wrong with me Nothing just that my heart has already been taken but i still have one room Hummmmm what's that The friendship room ... Really Daniel how stupid are you The friendship room realle My inner self mocked me Not really to her am just her friend but to me she is so much more then that there is only one room in my heart and that is love that's where she belongs my love room and that's were she's going to be forever even if i would have to go through hell just to have her I love you Sky.... I whispered tomyself and only for my to hear. .one dat am going to kiss that beautiful lips of yours and say the the words i have keep in my heart for so long and would wait patiently for you to say i do cause i know we have a long way to go and i won't rush you even if I would have to wait tell the the afterworld I will would cause i love Am really happy today cause i know to are falling for me it's just a matter of time before we get there When ever i see her looking at me with stars in her eyes my heart just miss a beat then both my mind ,heart and body States doing down things like they don't want to intrude on one thing it's like each one is having it's own brain. .and when i was the way she keep licking her mouth time to time i almost fainted, my body temperature is rising it's like the room was getting hotter and hotter every minutes I need to stop this before i need up doing something that will make her hate me i want her to love me not hate me i need to this of something fast before i make a mistake What are you doing do you want to eat me up am sorry but am already taken well i think that's what i asked caused my mind was not thinking strength I almost kissed her but i stopped .. I was really moved by the way she was ready to give in for me i don't want our first kiss to be like this i want it's to be something she can never forget so i stopped Baby it's time to take your and take your bath. . I said and parted her head she nodded then shook her head Heyy why don't you want to take your bath I asked her feeling confused She shook her head then nodded saying Yes no yes ..... What's yes nou yes haaa tell me don't you want to bath ... Yes is for i do and no is for. .for. .i. .. Mmm continue and waiting. Daniel i was thinking now that i can walk stand myself now can i please do things on my own now i don't won't to be a bedding on you A bedding is that what she thinks But how can she be a bedding for me it's my job to take care of her and to make show her love my face got darkened as if she knew what i was thinking so she quickly said No no that's not i mean Then what do you mean i asked coldly to tell the truth iwas a bit scared what if she ask me to go back to my own place and stop taken care of her I know sooner or latter i would have to go back for some reason i don't won't to not now i don't want anyone to take care my baby Well if that happens i would just have pay all her maids to quit their job..... Heyy Daniel what's on your mind what are you thinking .. You ... Haa. .. I mean am thinking about what you asked am just trying to understand you better Hummm ok what am trying to is that you see i don't feel good when people do things for me every time it's makes feel uncomfortable it's as if am useless or something am really grateful for your help and time Humm so you are trying to say i should let you do some of things you do now that you can stand and walk by your self ..... she nodded her head Okay then how about this to can bath and dress your self while i still take care of your needs okay She nodded in agreement i felt a bit relief am not obsessed if her i just find it difficult to imagine a life with out her. .i just won't to wake up every morning and the first thing i see she her ..i love looking at her sleeping face every morning it's makes me feel as if we are married ''Crazy right .....but i know my fellow guys will understand the feeling" Okay baby let me go and Sawyer first so that get something for us to eat I said kissing her head before walking to be bath room I have planned so many things for us day so i need to look my very best After Sawyer i stood in front of the big mirror Why are you so happy you aren't even dating yet my inner self mocked me Okay guys let me tell you a secret ...you see when i asked her to be my friend i meant my girlfriend just that i didn't added the girl cause i know she won't even think twice before so says no Please before you say"heyyDaniel don't besofull ofyour self what if she takes you as a friend only " You see i know when to make my move's and when not too am very good with girls and almost very girl wants me to data them My biggest mistake was not getting closer to her in first place so now am not going to give up it's time i use my looks I see the way she looks at me and how she always droll over me. .so cute i know she don't say no if try to make my way with but i won't it's just don't feel right Am not the type that believed in s*x after marriage or anything you people will call it. .. I just don't feel the same way with other girls so i have never kissed or slept if any girl my hull life and now am 22 years of age final year in the university my friends never made fun of me cause they understand's me on like them they have slept with almost every girl that walk their way even though they don't love them and they will tell am all about it and how the girls would even moaned when they f**k them one thing about my friends they don't f**k one girl twice sometimes some of the girls will come beginning them to take them but as i said they never f****d a girl twice i would always laugh at then when ever they come to me for help, one night we were having guys night when one of my friends made a joke Guys i wonder how Sky will moan under Daniel my face darkened when i never telling anyone how my baby will moan under me never her moans are for my hearing alone no one can share them with me never am be came even angry just the thought of someone hearing my baby moans ... Heyy calm down bro no need to get angry over this. ...how can i ask you to tell us how your baby moans we know you don't like anyone sharing the same things with you and we know that you never let anyone touch the things you like Calm down bro no need to get angry over this it's was just a joke the second person said and they all best out launching. .. i became even more angrier ... Ooo so you think it's funny to make jokes about my baby right .... i said angrily .... Nooo bro just calm down okay that's what's not what i mean but really bro you need to control your body not you will ned up scaring your baby away before you even make her fall you ....the one who made the joke said and quickly run out you the room. .. Aaaaaa am going to kill that guy if i get my hands on him ..... Bro i agree with James if i were Sky i would run just looking at your body reactions ...... The second one said running out the door .... Am really going to kill them if i get my hands on them. ... Said holding my fist. ..... But Bro i think Frank and James are right Are you against me or you are me Romeo ...... Am with the right bro. ... your body reacts when ever someone says Sky's name we never told you cause we know you will feel very embarrassed so we always find a way to hide it. .. I looked down at my pants and quickly covered my front with my hands ...... Gosh this is so embarrassing how many times have this happened in and i didn't know i wonder how any people have seen me like this .. My face be came really red my angry was replaced with complete embarrassment. .. No need to feel embarrassed bro we'v got your back bro any ways it's happiness to everyone just need to learn how to control your self .... Romeo said ,and i nodded my head. .. I have only 3 friends, Romeo the more understanding and caring one then i have James, James really like flirting everyone and he have his way of getting into peoples heart I remember one day we forgot to bring our project work because we were working the hull night and slept late we woke uo really late so we end up living our project work tha home It's was maths and the teacher was not going to give us a listening ear every one loves us but not the maths teacher ..... but James as always being James managed to get the techer to give us a pass .... How did you do it bro I asked him ... I have my ways ,all i did was to say sweet things about his wife i heard she's really beautiful. .. I think the reason why the maths teacher doesn't like us is because we are really popular with our great like and high IQ. ... and we are really good at sports too. .. Then we have Frank as for Frank ge get like to go if the flow And the way they change girls every time ....some times i feel like they will never find true love. ... To tell the truth i didn't know i feel in love Sky all i know when we got to middle school i get really angry when i see any guy get closer to she it's a good thing she doesn't have time for love Before i go back to my story let me tell to a secret Romeo is Sky's bro and am here because of his help. ... Romeo doesn't have any problem with me and his sister He one even asked me if one i have made out with her yet Gosh bro how can you asked that she is your sister I know and i trust you Sky is not a kid any more Mmm ok. .. But i didn't tell him i have seen his sister nakedness so many times Now back to my story. . After looking at my self in the mirror i came out of